Going to have my first time with Scorpio Man
This topic was created in the Scorpio forum by Moonchild91 on Monday, May 1, 2023 and has 1 replies.
Not a question but I want to vent out my thoughts
So me (Cancer) and this guy (Scorpio) have been friends for 7 yrs. And yes we are close friends.
Throughout our friendship phase I had experienced ups and downs with him.
From finding him too good and different from others, falling in love with him to realising he is just another human being like us who can lie and manipulate sometimes which is fair enough.
We had a fight too where I broke our friendship and we didn't stay in contact for 2 years. Until one day he came back during the phase of my life when I was having downfall. He stood by me and I already forgive him. Since that day our friendship has rebounded with a new start. I'm glad that we came back together because right now things are way real and fun for us, we respect each other's way of life, thinking and privacy.
Okay I will also admit that somewhere deep inside I still like him but not really bothered by my emotions.
What is the current situation?
Well coming weekend we are going to have a date night at his place, since his family will be out of town for 3 days.
We are going to lose ourselves to each other for the first and the last time!!
Yes things have came to this!
Call it FWB, NSA or maybe just a need for physical connection and touch that we both crave since we have been single for so long equally.
It all started with the flirty text I used to send him during lockdown and he would enjoy it. With months passing by our casual flirting transact into sexting. Yep there was some sexual tension between us, we did feel from long but never confronted. But then this time we did face it.Year passed, we got comfortable with each other about our sexual desires that made us go further. We shared nudes that made us want to grow closer and get in bed with each other. It was totally unbelievable for us that we never thought we would come to this.
So this will be our first time but the question that is always poking me deep why would he be ready for sexual intimacy when he never wanted a relationship or never felt romantic towards me? Or does that mean he was always attracted to me, just that he didn't want the relationship?
Well I can understand that No strings attached counts no emotions, but then I have seen him giving up the resistance for me, People try to set us up but he doesn't care about it, I have felt the longing he has for me, whenever I say this will be our first and last for being intimate, he would show the disappointment on his face. So I was just thinking what if having sexual intimacy can develop emotional attachment with another person? Will he develop that feeling for me after we do it? But then I trash that thought reminding myself that he is strong, he won't allow himself to get carried away, afterall he had already friendzoned me long back and he also mentioned that he does not want us to lip kiss because that is sacred and special for him. Haha he doesn't want to do that with me. Yep that's the proof he will not feel that way, we will just fulfill our needs and walk apart on our usual life the next day like nothing happened 🙂
So me (Cancer) and this guy (Scorpio) have been friends for 7 yrs. And yes we are close friends.
Throughout our friendship phase I had experienced ups and downs with him.
From finding him too good and different from others, falling in love with him to realising he is just another human being like us who can lie and manipulate sometimes which is fair enough.
We had a fight too where I broke our friendship and we didn't stay in contact for 2 years. Until one day he came back during the phase of my life when I was having downfall. He stood by me and I already forgive him. Since that day our friendship has rebounded with a new start. I'm glad that we came back together because right now things are way real and fun for us, we respect each other's way of life, thinking and privacy.
Okay I will also admit that somewhere deep inside I still like him but not really bothered by my emotions.
What is the current situation?
Well coming weekend we are going to have a date night at his place, since his family will be out of town for 3 days.
We are going to lose ourselves to each other for the first and the last time!!
Yes things have came to this!
Call it FWB, NSA or maybe just a need for physical connection and touch that we both crave since we have been single for so long equally.
It all started with the flirty text I used to send him during lockdown and he would enjoy it. With months passing by our casual flirting transact into sexting. Yep there was some sexual tension between us, we did feel from long but never confronted. But then this time we did face it.Year passed, we got comfortable with each other about our sexual desires that made us go further. We shared nudes that made us want to grow closer and get in bed with each other. It was totally unbelievable for us that we never thought we would come to this.
So this will be our first time but the question that is always poking me deep why would he be ready for sexual intimacy when he never wanted a relationship or never felt romantic towards me? Or does that mean he was always attracted to me, just that he didn't want the relationship?
Well I can understand that No strings attached counts no emotions, but then I have seen him giving up the resistance for me, People try to set us up but he doesn't care about it, I have felt the longing he has for me, whenever I say this will be our first and last for being intimate, he would show the disappointment on his face. So I was just thinking what if having sexual intimacy can develop emotional attachment with another person? Will he develop that feeling for me after we do it? But then I trash that thought reminding myself that he is strong, he won't allow himself to get carried away, afterall he had already friendzoned me long back and he also mentioned that he does not want us to lip kiss because that is sacred and special for him. Haha he doesn't want to do that with me. Yep that's the proof he will not feel that way, we will just fulfill our needs and walk apart on our usual life the next day like nothing happened 🙂
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