'Crazy In Love' with my Scorp

I've been going out with him for about a year and a half. Back when I met him I was dating a Taurus (it only lasted a month, plus he was boring and quite oblivious) at the time, and I was instantly infatuated by my Scorp. I thought he was so hot, and I had to have him. I managed to wait and look for clues to see if he liked me as well, because I didn't want to be rejected by this guy who was absolutely driving me CRAZY. I knew he found me attractive from the beginning, but that wasn't enough. I wanted to confirm if he was really into me. I never gave signs that I liked him at all while I was trying to figure out if he liked me, and he would always avoid me when I was around. So I knew something was up. It didn't take long for me to figured out he was trying to either avoid dealing with me to not have a chance of being exposed if he showed signs that he liked me, or he wanted to get my attention. Either way, I concluded that he liked me, and A LOT. So the next day (all of the sudden) I start to flirt with him whenever I'd catch him alone and he acted surprised but uninterested (the first time). I could have believed he was uninterested if he wasn't blushing. He finally admitted he liked me and I did too. We didn't confess how intensely we were into each other, but we found out when we started making out (it was so amazing). I had to dump the Taurus for my Scorp that same day.

He fell for me very fast and deep, while I was just sexually obsessed and infatuated with him. The relationship was (and is) extremely passionate and sexual (the most passionate and sexual relationship I ever had). Months later he becomes clingy, overtly needy, and trying to get my attention as a way of asking for affectionate love; he wanted more from me. I was going through some things unrelated to the relationship and his needy, drama-queen behavior never failed to make me explode in anger. It was a very difficult time in our relationship. I've hurt him pretty bad with my harsh words aggressivity in this pace of our relationship. I hate to remember it (Except the sex after the fights. It was even more intense and emotional, especially from his part).

What really pissed me off was him not being open or direct with me. Fortunately, we compromised and we opened up. He showed me how he felt. He finally understood that I can't stand the beating-around-the-bush type of approach and it brings out the worst in me. Communication has been great ever since. He tells me everything; how much he loves me, how he feels about things in life, things in general, he tells me his secrets, insecurities, passions, his vulnerabilities. He opened up to me like a book and showed me his tender, vulnerable side. The reasons why he does some things, or takes certain approach, et cetera. When I really started to know him, I fell in love with him, madly (I've never been in love before). He is so sweet, attentive, and tender with me (I'm starting to believe I don't deserve him 😢) and he can also be very lusty/sexual, bold and passionate. I feel so fulfilled romantically, sexually, and emotionally that sometimes I find it hard to assimilate this reality. This relationship is so wonderful that I can't even remember the last time I was mad. And hell, I have serious anger issues. We are young, but we already talked about marriage. Lol. I'm so happy. 🙂

Good for you, it's always so refreshing to read a post about nice love story. I just looked at your chart, you have a lot of aries so you two probably have very different natures so it may take some extra work.
You wrote this one sentence: ''I've hurt him pretty bad with my harsh words aggressivity in this pace of our relationship. I hate to remember it (Except the sex after the fights. It was even more intense and emotional, especially from his part).''
Can you describe in what way was it more emotional from his part?