I feel so out of character_—

So I've been reading the past few days of people's different experiences with Scorpio women/Taurus men interactions. I have up say I greatly appreciate everyone's honesty no matter how embarrassing or over the top it may be.
I stumbled upon this after having a weird, crazy, amazing interaction with a guy who I later came to find out, is a Taurus. We first met eyes...well I mean exchanged a very quick glance when I was at work. I was off my shift and ran into grab a drink and there he was in his car at the window. I naturally looked over to the outside, saw him and instantly my heart skipped a beat. I thought to myself..that was weird. I found him extremely attractive but it wasn't just that, I felt immediately pulled to him. I left and couldn't get him off my mind. Two days later, as I am working, I see him pull up to the window. I soak up every little detail of his face..I'm literally in awe. Naturally being very open to attraction, I see many men as attractive. But this guy isn't just attractive..he is glowing to me. I don't remember being as nervous the first time I was able to talk to him. I was my natural self..calm, cool, collected, a little bit goofy because I like comic relief in any situation.
So as these interactions go on (him showing up to some of my shifts) I get more and more nervous. He has showed some vulnerability in telling me about past relationships about future goals and I absolutely adore it. I love when people open up to me. But for some reason my reactions weren't as comforting as I normally am. I find myself having nothing to say, for example I stumble on my words and my mind draws a blank. We've had a handful of interactions and small-talk conversations and as they progress I am so out of character! I have never ever EVER been so out of control or out of character. Never have I been so quiet, shy, uncomfortable..but at the same time I love talking to him ad being able to see him even if its only for a few minutes and its the most awkward (at least for me) 2 mins of my life! Lol😛
If anyone has any advice they would like to share with me I would so greatly appreciate it.

Thank you🙂 ! I'm going to try that...I sometimes can't even get myself to look into his eyes even though I know he tries to get my attention that way. Sometimes i'll make a quick glance at him and he's already staring, then he'll get startled when I stare back and he looks away. It is completely adorable. I have moments of confidence and then it's mostly weakness when he's around me. I get nervous, my hand shakes, I forget what I'm talking about. I feel like such a dork. Hahaha.

I can relate to that. I'm very easy going but TM makes me so nervous I almost want to avoid...almost. Nothing describes the magnetic connection. I am almost 40 yrs old and have been attracted to numerous males. The word attraction does not define. What I have learned from others and reading this board though is that if he is showing you that much attention he is definitely interested. So be REALLY patient while he gets around to getting to know you.