Posted by Arkansassydid you get anyting?
You can message me if you'd like.
Posted by DeadInsidei don't know. i have been having bad times for very long
why u lost self confidence
Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
Posted by -Apis-everything.Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
What part of life has you down?click to expand
Posted by Diannadid you get anything?
I'm at work with 5 more hours to kill.
Feel free to message me. Keep in mind that everything is fixable, no matter how broken it may seem.
Posted by NelsonScorpmentoCan you not, for once, make shit about you?Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"
Though before i got here i was feeling like youclick to expand
Posted by nikkistari do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.
@ab88
Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.
I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
Posted by ab88Counsellor or psycotherapist....Posted by nikkistari do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.
@ab88
Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.
I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.
i need a third person perspective on things.click to expand
Posted by Diannait probably didn't go through....dxp says i have no new msgsPosted by ab88Posted by Diannadid you get anything?
I'm at work with 5 more hours to kill.
Feel free to message me. Keep in mind that everything is fixable, no matter how broken it may seem.
Just repliedclick to expand
Posted by ab88Honestly, people are here you can vent to. But we aren't professional counselors that can help you as much as it sounds like you need.Posted by nikkistari do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.
@ab88
Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.
I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.
i need a third person perspective on things.click to expand
Posted by NelsonScorpmentoNo, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoCan you not, for once, make shit about you?Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"
Though before i got here i was feeling like you
So annoying.
Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.
Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???click to expand
Posted by NelsonScorpmentoI really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoNo, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoCan you not, for once, make shit about you?Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"
Though before i got here i was feeling like you
So annoying.
Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.
Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.
It's annoying.
That is a story? Whatever
OP probably understood me enoughclick to expand
Posted by ab88What kind of medical therapy?
i already have family member undergoing extensive medical therapy....and from the outside i can see that it is only doing limited good....in fact, that is what pushed me towards astrology....
now that i am experiencing similar things...i know it's a difficult transit....but i'm not sure if i'll survive it or not....
i have deep rooted issues
Posted by NelsonScorpmentoI barely talk to you, because you are annoying. This is the first time I have interacted with you in a very long time. I ignore you 99% of the time, because of your antics.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoI really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoNo, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoCan you not, for once, make shit about you?Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"
Though before i got here i was feeling like you
So annoying.
Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.
Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.
It's annoying.
That is a story? Whatever
OP probably understood me enough
Also dislike how you target me sorry.click to expand
Posted by NelsonScorpmentoI don't mute.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoI barely talk to you, because you are annoying. This is the first time I have interacted with you in a very long time. I ignore you 99% of the time, because of your antics.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoI really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoNo, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoCan you not, for once, make shit about you?Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"
Though before i got here i was feeling like you
So annoying.
Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.
Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.
It's annoying.
That is a story? Whatever
OP probably understood me enough
Also dislike how you target me sorry.
Sorry to the OP for derailing this thread.
Your not telling me anything new, i know exactly how a common social on the internet thinks, i didn't bother interacting with you either for a long time so why bother now?
You have the mute option there so you are doing something useless as interacting with me for what purpose?click to expand
Posted by ab88How long is your husband planning on being far away? Is your sadness part of him being away?Posted by nikkistari do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.
@ab88
Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.
I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.
i need a third person perspective on things.click to expand
Posted by nikkistar...why is word ‘obtuse’ always make me think of men underwear kind of like Speedo but not as slim and right AF so they can hardly breath in them? 🤩Posted by NelsonScorpmentoI really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoNo, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.Posted by nikkistarPosted by NelsonScorpmentoCan you not, for once, make shit about you?Posted by ab88Posted by -Apis-I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.
Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.
i feel like a zombie.
Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"
Though before i got here i was feeling like you
So annoying.
Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.
Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.
It's annoying.
That is a story? Whatever
OP probably understood me enoughclick to expand
Posted by i-xycurrently in a south asian countryPosted by ab88Where do you live?
I really need to talk....to a third person...someone patient....pleaseclick to expand
Posted by Gemitatiwe had an arranged marriage. and he's new.Posted by ab88How long is your husband planning on being far away? Is your sadness part of him being away?Posted by nikkistari do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.
@ab88
Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.
I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.
i need a third person perspective on things.
You can tell him! So what if he is worried? Maybe he will be back sooner if he know you are suffering. And why can’t you be together eat rhat place where he is? Ifbhe is new - why did he leave?
Hang in there...we will eventually make you laugh...click to expand
Posted by TwinnFlamee1989for some reason...my pm's aren't working...but i did send you a msg
@ab88
If you’re still in need a of someone to talk to, message me anytime.