i feel a transformation coming on...

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do you ever feel like completely making yourself over? moving to a new area? doing new stuff and starting from scratch in another neighbourhood.

i'm planning a transformation right now. i'm bored with myself. i'll be child-free and single all summer and i think i deserve a wild time before i'm too old to appreciate it, lol.

it's a good trait of scorpio that when things become overwhelmingly bad we kinda shake off the person all that shit happened to and emerge stronger, wiser and happier. this is why i think it's worth dwelling in the depths if you're a bit miserable cos when the answer comes and you know how to get out of the funk, it really is just as powerful as a phoenix rising from the ashes.

good innit 🙂

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i LOVE, LOVE, LOVE paulo coelho!!! he's my fb 'friend' along with a few other hundreds of thousands LOL.

there is something in the air scorps!! don't you feel empowered lately— i've realised i'm a whole lot nicer to be with and have a more enjoyable time when i'm happy and positive! i'm still in the same shit as yesterday but today, i don't give a shit....n that's a whole lotta shit lol.

there is definitely something planetary happening right now. venus retrograde has been more about endings so far it seems but i'm seeing the positive side of that now because an ending of one thing implies the beginning of another and what is more exciting than knowing that the best is yet to come!!

best thing is that this buzz is not weed-assisted, lol. the buzz of being alive in itself! much cheaper and much better for one's health.
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Rigor,

(or shall I call you kindred gypsy lady?)

I really only feel the need to start over brand new when I feel all the doors have been slammed in my face. I get antsy for change but usually can absolve that in a small way by starting a new hobby, changing what I do for fun, or getting a different job. I don't really have to leave EVERYTHING.

I've been wanting to leave lately, because I feel my job is basically dead-end, the group of people I moved here for I can no longer spend time with because too many of them hate me (over drama with my dog), and the group of people I started hanging out with to replace THAT group.. well I kinda got hung up on a guy and now I've made myself look like a fool. And I'm still kinda hung up on him and he's with those people all the time. My only other friend outside these groups was pissed at me. Made me want to just leave and not deal with it. But I had a long talk with the guy who's been the root of all the drama (not that he's creating it, but I am due to him) and I am so much more centered now. Interesting.. but I guess thats what I get for being his friend for a year before anything happened. *shrug* have no idea what will happen with that, but I'm not obsessing and worrying myself to death over it anymore either.

LTEC, you have some awesome posts there. If I had a printer I'd hang them on my wall to read every day.