I'm in a negative sad space right now. How do you other scorpios deal with pain?

I havent felt like a true scorpio in like 4 1/2 years. I'm 19 now and my rising sign is pisces which is what I hate. Idk why God would give me a strong, determined, and ambitious sun sign (scorpio), and pair it with a weak,tired/lazy, and confused rising sign like pisces. I get depressed and sad very easily. I have ambitious goals but idk how to turn them into reality. I fantasize too much. I know that I identify more as a pisces (physically and personality) and I hate it. Can anyone of you give me anything good about being a pisces rising? Can anybody with similar issues give me pointers?

Funny that's how i feel about Scorpios and am really grateful I'm not one. I do everything i put my mind to. If I'm upset i tough it out and work through it. I'm rarely confused nor am i ever weak so i dunno what to tell you there.. We may dream a lot but that doesn't mean we don't get anything done. Ive accomplished a shitton in my life.

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Funny that's how i feel about Scorpios and am really grateful I'm not one. I do everything i put my mind to. If I'm upset i tough it out and work through it. I'm rarely confused nor am i ever weak so i dunno what to tell you there.. We may dream a lot but that doesn't mean we don't get anything done. Ive accomplished a shitton in my life.

Roflmoa, your moon sign is your saving grace with all that water.lol

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Posted by boxcarmirnta
Funny that's how i feel about Scorpios and am really grateful I'm not one. I do everything i put my mind to. If I'm upset i tough it out and work through it. I'm rarely confused nor am i ever weak so i dunno what to tell you there.. We may dream a lot but that doesn't mean we don't get anything done. Ive accomplished a shitton in my life.

Roflmoa, your moon sign is your saving grace with all that water.lol

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You're prolly right.. Along with mars AND mercury! Ugh..

Have you tried checking your transits?

Everybody above me gave excellent advice and I think you all have valid points. My moon is aries, I have neptune+venus+mars in capricorn, and Sagittarius in mercury. Idk if those placements also play a role.

Oh yeah I do want to be a doctor, particularly surgeon. I've just gotten lost along the way

Is depression due to me being a Scorpio sun or a pisces rising? Too much water perhaps?

What about the lack of direction and confusion in my life....especially career wise?

I dont think you're wrong at all. It is a natural tendency of mines, courtesy to me having a karmic debt 13 number (in numerology) this number pretty much means what you just said. I have to preserve through my natural negativity. Then and only then I'll succeed, for now it is a phase. I've just been brainwashed by all the overabundance of negative information about pisces and risings in astrology research