The Reason I Have Not Been In a Committed Relationship
This topic was created in the Relationships forum by Emhendo on Friday, March 1, 2019 and has 13 replies.
Is because I feel like I'm waiting on somebody....
And I don't tell nobody this;
But I keep having these reoccurring dreams.. Or should I say - this reoccurring person in my dreams that's a woman..
I tried to talk about it before over the summer, but sometimes my story be TL;DR and I delete the threads.
She has many different looks and appearances, but she always wear black..
And...
She is my lover. I keep seeing her, and we get into all kind of shit together.. I think last night she was with me in my sleep, and we were on the train together riding around drunk and cuddled up. I remember being very drunk and she was there keeping me balance and comfortable.
She won't let nobody come near me in my dreams. She is very servant, understanding, and protective of me. I almost feel like if I told this dream chick to kill somebody, she definitely would.
I don't know what this is... But I googled it and I'm not the only one.
I'm not the only person that has a "dream lover", somebody I never met coming to me in my sleep and being with me.
They say that every face in our dream is a face we seen when we were awake - cuz the human brain never forgets a face.. I don't know how true that is, that faces burried into my memory ends up in my dream, but if she real - there is a very beautiful woman out there in this fuckin world that should be mines.
She is very quiet, it's like we talk without talking.. I look at her and she understands what I'm saying (I'm not much of a talker in real life, believe it or not Mercury In Cancer, Sun Conj. Mercury) and that's very endearing and I think I would appreciate that shit in real life.. Not really literally, but I know it happens between two people. I often wish people had telepathic abilities, or at least there be a phenomenon when two lovers can talk telepathically but at the same time - it's rare, and if you find someone that can communicate with you like that - then that indicates they are one of your soul mates or ya'll are supposed to be connected somehow.
We never had sex, and every time we come close... Something happens.. But the kissing and the touching is something I never experienced before. It's prolly better than kissing my ex that I see every 6 months, we have Moon-Mars aspects going both ways with each other and our physical encounters are very magnetic and out of body.
So being with dream girl feels more intense than that...
I worry if I'ma stop seeing her sometimes... But she been around since I was like 17. I cannot remember every single dream with her, but she has been there in my sleep many many times. Sometimes I go months without dreaming bout her.. Then she shows up and I could almost cry and shit....
You know?
One time I lost her in a field full of tall ass weeds and I hadn't seen her for months when I slept...
If I could meet a woman that embodies her and what she does for me, then I would love to have a girlfriend.
I find many women to be mediocre in relationships these days, and girlfriend requirements are limited to just giving up pussy.. Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass. Men don't bring out the best they can get out of their women, in my opinion.
I want everything I can squeeze out of a girl, and that's if she allows me. Most chicks are resistant and get friendzoned.. I dated around last year and groomed a few girls before I left Chicago for the Spring-Summer. So I know there are women out there that would appreciate me making her the best woman she can be... For me.
But for now, I am honestly happily single - and I know that shit not a surprise. Cuz I'm only 22. I think I should be... While all of my friends are having babies or trynna be the next power couple.. I say fuck that and wait.
And I don't tell nobody this;
But I keep having these reoccurring dreams.. Or should I say - this reoccurring person in my dreams that's a woman..
I tried to talk about it before over the summer, but sometimes my story be TL;DR and I delete the threads.
She has many different looks and appearances, but she always wear black..
And...
She is my lover. I keep seeing her, and we get into all kind of shit together.. I think last night she was with me in my sleep, and we were on the train together riding around drunk and cuddled up. I remember being very drunk and she was there keeping me balance and comfortable.
She won't let nobody come near me in my dreams. She is very servant, understanding, and protective of me. I almost feel like if I told this dream chick to kill somebody, she definitely would.
I don't know what this is... But I googled it and I'm not the only one.
I'm not the only person that has a "dream lover", somebody I never met coming to me in my sleep and being with me.
They say that every face in our dream is a face we seen when we were awake - cuz the human brain never forgets a face.. I don't know how true that is, that faces burried into my memory ends up in my dream, but if she real - there is a very beautiful woman out there in this fuckin world that should be mines.
She is very quiet, it's like we talk without talking.. I look at her and she understands what I'm saying (I'm not much of a talker in real life, believe it or not Mercury In Cancer, Sun Conj. Mercury) and that's very endearing and I think I would appreciate that shit in real life.. Not really literally, but I know it happens between two people. I often wish people had telepathic abilities, or at least there be a phenomenon when two lovers can talk telepathically but at the same time - it's rare, and if you find someone that can communicate with you like that - then that indicates they are one of your soul mates or ya'll are supposed to be connected somehow.
We never had sex, and every time we come close... Something happens.. But the kissing and the touching is something I never experienced before. It's prolly better than kissing my ex that I see every 6 months, we have Moon-Mars aspects going both ways with each other and our physical encounters are very magnetic and out of body.
So being with dream girl feels more intense than that...
I worry if I'ma stop seeing her sometimes... But she been around since I was like 17. I cannot remember every single dream with her, but she has been there in my sleep many many times. Sometimes I go months without dreaming bout her.. Then she shows up and I could almost cry and shit....
You know?
One time I lost her in a field full of tall ass weeds and I hadn't seen her for months when I slept...
If I could meet a woman that embodies her and what she does for me, then I would love to have a girlfriend.
I find many women to be mediocre in relationships these days, and girlfriend requirements are limited to just giving up pussy.. Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass. Men don't bring out the best they can get out of their women, in my opinion.
I want everything I can squeeze out of a girl, and that's if she allows me. Most chicks are resistant and get friendzoned.. I dated around last year and groomed a few girls before I left Chicago for the Spring-Summer. So I know there are women out there that would appreciate me making her the best woman she can be... For me.
But for now, I am honestly happily single - and I know that shit not a surprise. Cuz I'm only 22. I think I should be... While all of my friends are having babies or trynna be the next power couple.. I say fuck that and wait.
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Posted by Emhendo
Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass.
clearly you have never visited Brazil in your life, those girls know how to look good, and judging by how they twerk in carnaval, they can give some ass too lmao
Posted by EndlessYa, maybe I was referring to westernized women.Posted by Emhendo
Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass.
clearly you have never visited Brazil in your life, those girls know how to look good, and judging by how they twerk in carnaval, they can give some ass too lmaoclick to expand
Men are buying wives these days, or going over seas to date.
I think that is a good idea.
It's dudes going to Russia to find a wife/buy a wife.
It's many men in Brazil from America trynna groom women into wives... All this because feminism hasn't touched their women yet, and certain behaviors American women have are almost non-existent overseas.
American women and English/British women.
I would say stay away from women that speak English as a first language.
Posted by ItsSupes2You talk like you got personal experiencePosted by EmhendoRussians make excellent wives for 5 years, not a day longerPosted by EndlessYa, maybe I was referring to westernized women.Posted by Emhendo
Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass.
clearly you have never visited Brazil in your life, those girls know how to look good, and judging by how they twerk in carnaval, they can give some ass too lmao
Men are buying wives these days, or going over seas to date.
I think that is a good idea.
It's dude's going to Russia to find a wife/buy a wife.
It's many men in Brazil from America trynna groom women into wives... All this because feminism hasn't touched their women yet, and certain behaviors American women have are almost non-existent overseas.
American women and English/British women.
I would say stay away from women that speak English as a first language.click to expand
Posted by ItsSupes2They do seem kind of bitchy and attitude-ish.. But I think they way better than ya average American woman and being redpilled would work just fine, considering the fact they are foreign.Posted by EmhendoJust shitty 2nd hand knowledgePosted by ItsSupes2You talk like you got personal experiencePosted by EmhendoRussians make excellent wives for 5 years, not a day longerPosted by EndlessYa, maybe I was referring to westernized women.Posted by Emhendo
Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass.
clearly you have never visited Brazil in your life, those girls know how to look good, and judging by how they twerk in carnaval, they can give some ass too lmao
Men are buying wives these days, or going over seas to date.
I think that is a good idea.
It's dude's going to Russia to find a wife/buy a wife.
It's many men in Brazil from America trynna groom women into wives... All this because feminism hasn't touched their women yet, and certain behaviors American women have are almost non-existent overseas.
American women and English/British women.
I would say stay away from women that speak English as a first language.click to expand
Did his wife spend a lot of time in America before he met her? Cuz I think that would make all the difference opposed to just going there and getting a wife and the she ain't never even seen a cheesburger or hotdog.
Posted by NeshamaThat's very interesting seems true
its your fetch wife .....the other world energy to compliment you or other other side of you
she can be present in this world too
fetch wife or spirit spouse
Lay off the tweedz
Yeap chasing fantasies is easier than having relationships
Posted by 777
Lay off the tweedz
Posted by ItsSupes2You made it seem like a personal issue and after 5 years - they wouldn't be a good wives.Posted by EmhendoThat’s not how that mail order bride stuff works. They leave after 5 years because that’s the amount of time their perm citizenship takes effectPosted by ItsSupes2They do seem kind of bitchy and attitude-ish.. But I think they way better than ya average American woman and being redpilled would work just fine, considering the fact they are foreign.Posted by EmhendoJust shitty 2nd hand knowledgePosted by ItsSupes2You talk like you got personal experiencePosted by EmhendoRussians make excellent wives for 5 years, not a day longerPosted by EndlessYa, maybe I was referring to westernized women.Posted by Emhendo
Bitches don't even think they have to be beautiful or attractive anymore.. Cuz they give up some ass.
clearly you have never visited Brazil in your life, those girls know how to look good, and judging by how they twerk in carnaval, they can give some ass too lmao
Men are buying wives these days, or going over seas to date.
I think that is a good idea.
It's dude's going to Russia to find a wife/buy a wife.
It's many men in Brazil from America trynna groom women into wives... All this because feminism hasn't touched their women yet, and certain behaviors American women have are almost non-existent overseas.
American women and English/British women.
I would say stay away from women that speak English as a first language.
Did his wife spend a lot of time in America before he met her? Cuz I think that would make all the difference opposed to just going there and getting a wife and the she ain't never even seen a cheesburger or hotdog.click to expand
A lot of guys make it work for many years. A lot of England men buy Russian wives.. I think it works better with them there than here.
Posted by Neshama"If you want a culture to have feminine women you should respect femininity."Posted by EmhendoBy the way .....the culture diff in Russia and Brazil isn't because those countries don't have feminisim......it was huge in soviet russiaPosted by NeshamaThat's very interesting seems true
its your fetch wife .....the other world energy to compliment you or other other side of you
she can be present in this world too
fetch wife or spirit spouse
It's because the culture in those countries treasures the feminine and respects it. Western culture doesn't. We see it as something to be scorned ...weak ....soft things are weak.
If you want a culture to have feminine women you should respect femininity.
Things associated with girls and women in western culture are scorned and moaned about. That is why women don't behave in a feminine manner. They are constantly told it's not virtuous to be feminine. They are not told this by feminists they are told this by men whom they respect more than women.
TRUTH.
EMPATHY SENSITIVITY DEFERENCE NURTURING SWEETNESS CARING ...western culture respects none of these in pop culture or politics or society. So don't blame feminists when you get women trying not to be these things.click to expand
I agree with that, because people don't want to be what you don't respect.
America talks so much shit about being a woman... "You run like a girl", etc.
Why associate weakness with feminine energy.
I have a lot of masculine energy, but some of the people that scare me the most in life are not men... My mother scares me more than my father. I actually punched my father back in the face in November. We got into it really bad.. I hate his guts.
Men don't scare me worth a shit, and if I got knocked out or beat the fuck up, it's because you did not scare me and I was not afraid to fight you.
I'm very natural in a fight with men than women.
Verbal or physical.
@Neshama
But I cannot interact with my spirit spouse the way I would like to. I think I love her, but I know she ain't real... She does help me. When I wake up from her dreams (when I have them) I feel like I got somebody watching my back. I will try to help her.. I have lucid dreams sometimes too. She's been with me on my worst nights.. I refuse to name her cuz I don't wanna attach anything to her that's solely meant for me.
Reminds me of the movie “The curse of sleeping beauty”
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