so ive been into this aqua guy for just over a year and a half but he was always travelling so it was mainly online but i fell for him hard because we just had so much in common and understood each other on a very very deep level and ive never met anyone like him, however usually with guys i get bored within 2 weeks and i get over them really easily cuz i can let go, but he does his typical aqua disappearing act for days/weeks/months but nows the longest time hes done it (5 months) and the last conversation he had he told me he loved me but hes done that before so i dont understand, ive come to my senses and obviously he doesnt feel the same if hes gone that long aka i also need to move on but ive never been this confused and hurt by a guy? i dont know how to move on or let go and its freaking me out, im just mad because i know ill never be as spiritually connected to someone like i am to him and ive met guys and stuff but its not the same and i dont know what to do
