8th House Synastry Is Too Strong For Me

Last Night I dreamed of ex scorpio........ I dreamed that he raped me and I couldn't breathe anymore.

He wanted to have sex with me 4 weeks ago. He held my Face while the tears were running down....
I held his face and said " I can't..... I can't do it"


He almost cried.

5 minutes later he slapped me in my face. I slapped back. Because his friend tried to influence him again. "Stay away from that fucking witch!! Are you fucking crazy? He couldn't believe that my ex was actually talking to me. Then a Fight began. Just like it always does when we see each other. Everything is breaking down.
Violence, Sex, Sadness, Love?
It's been going on for 4 years.

Y'all know I did my best to fall in love with other guys - but now, in the none scorpio world everything is so different.
everything is so superficial. everything is so easy. I was so used to being loved like no other, that I forgot how fucking selfish and superficial other guys are.

Maybe its not the fact that he was a scorpio. maybe its the fact that its such a strong synastry?

I'm not in love with him anymore, y'all know that.

Its something else. its so deep. Will it ever go away? Twinsouls? Am I fucking nuts? 😄

He said he didn't had a girl for 3 years straight. Since he left me.

You make everything so dramatic

Find someone you can have fun with and not worry about every little emotionally detailed question.

Aw so you cried BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY REFUSED TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM....and he ALMOST cried. I'm sure it was a touching scene. Don't mean to be a prick but if the tears were at least shed because of love or the lack thereof, but f*cking?! Unheard of.....

You guys don't only take the price, you sweep the whole f*cking Oscars! 😄 😄

This is why i love my Gem friends. they solve my problems with simple sentences like this! lol

Posted by Geminems
You make everything so dramatic

Posted by exoskeleton
what gem said, lol.

shut the fuck up fucking bitch.
lol.

what the hell do you think you are?=
I never asked you to write down any shit.
so just leave me fucking alone if you aint got nothing to say

Posted by Samiamascorpio
Yes. You are fucking nuts.

But that's my favorite quality about you.

And if you really want to move on you have to cut him out of your life completely. Absolutely no contact.

It will take time, a long time but if you fill your life with other things that make you happy than in time you will be able to move on.

And if you really loved him than you won't ever stop, you will simply learn to live without him.

You miss him? So miss him. You love him? So love him, send him happy thoughts and let it go.

Let the universe take care of the rest with your positive vibes.

OH MY GOD!
I dont love him anymore. damn. it was about the synastry and all the passion.

I'M OVER IT!
It took me 3 years but yeah.
I already said that. I never see him or anything. whatever I dont care anymore because the pisces drives me crazy enough 😄

Posted by enfant_terrible
Aw so you cried BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY REFUSED TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM....and he ALMOST cried. I'm sure it was a touching scene. Don't mean to be a prick but if the tears were at least shed because of love or the lack thereof, but f*cking?! Unheard of.....

You guys don't only take the price, you sweep the whole f*cking Oscars! 😄 😄

you stupid fucking piece of shit, I was pregnant with our baby and his mother sued me and tried to destroy my whole life

Posted by EISREGEN
Its something else. its so deep. Will it ever go away? Twinsouls? Am I fucking nuts? 😄

Did you check Lilith in your chart, in his chart and between the both of you? Because Lilith is about obsessions big time... Cheers !!! (check Neptune too, because it deals with addictions)

http://learn-astrology-concepts.blogspot.fr/2015/09/lilith-feminine-independence-obsessions.html

Posted by Poupidou

Posted by EISREGEN
Its something else. its so deep. Will it ever go away? Twinsouls? Am I fucking nuts? 😄

Did you check Lilith in your chart, in his chart and between the both of you? Because Lilith is about obsessions big time... Cheers !!! (check Neptune too, because it deals with addictions)

http://learn-astrology-concepts.blogspot.fr/2015/09/lilith-feminine-independence-obsessions.html

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Unbelievable you mention it.

I have a similar situation:
- I dreamt twice of him as a devil person. I was escaping from him room for room in a complex building. I dreamed of this after I've thought of him as sent by satan.

- I'm the Lilith & Neptune person. He is the Sun person.

- those both are in the 12th two.

- I extracted from his baby face that he could have 8th house in Sag. my sag stellium falls there.

Posted by VivaciousScorpio
This thread is over 3 years old you retard.

That poster stopped posting quite some time ago.

VS, kid, it's about content. Not form.

Pou picked the story to mention Lilith effect.
Plus sometimes old dxpers come and read again.

Posted by EISREGEN

Posted by Samiamascorpio
Yes. You are fucking nuts.

But that's my favorite quality about you.

And if you really want to move on you have to cut him out of your life completely. Absolutely no contact.

It will take time, a long time but if you fill your life with other things that make you happy than in time you will be able to move on.

And if you really loved him than you won't ever stop, you will simply learn to live without him.

You miss him? So miss him. You love him? So love him, send him happy thoughts and let it go.

Let the universe take care of the rest with your positive vibes.

OH MY GOD!
I dont love him anymore. damn. it was about the synastry and all the passion.

I'M OVER IT!
It took me 3 years but yeah.
I already said that. I never see him or anything. whatever I dont care anymore because the pisces drives me crazy enough 😄

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Not only through Lilith, 8th or 12th house. It can be from NN-SN encounters too. My Jupiter touches my Scorp's NN.

Poopidou is spamming us with links to their website.

I saw some interesting stuff there though.