Tortured Soul, looking for feedback - Part Four

This topic was created in the Relationships forum by LiveLifeLove on Sunday, June 9, 2013 and has 5 replies.
I know that my heart is ready for this. It is huge, and filled with warm, glowing love for her in a way I have never felt before. It is almost like a religious experience. It makes me lightheaded, and kind of nausious whenever I think of her for anything more than a minute of two, like now, I feel like I am almost floating above the floor, so light and warm.
So...what should I think? What is she thinking? How should I proceed?
Do I mention the out of state opportunity (BTW-She means much, much more than the millions of possible dollars). If I knew she had the same powerful love in her heart, I would walk away from the opportunity in a heartbeat...
It is almost June 9th and I will probably hear from her in the next day or two. What do you think of all of this? I have not shared this story with anyone else in the world, so I feel kind if naked, and exposed, but I am scared, anxious, hopeful, and in love! What else can I do, I pray for her love, but only if it is the right thing for her...
thats is a lot of stuff to read and a nut i don't plan on cracking but here is what im going to do for you, sir. im going to copy your post and consolidate them all into your very first post related to this matter. while you're here reading, try not to expect the best advice
Posted by HouseCleaning
thats is a lot of stuff to read and a nut i don't plan on cracking but here is what im going to do for you, sir. im going to copy your post and consolidate them all into your very first post related to this matter. while you're here reading, try not to expect the best advice


Thank-you for doing that, and you know what, thanks for the honest words.
I can tell you now, after having typed out that mini-novel, that I feel a big weight is lifted just being able to talk about it. Even if to people that don't care and may not give good advice. It actually felt really good just to be able to pop that chapagne bottle cork and be able to lay it all out there after three years of bottling it up inside. Does not answer anything, but it helps...
Posted by HouseCleaning
thats is a lot of stuff to read and a nut i don't plan on cracking but here is what im going to do for you, sir. im going to copy your post and consolidate them all into your very first post related to this matter. while you're here reading, try not to expect the best advice


Happy Birthday to You!!!!
its probably better to post yoru situation in a more active board, like the scorpio board in one lengthy post

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