Im SICK of this stupid heart on my stupid sleeve!

Hahaha!

Thanks Elle!

I found myself in your words Cali and I know what's the deal most of the people would take you for granted until you are gone.I tend to put everything on the line too and the one I care for me will ask me "Well how much is that?" I'll tell her that when I love someone with my whole scorpionic heart I have no fear even if it means giving my life too you it's that sample I'll die too save you when you mean the world to me but If you don't hold me close I'll move on I'll change like I should...

Posted by exoskeleton
"I have never found anybody who could stand to accept the daily demonstrative love I feel in me, and give back as good as I give." - sylvia plath (scorpio)

Wow! That pretty much sums up the answer to my question.

CLONE MACHINE!! lol jk

i actually tattooed a red heart on my sleeve a few months ago.....

i did it while i was messing with a scorpio..

i get what your saying, the problem is that people dont know what they got till its gone, gone gone

i would also say that its not always the other people who cause your relationships to go sour....

@DMV
Ur tattoo sounds pretty cool =) Love it!
And you are so right. You know sometimes I wish I could see how I come off to others. I really wish I could put my soul in another persons body one day and watch from someone elses eyes...literally. Thats the only way to truely know... but I guess I can start asking right. Its scary asking questions you may not like the answers to. I think I keep quiet because I dont wanna seem like a big baby. So I just stay shut. I hear my facial expressions tell my emotions so sometimes it is confusing when people ignore it because to me its like we have been friends for years... I know you see my face and you know something is wrong... and u choose to ignore. But you know... maybe people dont see that. I let it all out in private so maybe im better than I thought at hiding this emotions. I must admit by loved ones I do like to feel like a well not a baby but that some love you would give one. That can do know wrong smother you with kisses, Piggy back ride love. I miss that.

@Exo

Lol do U think so? U know I thught of that but it so hard for me to meet Scorpios. I met one at work recently and fell in love with her. My assistant manager. Shes awesome! We just get each other. But I dont know any males. I got to clubs and guys approach me quite a bit ...but Ive just been so hurt I sho everyne away. Im soooo scared and ive been so hurt and my memory and body wont let me forget the situations... and the pain and feelings that make ur heart literally ache when u take a breath.

I just cant let it happen again...

Hmz lots of people mention pisces but I noticed with the 2 pisces males.... The seemed to think it was cute/hilarious to make me upset. And its not funy

They were thinking their flirting and being sexy and im thinking "Say one more stupid thing and Im going to figure out a way to crack your windshield without moving off of this ikea futon all day...watch me!!!!!"

(thats just a lil scorpio humor) I have never vandilized property! Im too scared to go to jail!

But hmz Maybe Ill have to try to meet some new pisces as well as scorpio men. But so far Pisces guys make me wanna throw up my cereal..on their favorite outfit.

Id like to meet more maybe theyll be the good ones this time

Posted by SassyVirgo
I'm not a Scorpio but your words totally described how I feel. 😢

Awww
Well its nice to know im not in this alone hunnie

And I also know tomorrow will be a new day

*smile*

Posted by exoskeleton
and if you're looking for something serious, i don't think meeting guys in a club is the way to go anyway. 🙂

LOL!
ur right about that

especially the places I go to dance LMAOOOOO

But no I swear I go with my best friend and guys just flock to us. I thnk its cause were not there for that were just there to dance u know.

Other than that its just work and home. I hear about great guys being at the book store.But I feel that its totally rude to interupt a STRANGER reading a book in hopes for their number... omg what if hes married.....SOOOOO EMBARRASSSINNNGGG!!!!!

Posted by exoskeleton
hehe. you meet the best guys where you're not looking for them. on the street, the park, the gym, shops, work, class, or some kind of activity. i met my scorp at a busstop after work, lol. it's always when you least expect.

Thats cool the way u guys met!

What a cute storie to tell ur grandkids one day.

I love this! "I have never found anybody who could stand to accept the daily demonstrative love I feel in me, and give back as good as I give....or how about when you so passionate about something like life...or just being happy your here with the opprty to live, breath, make $ etc. And even though you do have your share of stresses, issues, heartbreaks whatever...you still feel blessed and happy to be alive..cause you see the glass half full rather then half empty and people who don't know not a damn thing about you say your phony?!? Don't hate cause as I have the same problems as you may I still manage to feel blessed? People judge from their own insecurity its true about us scorps...people will take us for granted but the minute your absent in their life they realize the gift of you and will be knocking on your door to be let back in for yrs & yrs after! The wrath of the scorp not cruel & calculating its just absent and your scorned...and you feel it

@sassyvirgo...funny! My best riend is a virgo & maybe that's why! I'm kinda hurt & upset with her at the moment but what can ya do?!

re: intial post

you have a lot of energy inside you right now.

it can be liberated through action.

the action will put you in close proximity with people.

in order to assess if the person is deserving of your emotion and feeling costs energy.

you will use up this pressurised energy and make yourself feel better.

the end result is you will find someone also doing the same thing.

then when you two come together, there will be a reaction because you're kind of hot.

just remember to use a condom...

Try being an aquarius for a change.

You listen to people with all ears, encourage their dreams, no matter how pathetic (which, let's be honest here, they sometimes are), protect them (planting the ol' common sense in their empty heads when they're CLEARLY about to hurt themselves), hang around them even when you want to be alone sometimes:

and they have the nerve to not do the same WHEN YOU NEED THEM.

I've come to realise that a lot of the other signs (speaking generally) aren't on the same level as aquarians when it comes to being decent human beings.

They are majorly selfish and self-centered.

Which makes YOU (as a fighter, not a passive dick) become majorly selfish in return.

Which makes you realise deep down that you are just like them/could become like them.

Which makes you work harder to be a decent person.

Which makes them take that for granted some more.

And thus the circle continues till you die.

Hard not to walk around with a heart full of rage because of it.

Posted by 1two3go


They are majorly selfish and self-centered.

Which makes YOU (as a fighter, not a passive dick) become majorly selfish in return.

this part i failed to see the connection

Posted by 1two3go

Which makes you work harder to be a decent person.

Which makes them take that for granted some more.

and here again

Posted by 1two3go

And thus the circle continues till you die.

Hard not to walk around with a heart full of rage because of it.

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so the solution is simple, stop spiralling. but the effort may be much harder depending on the person

but lucky the lateral thinking is done for you now, just you have to get on with the logical thinking

Not even an elitist point of view (I'm better than they are) no matter how deeply buried in the psyche, can keep you warm.

You're completely and utterly alone.

And because you're aquarian you handle the lizard scorpio/evil-twin gemini/prudish virgin virgo (immature sign) thing differently:

VERY LITTLE becomes precious to you. Friendship, love - pah! Worthless!

And thus the road to becoming a sociopath is paved.










On a totally unrelated subject the OP is quite yummy looking.

Posted by zeoblade

Posted by 1two3go


They are majorly selfish and self-centered.

Which makes YOU (as a fighter, not a passive dick) become majorly selfish in return.

this part i failed to see the connection

Posted by 1two3go

Which makes you work harder to be a decent person.

Which makes them take that for granted some more.

and here again

Posted by 1two3go

And thus the circle continues till you die.

Hard not to walk around with a heart full of rage because of it.

so the solution is simple, stop spiralling. but the effort may be much harder depending on the person

but lucky the lateral thinking is done for you now, just you have to get on with the logical thinking

click to expand

You can't be walked over, is the point. If you act like a plank you'll be treated like a plank.

If you go cold on 'em the dumb asses'll think you hate them.

So navigating the whole thing is a tricky little headfcuk.

Posted by 1two3go
Try being an aquarius for a change.

You listen to people with all ears, encourage their dreams, no matter how pathetic (which, let's be honest here, they sometimes are), protect them (planting the ol' common sense in their empty heads when they're CLEARLY about to hurt themselves), hang around them even when you want to be alone sometimes:

and they have the nerve to not do the same WHEN YOU NEED THEM.

I've come to realise that a lot of the other signs (speaking generally) aren't on the same level as aquarians when it comes to being decent human beings.

They are majorly selfish and self-centered.

Which makes YOU (as a fighter, not a passive dick) become majorly selfish in return.

Which makes you realise deep down that you are just like them/could become like them.

Which makes you work harder to be a decent person.

Which makes them take that for granted some more.

And thus the circle continues till you die.

Hard not to walk around with a heart full of rage because of it.

The problem was yours all along, for having over-idealized expectations from other people.

Thus the one missing common sense here is most likely yourself.

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by 1two3go
Try being an aquarius for a change.

You listen to people with all ears, encourage their dreams, no matter how pathetic (which, let's be honest here, they sometimes are), protect them (planting the ol' common sense in their empty heads when they're CLEARLY about to hurt themselves), hang around them even when you want to be alone sometimes:

and they have the nerve to not do the same WHEN YOU NEED THEM.

I've come to realise that a lot of the other signs (speaking generally) aren't on the same level as aquarians when it comes to being decent human beings.

They are majorly selfish and self-centered.

Which makes YOU (as a fighter, not a passive dick) become majorly selfish in return.

Which makes you realise deep down that you are just like them/could become like them.

Which makes you work harder to be a decent person.

Which makes them take that for granted some more.

And thus the circle continues till you die.

Hard not to walk around with a heart full of rage because of it.

The problem was yours all along, for having over-idealized expectations from other people.

Thus the one missing common sense here is most likely yourself.

click to expand

You MAY have something there - oh, wait - you're a virgo!

Never mind...

Over-idealized expectations, he says. What a sticky little twat.

It is NOT too much to ask for the same treatment you give the people you surround yourself with. It isn't!

If you are kind, attentive, fair and supportive to someone you call a friend it is NOT too much to ask for the same in return.

Random strangers, like the sticky twat virgo, can go to hell for all I care, but your friends are your friends!

You scratch their back they should jolly well scratch yours in return.

Pffft, virgos. The incredibly dumbest sign of the lot that I've come across.

Even aries people think about how what they say makes them look on occassion, but virgos? Pah!

They'll contradict themselves and bask in their stupidity and damn the world for not being able to take criticism from someone who should TAKE THEIR OWN ADVICE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE.

Absofuckinglutely dumbfucks.

Wow how refreshing was it, reading this thread...I cannot remember the last time I read almost ever post on a thread.
Its not easy being a scorpio,we feel so much that it cripples us at times. Yesterday was a RUBBISH day for me also.
I applauded the person who stated when a scorp leaves your life...its a huge loss. We give that much of ourselves that it frustrates us when we get little or nothing in return.
I have bonded with all scorpios that I have encountered in my life......there is just this deep conection that us scorp share.
As for finding a partner.....I dated a pisces whilst I was studying. Very similar to us with their emotions,kind caring loyal. However can be spiteful and tend to hold on to grudges abit longer. One to definiteley date.
Scorpio....Encountered one very deep,emotional,possesive etc. Its like staring in the mirror. However they will call you out on your flaws. Like been selfcentred,wanting to be number one,having a short fuse.
See only a scorpio will possibly see been possesive as self centred. Wanting to be in touch all the time etc.
I think I would rather be told I want to be #1 and have short fuse over your possesive and crazy.🙂

Posted by 1two3go

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by 1two3go
Try being an aquarius for a change.

You listen to people with all ears, encourage their dreams, no matter how pathetic (which, let's be honest here, they sometimes are), protect them (planting the ol' common sense in their empty heads when they're CLEARLY about to hurt themselves), hang around them even when you want to be alone sometimes:

and they have the nerve to not do the same WHEN YOU NEED THEM.

I've come to realise that a lot of the other signs (speaking generally) aren't on the same level as aquarians when it comes to being decent human beings.

They are majorly selfish and self-centered.

Which makes YOU (as a fighter, not a passive dick) become majorly selfish in return.

Which makes you realise deep down that you are just like them/could become like them.

Which makes you work harder to be a decent person.

Which makes them take that for granted some more.

And thus the circle continues till you die.

Hard not to walk around with a heart full of rage because of it.

The problem was yours all along, for having over-idealized expectations from other people.

Thus the one missing common sense here is most likely yourself.

You MAY have something there - oh, wait - you're a virgo!

Never mind...

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Just look at yourself. Someone goes against a few of your claims and thats enough to get you act like a 12 year old from the stinkiest ghetto of NYC, and you have the nerve of calling me dumb? lol poor frustrated waste of space. Go jump off a cliff if you're so disillusioned with mankind.

The only thing you're proving by your rant is how much you actually deserved all the ass-fucking you've gotten from people as you claim.

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
The only thing you're proving by your rant is how much you actually deserved all the ass-fucking you've gotten from people as you claim.

I am not a virgo. Thank ALLAH!

Twat.

Posted by everevolvingepithet
I think a few deep breaths wouldn't go amiss tbh.

IF THIS WAS DIRECTED AT SHAKA AND MYSELF:

IDK, I was just playing him at his own game TBH. His answer was very shallow: You can just tell he picked out the word "aquarius" and zeroed in on a so called trait aquarians supposedly have (over-estimating people's abilities) as opposed to giving a more thoughtful and personal answer.

But hey - that's some virgos for you: devoid of original thought. Always doing and believing what they're told is normal as opposed to what their gut tells them.

No wonder most of 'em exist just to make everyone else miserable: how can you be happy if you have no beliefs of your own?

P.S to the twat, I don't live in America or the Ghetto.

Pretty weak response, although you were probably TOLD otherwise, huh?

Damn it must suck not to have your own identity...

Posted by oldskoolflavor
lol
scorpios are always bitching about something

always ... never happy

@OP
You'll eventually find people that will reciprocate. The challenge lies in dealing with the undeserving bastards you'll meet on your search for good people while maintaining your center and keeping true to your own values.

Dont' become jaded!

Posted by oldskoolflavor
lol
scorpios are always bitching about something

Lol @ negative energy where its not needed

scorps are dorks

dork is a whale bull's phallic organ...

goose is a more comedic label and he wont quickly run into any surprises like 'dork'

Scorps have to do this, though .... otherwise, life might happen smoothly

queencali, you feel angry but in the end, you didnt do anything wrong. you were honest and transparent so that earns huge respect and others will be attracted to you for that, right?

maybe a lesson you should realise is ensure you get to know the person first before making such a jump. i know there are some people that just want to get in your pants, so be careful. dont let them in your pants until you know what kind of person they are!

i agree, dont lose the hope in love like when you were 16

why do leos have big dicks?

what about sharp penises? anyone into sharp penises?

how about thin dicks? how does a thin, sharp dick sound to you people?

Title: Im SICK of this stupid heart on my stupid sleeve!




So, do you plan on doing anything about it .. or is this thread just in place so you can moan about it?

Posted by AA

why do leos have big dicks?

I don't know why, but, they do ... I've fucked several and they are huge. Not big, big doesn't even come close ... they are fucking tremendous.

And I've several friends and have seen them aroused, and it looks like there's a baby elephant poking out there.


I don't know why ..... so, question: Do Leo chicks have big vaginas? Or big clits?

Posted by everevolvingepithet
Whatever happened to zeoblade ? he was cool.

I dont know hunnie ....sorry

Posted by oldskoolflavor

Posted by QueenCaLi

Posted by oldskoolflavor
lol
scorpios are always bitching about something

Lol @ negative energy where its not needed

lol

noone's forcing you to put your heart into everything,
at least too soon

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thats fine...

but i dont understand why you were making fun of me for being a nice person. thats not a question. I rather just not understand something like that. everyone has a bad day though.....and everyone has the right to embrace it and then move on.

"LOL"

Posted by exoskeleton
hey, queen cali! how's your heart been? 🙂

Hello EXO!


Ive been good! Its so funny after my sad day my freakin summer was amazing... everythings been amazing. I got a great job. I met new friends spoke to some of the old ones about how i was feeling. My energies are just all different now.

How have you been? Did u have a nice thanksgiving? I hope so 🙂 Im just reading everybodys threads since i havent been here in months..

whats been going on do u frequent this site often? maybe u can give me the rundown. Are there certain rules or something that I should know.. it seems kinda like it from certain ppls comments..

It is a little odd coming back to this thread and seeing random arguments and people being really rude though....

they just shouldnt read it.

:\

Posted by aquadiesel
i am not sick of that!!! id do anything for someone like u!!! pls dont change!!! ive seen so many cold hearted bastards that id like to deal with a good emotional person 🙂 i have a scorp wkmate now 🙂she akay x

ur tattoo sounds really cute 🙂 thank you for all that you had said before. i wont change for anything doll i just know how to control my emotions better or ... block them when their the sucky ones BWAHA. I made a crazy new girlfriend shes a virgo and shes silly silly!! things have been really fun lately