busy scorpio

This topic was created in the Scorpio forum by tauruslady000 on Sunday, May 7, 2006 and has 4 replies.
hey i've met the scorpio guy on the internet, on myspace... he's a musician and i found him playing soon in my city so decided to say hi before. we've been sending nice friendly messages every day... there was obviously a lot of flirt in them... when we met it was a bit akward, i was ok but he seemed to be a bit quiet... then when he played i had fun with his promoter and the other guy and we got on well so good that eventually i spent more time with them than with the guy i cared for!! Sad we were all like a bunch of friends with my friend and another guy. we went clubbing together and then all had fun in the hotel. there i was a bit drunk already and got so flirtatious to everyone apart from him Sad we actually split into two groups.. me my friend and the guys.. and him and the other guy.. it was painful and we felt it in the air but.. we didnt to anything about it really... in the end i played even more careless when he huged me he asked me whether i'll be coming to his city.. and you know what i said? with a stupid cheeky smile: "never..." that was thought to be connected to a talk we all had before when i told them about my seven unlucky attempts of trying coming to this city before...but he didnt look to happy with what i've said and i felt extremely cold afterwards... the worst thing about it was that me and my friend stayed a bit longer with the guys while they had to go to sleep as it was 6am already and they had a flight at 10... i felt really bad about it so i sent him an sms afterwards with some explanation and nice words... and he replied in the evening...
then maybe two days later we sent first message to each other at the same time!! it was amazing but when i noticed that he didnt say anything...
he has me in his top8 friends since we started talking and i think its an honour knowing that he has 1600 friends in total...
anyway, what really upsets me is that he said he's really busy now... so i didnt sent him a message back for couple of days to wait a bit.. when i eventually sent it he didnt respond quick either.. and then our contact became a bit loose Sad(( i sent him a message after couple of days not hearing from him that he must have forgotten me and he replied friendly that of course not but he's sooo busy.. unfortunately, the message was totally friendly and i felt even worse as i didnt feel much flirt in it...
so i sent him another message.. its been 4 days later now.. quite a long one revealing a bit that i care for him Sad( all in a funny witty way, but still...
and im scared!! maybe he's been trying to run away and now im getting a bit pushy? or maybe he doesnt want to show his feelings? or maybe he's jealous about the attention those guys gave me? or maybe he just want to be friends?
im so confused , i dont want to lose him. i loved his every day messages Sad
oh god i didnt realise it gonna be so longTongue sorry Winking
thank you dancing bread!! i think i show him enough attention afterwards Sad but im a bit scared that maybe he's not interested anymore? when we met i didnt know what to expect so i tried to be friendly not to show my feelings too much.. it turns out to be disaster in the end as the more i tried to hide them the more attention the other guys gave me.. i laughed at them most of the time but i guess he think im spoilt and now being so "busy" etc i feel like its a punishment. i still have no answer to the message i wrote him yesterday saying i miss him, but i know he hasnt read it either so thats ok .. im scared i revealed too much now, im scared of being neglected or that he;ll back off...
grrr he still hasnt read it.. and hasnt gone to myspace for two days now.. i dont believe he's so busy!! grr i think he doesnt care for me then.. cause this site should remind him about me.. and if doesnt go it must mean he doesnt care/think about me :/

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