
tmijones
@tmijones
12 Years
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Posted by Divinesun
My heart goes out to you, tmijones.
I can so totally relate to your post.
Sounds similar to my story with my ex Scorp, and it has been going on for five and a half years.
It has taken it's toll, for sure, but I miss him so, and am trying to move on, but it is hard.
Move on now if you can, otherwise, you will end up years down the road like me 😢
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I have been on here a few times *sigh regarding my ex scorpio. I will probably be completely judged but at this point I need to know what this man is thinking, so any insight will be much appreciated.
Okay so here it goes, for the last year i have had an on/off relationship with this scorpio man. If you have read my two previous post than you will see if been quite a rollar coaster ride. I care so much about this man but i continue to allow him to play with my emotions. I did not talk to him for three months, no contact, nothing. He started asking our mutual friends about me, what is she doing? How is she doing? ext. Then out of the blue he text me saying he thinks about me everyday, not a day does not pass where he does not think about me. I did not respond, the next day he text again stating that he was thinking about me and bought me some perfume and wanted me to have it. I text back stating that i would accept the perfume. The following day he text again saying that a part of him loves me and that I am in his pumping organ (his heart) but he knows he cant give it all to me. He has never told me he loved me before so I was kind of shocked. He asked me out to dinner. I agreed. We talked, held hands,and slept next to each other that night,(no sex) it was real nice. We continued to talk for a few days then out of the blue he gives me the silent treatment again! He text me on Saturday night and said, " I havent contacted you because i dont want to take advantage of your loyality towards me", I didnt expect to spend the night next to you (even though sleeping next to you is amazing) i just wanted to see you and to give you the perfume.
Huh?? I asked why even come back into my life, for what? you know how i feel about you, why do this to me? If i knew i couldnt commit to someone who really cared about me I would not continue to come in and out of their life, i would leave that person alone so they dont feel as if i am leading him on. He said i am putting to much into this, and he didnt mean to hurt me. I am so confused. but its expected from him, I know I am allowing this to happen.
But why does he like to hurt me?