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My apologies for the delay I have now responded.
Gratuitous Rainbow male
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Hi and how have you been? Did you have a good holiday? I just have missed you sweet words and with all the arguing that has been going on this board, I just wanted someone who is honest and sweet and real to have a word or two with.
Have a good day,
Mt_Moonshine
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Good day to you Mt Moonshine. Thank-you the time away was good.
I hope also that Santa was kind to you.
most people seemed to have settled now and are looking forward to the new year is that the same for you.
Your words are very endearing.
There does seem to be some tension on these boards. It seems like some kind of cyber space graffiti. I am sure it will pass.
How are you feeling these days?
Irresistable I am sure.
Rainbow male
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Hi Rainbow,
My xmas was very quiet and it was very nice. My daughter got spoiled (which is the way it should be).
My health is not very good right now but I try not to think of it. I spend most of my time devoted to my daughter and working. It helps most, of the time, to keep it busy.
But I thank you for say that I am Irresistable it made me smile. You are so sweet.
Have a good day,
Mt_Moonshine
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Hi 2u Mt Moonshine,
Were you spoilt as a child is that how you remember or maybe you should have been and thats how you forget.
Now Mt Moonshine spoils her daughter funny how we use that word. Its as if we should,nt. I am sure Little Mt Moonshine is happy even though her mom,s not feeling good.
I wonder why.
Who could resist a mountain brightened by the shine of the moon.
Be good today
Rainbow male
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Hi Rainbow
Yes you are right. My mom and grandparents always tried to give me the most at xmas and now I try for my daughter. She asked for nothing from me this year because she knew we couldn't afford it but I surprised her by getting her little things. The look on her face is what I loved most about xmas. She is a good girl and derserves the world if I could give it to her. She is very happy (when she is not going through one of her 'pre-teen' moments, LOL).
Your words always make me feel better and lighter. I have such a heavy feeling for so long it is nice to see a new light, sort of speak.
You must brighten your day as the sun hits your rainbow, too.
Have a good day,
Mt_Moonshine
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Hi again MtM
I think you did already give your daughter the world. You witnessed the proof in the affection that I am sure you both shared. You gave what you had who could ask for more.
There was a tv programme on the other day and a priest was asked what the best gift you could give at Xmas would be. He said your love.The presenter said what about play station 2.
Its funny but some still have a way to go. I think you already made it.
I,d like to think that you could find some time for you in all this.
Have a better day.
Rainbow male
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Hi Rainbow male,
My days are slowly getting better. I consider myself very lucky to have met friends like yourself and Star and Laurie and everyone else I have talked with on this board. It gives me comfort now that I know I have a place to come and talk if I really need to.
Thank you all for being there through my hard times. Happy New Year's to all.
Have a very good day,
Mt_Moonshine
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Mt Moonshine to you,
There are many on these boards who I am certain would like to thank-you.
May I wish you a much happier New Year.
Rainbow male
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'The sun rises and brings us this rainbow, bright and full of beauty.'
I don't need a thank you from anyone because I have not did or said anything that was in my experience or in my heart.
May 2002 bring you great happiness and keep the many colors of your rainbow bright and full of life.
Have a good one Rainbow,
Mt_Moonshine :-)
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And so it was that the moon was full and bright this night and shining down upon the mount. Moon beams shone intensly throughout the night. There was magic in these beams all serene and full of promise. The moon was fascinated with this mount. The mount remained still whilst silver lights strobed and sparkled all that lay upon that which was once a hill.
There is no light from the moon it is just a reflection. There is though light in your life Mt Moonshine we have all seen it.
2002 will be better for you just wait and see what it can do for you
With thanks
Rainbow male
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Hi Rainbow,
From your words I see that you like to write. Do you write as a profession? It would be something to look into. Your words just seem to flow and uplifts everyone they touch.
The last few days have been bad for me and now I look forward to seeing if you have a response for me. Your words come to have such a comfort on me that I can't wait to see if you are going to have a soothing response or a silly one. It seems silly but right in this moment of my life I need to hear (see) something sincere and sweet. I told Star that I had found happiness and inner peace (Aquarius, Star, sweet star board) but the last few days I have felt that it is going away again. Your words give that feeling back to me, even if it is just for a moment. I thank you kind sir. You are all the mysteries of a rainbow and I am priviledged to have you in my Duncan World.
May your days be wonderful and full of life,
Mt_Moonshine
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Mt Moonshine
There is nothing silly about the way you are now feeling again.You make me wonder what goes on in your life I am here to serve a part of your life from which you have dis-connected from. I am not a writer more of an observer. Your kind and more we all know the enchantment within you just seems to come and go. Your deepest longings and needs Your secret wishes and desires have you grown tired througout these unfulfilled dreams you carried through from your teens.
Perhaps this is wide of the mark.
But we know you are sad. The rainbow is there as well as the star.
They both care lift your sweet head high and touch again those moments of peace and happiness.They are always there you know. When they come, quietly acknowledge their return.
Happiness is an inside job.
In the meantime I,ll blow you a kiss.
Have a wonderful day
Rainbow Male
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Dear Rainbow Male,
My dreams, my hopes and my longings I had given up a long time ago. I had them once upon a time but now I seem to have lost them. Once in a blue moon they might pop up but it has been so long. Laurie asked me once to dream a dream for just me and I couldn't. I started my dream just fine but it always turned into helping someone else out in it. That is my happiness in a way is to help others out. Maybe that is why I have found this board. To get help from lovely people and to help them with what I can.
I am very happy that you and my Star came into my life when I needed you the most. I hope that you will be there again for me as I have one more big battle that I know is coming and I don't know if I have the strength to do it alone.
May always your colors shine bright and brighten those you touch.
Take care,
Mt_Moonshine
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Hello Mt Moonshine.
Is there any need to ask how you are this day?
You have a worthy characteristic within you to appreciate anothers welfare and show concern. This causes me to think that you cannot bear to witness anothers suffering.When in reality it is probably your own suffering that you cannot stand. Do you open your eyes to others and close them to yourself.
Illness sometimes causes us to remind ourselves how important it is to be loved and cared for. So when this time has passed we remember how it was.
Strange it would seem that this time is before you and yet has just passed.
I,d like you to know your not alone.
There have always been Stars and Rainbows and I would guess that there is no reason why rainbows cannot color a mountain bathed in silver moonshine and guided by the star.
There is always something magical about a mount catching moonbeams.
Thank-you for your kind wishes. We all want you to have and go through a good time. Could that be this day or at least the next.
Rainbow male
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Hi Rainbow Male,
It is true I do consider others and try to take care of their pain first before mine. It is easier for me to take care of others than myself. When it comes to myself I just don't have the answers I do for other people.
I thank you for being there for me and really appreciate the time you set aside to talk with me. It makes my days brighter and happier. Your words come to me with pleasure and comfort. I take it you are not from North America. My guess would be England or Scotland. Your words remind me of my grandparents, kind and soft and gentle. They were from England and Scotland.
Who's to say that a rainbow could not light up a mountain in the moonlight. If my theory is right, then your rainbow shines brightly when the moon shines here and the moonlight shines brightly on your rainbow there.
My days are getting better. Slowly. I have to take one day at a time.
May your day be full of everyones light,
Mt_Moonshine
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Dear Mt Moonshine,
Its good that your days are getting better. Does it matter where I come from is it not more important that I am here now.I really just enjoy your sincere friendship. I seek nothing more than to brighten your day and bring some hope into your life. Share a few thoughts swap a few experiences here and there.
I like to hear of your feelings and try to see where your going and what your doing. The life of a rainbow is different from that of a mount.
What you say and write interests me. I like that. What is a difficulty to you may not be to me.
Througout you seemed to need answers to questions.
A while back I suggested that before you could move out of sadness into a more happier state you needed to be frank with your yourself. Either identify and clear up what was making you un-happy or move on and never look back. Well if your days are getting better then perhaps you are moving on.
I think that there was a lot of talk about anti-depressants on the boards all they do is to restore the chemical deficiencies in the body which were allowed to run dry. They are a bit like an emotional crutch its just that some get so used to the aid of a crutch they forget how to live without one.
You though have got hope and people hoping things will improve for you as well.
Well wherever I am posting from I am pleased to post to you. Then convinced am I that you are irresistible and we are both safe in text.
Have a good day Mt M
Rainbow male.
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My dear Rainbow,
You are right. It does not matter to me where you reside. I truly am happy that you consider me a sincere friend. I will be happy and full of joy thinking of that all day.
I know people have told me to use anti-depressants but I just can't seem to do it. My theory is that let nature do its course and try not to use chemicals. Alot of my problems, I think are that so much has happened in my life that it has finally just caught up with me and I need, as you say, to let them go and never look back. I have had so many things happen I guess that I can't expect them to all go away at once, but sometimes I wish they would.
You are such a good listener. Thank you. Is there anything you would like to talk about? For the last little bit (since we started this post) it has been all me. I would like you to know if I can do or say anything to help you in anyway please just let me know.
A couple of messages back you blew me a kiss and it scared me but I know now that it was true and sincere coming from a friend. So my dear Rainbow, I blow you a kiss to reach your cheek and thank you once again.
May the Moonshine reach and touch the life of your Rainbow.
Take care my friend and thank you,
Mt_Moonshine
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Dear Thoughtful Mt Moonshine,
Thanks for letting me be where I am. We remain close in friendship and can travel as much as you wish.
It seems to me that for some reason you stood still and let your past catch up with you. Keep moving and never stop. Try to start each day as though it were your last.Then think of all the things you have,nt done and thought you would someday do. Then get on with it. Just try to keep moving not only physically but more important mentally. The past then becomes of no importance. Forgive everyone if you feel they have hurt you. But really you only hurt yourself by allowing things to be. I think women are much more intuitively aware than men. Thats why I said your feelings are there as aguide use them wisely. Mens intuition is not nearly as sharp as womens. We are pretty stupid really. We,ll get away with as much as we can.
I grew up with many sisters and as the youngest I was always being told to shut up. So I had to listen instead.
Thanks for your offer to help me. I,ll always remember you said that.
I feel sad that such a harmless kiss could scare you.My sisters used to smother me with them so I guess I got used to kisses. Every-one should kiss more. Do you think people always get the wrong idea about kisses? So here we go then. Mother kisses child. Ok Father kisses child still ok. Families kiss other relations still ok.Kiss your pet still nothing wrong. Politician kisses baby u oh. Man kisses woman u. oh what does that mean. What was that for?
I got yours though and it was the first for the day I,ll make it last. Thank-you.
Take good care my friend and good wishes.
Rainbow male
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Dear Rainbow,
I know I should just let go of the past but it sometimes just overwhelms me. You know how a smell or a scenery can bring back memories. Some good and some bad. I have to learn to ignore the bad memories.
So you had many sisters, so that explains why you can listen so well and why you are so sensitive. I got to know a little bit more about the mysteries of my Rainbow. HeeHee.
I agree that people read too much into kisses. But I haven't had this much attention for a very long time and it is still new to me. I never had a kissy family we were more of a hugger type. I just was confused of your gesture but make it known that I will not be confused by any again. With me talking with you I am starting to relax more and understanding more.
So on that note, I will give you a gentle hug to warm your day.
May today be happy and comfie for you.
Take care my friend,
Mt_Moonshine
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Dear MT Moonshine,
Your wishes were well received.
I understand from reading in between the lines how you feel. Though I struggle to believe that no devotion in thought or time has been made toward you.
You certainly have caught my imagination. But if you feel that way then it must be true. Its never right though.
Those things from your past. There is alot that could be said about that and we could go into that. Its up to you.
Thanks for the hug. Its been a while.
Mine to you is a smile and a look.
If you have to go to work I hope its easy. Not much call for rainbows at the moment. Be careful
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ps the above,s from Rainbow male. The cat is messing around and keeps walking over the pc cause its warm. sorry.
Rainbow male
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Dear Rainbow,
Are you not feeling well today? Why is there not much hope for a rainbow? Did you get a feeling of sadness or something is going to happen?
I found another secret of my Rainbow, and that you like cats. Maybe you don't like cats but you have one. I have two myself. The personality of them are very much like having two more children.
There has been alot of sadness in my life and it seems to be less of the good times. It seems to be changing this year, though. I have kept my job past the holiday season. I have a new and wonderful friend that I can talk with. And my daughter is a good pre-teen so far (LOL). I see very much a positive light for this year, so far. I hope it is going well for you.
Since it has been awhile for you getting a hug, I will send you another one for today. May it bring comfort and hopefully take your sadness away.
Take care, Rainbow,
Mt_Moonshine
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Dear Mt Moonshine,
how could I now be sad?
No I longer have the need for that feeling. I learned a long time ago how to move out of that one. I feel happy and glad most of the time.
I just meant that there was no demand for rainbows on account of the climate.
Fancy me letting secrets out about my pets. Nice to know that you have a couple. They can be pretty demanding at times.
It must be a relief to know that you,ve got a pay check still coming in.
It seems a lot of things in your life hang in the balance.
Yep I think the good times are here for you. I just had a feeling that they were.
I read your reply to the latest posting very interesting. I think I could guess what your moon sign is.
The rising is a bit more trickier.
Would you prefer to go on to email?
Its a bit out of the blue but its up to you.
Thanks for the hug I am grinning like a cat whose just ate the cream.
Look out for all the colours of the rainbow I,m all around you.
Bye Mt Moonshine
have an easy day.
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Hi Rainbow,
I am so glad that you are not sad and that I just misread the posting. Does this mean that you have ucky weather where you are too? Our weather has been pretty wet lately.
Yes my babies (kitties) can be pretty demanding but most of the time they are good. But my male he likes to argue alot. So I have a sparring partner sort of speak.
If you want to e-mail me that would be fine. My address is in my profile.
Yes the paychecks are still coming and I am thankful that my hours were only cut by a little bit. Everbody's always get cut after the holidays.
My days are happier (slowly) and my moon is shining a little bit brighter because I have a friend like you.
Take care,
Mt_Moonshine
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Dear Mt Moonshine,
Thanks for your mail address. I have sent through. Hopefully you,ll acknowledge.
I,m pleased your days are getting better.
Rainbow male
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Dear Mt Moonshine,
The mail I sent was rejected unable to find.
Could you mail me at
rainbowmale@fsmail.net.
Thanks
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Dear Rainbow,
It is stupid excite's fault for trying to fix things. I have sent you an e-mail with one of my other accounts. Talk to you soon. But if, by chance, I don't respond one day come here and check for a message, k?
Take care,
Mt_Moonshine