is anyone online? anybody interested in being a depression sponsor?

This topic was created in the Scorpio forum by ab88 on Wednesday, September 12, 2018 and has 26 replies.
I really need to talk....to a third person...someone patient....please
Posted by Arkansassy

You can message me if you'd like.
did you get anyting?
Posted by DeadInside

why u lost self confidence
i don't know. i have been having bad times for very long
Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.
Posted by -Apis-

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


What part of life has you down?
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everything.

i am barely able to hold down work....i have no friends (why would anyone want to be friends with me?)

my husband lives on a different continent...but i can't talk about all this with him....

i feel like i have no reason to live. that things would be better if i were gone. i'm tired of being such a failure. i can't even get my basic life together.

Posted by Dianna

I'm at work with 5 more hours to kill.

Feel free to message me. Keep in mind that everything is fixable, no matter how broken it may seem.
did you get anything?
@ab88

Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.

I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"

Though before i got here i was feeling like you
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Can you not, for once, make shit about you?

So annoying.
Posted by nikkistar

@ab88

Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.

I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.

i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.

i need a third person perspective on things.
Posted by ab88

Posted by nikkistar

@ab88

Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.

I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.

i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.

i need a third person perspective on things.
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Counsellor or psycotherapist....
Posted by Dianna

Posted by ab88

Posted by Dianna

I'm at work with 5 more hours to kill.

Feel free to message me. Keep in mind that everything is fixable, no matter how broken it may seem.
did you get anything?


Just replied
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it probably didn't go through....dxp says i have no new msgs
Posted by ab88

Posted by nikkistar

@ab88

Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.

I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.

i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.

i need a third person perspective on things.
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Honestly, people are here you can vent to. But we aren't professional counselors that can help you as much as it sounds like you need.

I hope you get the care you need.
Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"

Though before i got here i was feeling like you
Can you not, for once, make shit about you?

So annoying.


Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.

Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
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No, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.

It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.

It's annoying.
i already have family member undergoing extensive medical therapy....and from the outside i can see that it is only doing limited good....in fact, that is what pushed me towards astrology....

now that i am experiencing similar things...i know it's a difficult transit....but i'm not sure if i'll survive it or not....

i have deep rooted issues
Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"

Though before i got here i was feeling like you
Can you not, for once, make shit about you?

So annoying.


Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.

Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
No, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.

It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.

It's annoying.


That is a story? Whatever

OP probably understood me enough
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I really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.
Posted by ab88

i already have family member undergoing extensive medical therapy....and from the outside i can see that it is only doing limited good....in fact, that is what pushed me towards astrology....

now that i am experiencing similar things...i know it's a difficult transit....but i'm not sure if i'll survive it or not....

i have deep rooted issues
What kind of medical therapy?
If you need someone to talk to, my PM box is open. Feel free to write me, if it should help you.
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Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"

Though before i got here i was feeling like you
Can you not, for once, make shit about you?

So annoying.


Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.

Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
No, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.

It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.

It's annoying.


That is a story? Whatever

OP probably understood me enough
I really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.


Also dislike how you target me sorry.
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I barely talk to you, because you are annoying. This is the first time I have interacted with you in a very long time. I ignore you 99% of the time, because of your antics.

Sorry to the OP for derailing this thread.
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Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"

Though before i got here i was feeling like you
Can you not, for once, make shit about you?

So annoying.


Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.

Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
No, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.

It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.

It's annoying.


That is a story? Whatever

OP probably understood me enough
I really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.


Also dislike how you target me sorry.
I barely talk to you, because you are annoying. This is the first time I have interacted with you in a very long time. I ignore you 99% of the time, because of your antics.

Sorry to the OP for derailing this thread.


Your not telling me anything new, i know exactly how a common social on the internet thinks, i didn't bother interacting with you either for a long time so why bother now?

You have the mute option there so you are doing something useless as interacting with me for what purpose?
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I don't mute.

And this will be the final response to you in this thread, because I am disrespecting the OP by continuing this communication and derailing her thread.

Any time a thread like this, or something similar of nature comes about, you come in with these stupid ass stories about yourself that have no bearing on the topic itself. It is purely disguised attempt at sharing your sad story you always like to talk about. This isn't the first time I have been privy to these antics of yours. It's a habit of yours to involve your own personal story to someone else's story. Whether that be your evil mother, the corrupted cancer, the aries, and your brother. It's your habit. It's annoying.

Like I said, again, stop making shit about you and your stories. You didn't add any true value to something that is pretty serious, when someone is talking about a lack of wanting to live. You come in here talking about a stupid aries.

So annoying.
Posted by ab88

Posted by nikkistar

@ab88

Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.

I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.

i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.

i need a third person perspective on things.
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How long is your husband planning on being far away? Is your sadness part of him being away?

You can tell him! So what if he is worried? Maybe he will be back sooner if he know you are suffering. And why can’t you be together eat rhat place where he is? Ifbhe is new - why did he leave?

Hang in there...we will eventually make you laugh...
Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by nikkistar

Posted by NelsonScorpmento

Posted by ab88

Posted by -Apis-

Share your thoughts. This place has its trolls, but for the most part people are pretty respectful of these kinda things. Not everyone has the same triggers for depression so more points of view may be the better way to gain insight.
I'm just very very tired. I don't want to live anymore. but i know that it's wrong to not value life.

i made a post a few days ago...i thought i was in control then. but i am not.

i feel like a zombie.


Im working physically and psychologically, when aries told me someone was sick and i had to stay there from 6 am till 4pm i was like "great im really f****d next week"

Though before i got here i was feeling like you
Can you not, for once, make shit about you?

So annoying.


Also not sure if you meant CC, rarely been posting here.

Just cause im different than everyone here you don't need to sudenly be on my back, wtf???
No, I am talking to you. The OP is seeking help for serious issues, and you come in here with your stupid ass stories.

It's annoying. You always bring up some convoluted shit up, and twist it into a story about you.

It's annoying.


That is a story? Whatever

OP probably understood me enough
I really dislike your purposeful attempt at being obtuse.
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...why is word ‘obtuse’ always make me think of men underwear kind of like Speedo but not as slim and right AF so they can hardly breath in them? 🤩
The user who posted this message has hidden it.

Fucking stop hiding your shit
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Posted by ab88

I really need to talk....to a third person...someone patient....please
Where do you live?
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currently in a south asian country
Posted by Gemitati

Posted by ab88

Posted by nikkistar

@ab88

Do you have family that lives close around you? Why do you feel you can't talk to your husband about it? He should be your biggest supporter, and someone you can lean on when times are rough.

I am sorry you feel this way, and I wouldn't want anyone to feel that. As other posters have written, you are free to reach out to me as well.
i do but if i tell them, they'll only get worried.

i can't talk to my husband because, 1. he's new. 2. he'll get worried.

i need a third person perspective on things.
How long is your husband planning on being far away? Is your sadness part of him being away?

You can tell him! So what if he is worried? Maybe he will be back sooner if he know you are suffering. And why can’t you be together eat rhat place where he is? Ifbhe is new - why did he leave?

Hang in there...we will eventually make you laugh...
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we had an arranged marriage. and he's new.

according to him everything will be fine after my papers come through and i can go live with him.

but i'm so afraid of moving. and i feel like i have no dreams.
Posted by TwinnFlamee1989

@ab88

If you’re still in need a of someone to talk to, message me anytime.
for some reason...my pm's aren't working...but i did send you a msg
hi, i'm back, today is another bad day....is anyone around to talk....