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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
between me being upset at him, death with on my side & his, other issues, ughhhhhhhhh, i think i just kinda freaked out...he said my emotions yesterday are "like a rollercoaster"
...he stepped out to get some things last nite, i took off without saying goodbye. this is a nightmare, I am tired of being stressed & sad and angry and i wish things were back to how they were. How can I reverse things with my scorp?
ps. i know i can't, just ideas might help
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
but how can i hide my feelings, & how i can i keep myself levelheaded & undercontrol?
freaking outttttttttttttt
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Feb 15, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 9826 · Topics: 354
Earth sign inhibition is in process eh?
I also find it difficult to understand how people can step aside from their emotions and think "objectively". It's impossible.
Who says they can think this way, are liars.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
I never take days off work, I think I'll have to leave early today, I feel SICK to my heart/stomach.
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Dec 31, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 585 · Topics: 81
but how can i hide my feelings, & how i can i keep myself levelheaded & undercontrol?
Its a choice. We can be one or the other.If Im upset with my mr.scorpio I dont say anything right away. When I'm thinking clearly then I will approach him with the issue. One otherhand if he's got alot going on and doesn't want to talk he backs away from everyone including not answering his phone. Eventually he communicates about the problem and we can deal with it better. So, for me its about taking a couple steps back if Im not levelheaded or dont feel in control.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
I left to try to cool my head, and maybe that he'd see that i am hurt, and well, maybe just i thot it was the best thing to do, i thot staying would make it worse...i couldn't even think straight around him
he was almost demanding me to talk, and i just got quiet and scared and shrunk like a little ball, i felt so helpless
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
Totally that's how I feel. I honestly didn't even know what to say, so when he stepped out & ran. Now what?!!!! I feel so small and stupid for allowing things to get to this.
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
Oh u don't even know, or maybe u do? I feel like I've pushed myself too far, bottled too much and there will be irreversable damage!!! I wouldn't blame a guy for running then! Yes, relax 2nite, breathe deeply.
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Feb 16, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 15214 · Topics: 99
How long have you been with him? do you guys live together? If so, SPACE!...Give each other loads..
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Feb 16, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 15214 · Topics: 99
Its great that you are inseperable..but I also think you should force yourself to be seperable..it will catch up with you..Space is best..Helps you focus..and miss each other..
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May 03, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 4058 · Topics: 601
Maybe cut my feet off? Running sucks. Hold me back with a warm hug plz plzzzzzzzzz