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Posted by ElleDuMonde
I am not enjoying this full moon in sag like I should be.

Everything I say appears to others like I am speaking thru a megaphone apparantly.

I am asked my opinion several times in a three hour meeting and three people are asking me why I am upset.

Wtf?

I don't even care and wouldn't have even said anything if I wasn't asked to.

JFC


Laughing. I would guess that's exactly what is coming through in your answers.
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Posted by ElleDuMonde
I am not enjoying this full moon in sag like I should be.

Everything I say appears to others like I am speaking thru a megaphone apparantly.

I am asked my opinion several times in a three hour meeting and three people are asking me why I am upset.

Wtf?

I don't even care and wouldn't have even said anything if I wasn't asked to.

JFC



LOL.

Must be hard times for Aries placements. Pisces sun Aries laden coworker flipped out this weekend.

'Elly. Can we talk about what happened last night. You were there. Do you think I was in the wrong and I complain a lot?'

'Um. Well.'

'CAUSE THATS BULLSHIT. AND NOT TRUE. it's fine I expected you to take the managers side anyways honestly' *leaves room swiftly*

*elly stands there blank faced thinking 'great good talk'*

Other coworker: You starting fights in here Elly?

Me: Apparently. And I don't even know how...
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Lol. I love those types of conversations (If I'm in the right mood for it).

Me: *sitting at desk, typing, lifts mug and sips tea*
Co worker: *walks in* "Oh my God can I ask you a question...blah, blah, blah what do you think?"
Me: *sips tea* "Well I---"
Co worker: "Yeah my thoughts exactly. I can just tell from your expression....what an asshole, blah blah blah....thanks for listening anyway" *walks out*
Me: *raise eyebrow, put mug down continues typing*
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Posted by PhoenixRising
Posted by Ellycakes
...I feel fine when I gather myself after each disappointment. I only feel lonely after another rejection. And everyone is always like 'Wow. You're so cool. You're so gorgeous and smart and talented and sweet and loyal. Omgggg. Anyone would be lucky to have you.' Well that's nice and all but after the third time getting dumped for someone else and getting ghosted twice the self esteem takes a knock....

Ever think maybe that intimidates the men you're meeting? I'm not at all suggesting you stop being you. Just, rather than internalizing their reaction see it as a "we wouldn't fit anyway". I mean if someone can see all those things in you and then feels "this is too much, I need to bounce" would you want to invest in someone like that? That sounds like it's speaks more to them not feeling like they couldn't measure up vs you being the wrong person for them. Doesn't help that the way they go about it may be sh*tty (e.g. ghost). IDK, we all have insecurities, but if they are so strong that you would walk away from something your attracted to or could potentially be a good experience, you have some stuff to work out. Let them do it on someone else's time.


You're not wrong. And it's part of the logic part that I already know. However since I'm not self medicating my over the top emotions with copious amounts of alcohol and smoking it's harder to make the emotions submit lol. There's always the option of SSRI's which I've been on before but I have a small sprinkling of side effects that go with them and was hoping it'd be a last resort and I'd find something else.

And makes me want to dump paint on their cars in the middle of the night. Big Grin

I'm getting more revengy feely as I get older. I thought we're supposed to get calmer not the opposite. Confused
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Posted by ElleDuMonde
...I'm not even pissed off but I feel really anxiety ridden today....

yet,
Posted by ElleDuMonde
... I'm really ready to put heads on platters.
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I'm learning that sometimes, I like to play with my food before eating it.

Omg, someone please talk me out of waging psychological warfare.
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Posted by Andalusia
I'm learning that sometimes, I like to play with my food before eating it.

Omg, someone please talk me out of waging psychological warfare.


Cancer moon retaliation mode?

Mine passes in like a day or two. Then I skimped sideways onto something else lol.

Waging psychological warfare just expends unnecessary energy. Time you could spend hunting I mean meeting someone else instead!
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Mine usually does too.

Not this time. Not at all.
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Posted by Ellycakes
Posted by Andalusia
I'm learning that sometimes, I like to play with my food before eating it.

Omg, someone please talk me out of waging psychological warfare.


Cancer moon retaliation mode?

Mine passes in like a day or two. Then I skimped sideways onto something else lol.

Waging psychological warfare just expends unnecessary energy. Time you could spend hunting I mean meeting someone else instead!


Mine usually does too.

Not this time. Not at all.
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Idk why though.
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Posted by Andalusia
Posted by Andalusia
Posted by Ellycakes
Posted by Andalusia
I'm learning that sometimes, I like to play with my food before eating it.

Omg, someone please talk me out of waging psychological warfare.


Cancer moon retaliation mode?

Mine passes in like a day or two. Then I skimped sideways onto something else lol.

Waging psychological warfare just expends unnecessary energy. Time you could spend hunting I mean meeting someone else instead!


Mine usually does too.

Not this time. Not at all.


Idk why though.


Crab boy?

Some get under your skin more than others. Normally it's the ones that made my moon feel all safe and cozy and then they pull the rug out from under me. It makes me feel stupid for having fallen for the act in the first place. So then I'm mad at them and myself lol. Especially when it's clear they could care less, that they were only nice to me in so far as it benefited themselves. Makes me feel I wasted my sincerity and honesty on them.

That's why the Leo is a poop emoji in my phone.
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Crab boy, yes. For a variety of reasons.
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@Ellycakes you are simply won't derfup.

Stay gold, Pony girl, stay gold
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Posted by Andalusia
@Ellycakes you are simply won't derfup.

Stay gold, Pony girl, stay gold

*wonderful, not whatever the hell nonsense I typed just a moment ago.
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Posted by ElleDuMonde
So, I sucked it up and called..phone is off.

Smh.

I am now 100% sure she has done something to prevent this from happening.

He is 1.5 hours late.

I don't know if I should go over there and walk into something or just let it go.

My Mars would have me simmering....
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Posted by Ellycakes
Binge watching the new season of game of thrones.

The tv violence is not good for my current mood I think. Perhaps my cheering is overzealous...


You should watch "Gay of Thrones" on funnyordie.com after each Game of Thrones episode Big Grin
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So the Crab boy evidently pissed off some other girls at work (for reasons different than mine). And now they want to catfish him.

And here I thought I was going to be able to escape with minimal drama :/
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Am I the only one that has had an erotic dream about someone they've never met on DXP?

Out of no where..... Iz confused.
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I wanna know who the lucky contestants are!
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Posted by Ellycakes
...went to get coffee on my break. Barista Virgo was working but went and hid in the back when I came in. lol.


Oh lawd....Laughing
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Posted by exo
do my fellow scorps attract conspiracy theorists/nuts or is it just me?



That guy from Ancient Aliens keeps sending me selfies, does that count?
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Do I even want to read the threads on the board? *exits Asylum to take a peek*
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How does one even go about beginning to start over at the age of 30 ? Crying
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Posted by Andalusia
How does one even go about beginning to start over at the age of 30 ? Crying
Ctrl+alt+ delete+wine
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Posted by Quantum
Posted by Andalusia
How does one even go about beginning to start over at the age of 30 ? Crying
Ctrl+alt+ delete+wine
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I wish it were that simple Sad
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Posted by Andalusia
Posted by Quantum
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How does one even go about beginning to start over at the age of 30 ? Crying
Ctrl+alt+ delete+wine
I wish it were that simple Sad
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Yeah I know. Buy you're smart. You can do it.
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Posted by Andalusia
How does one even go about beginning to start over at the age of 30 ? Crying
Ctrl+alt+ delete+wine
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isn't that when life begins?


age ain't nothing but a number
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I have an Aqua stellium in the 8th house and sting myself to no end when it comes to life--whether it be through relationships or independently. I'm hard on myself--I'm hard on other people. I start arguments over nothing and destroy what's good in a relationship for the sake of destroying it.. only to build myself/the relationship back up and do it all over again.


In my defense--I feel stronger than I did.. say, 1-2-3-4-10 years ago.. so maybe there's a benefit to this whole thing.


Or not?
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Posted by Ellycakes
I'm not gonna do anything about it but, despite the fact I've tried to to tell myself I don't care, I am a little curious why the barista stood me up and then ghosted. Not cool man. Rude.


My libra bestie despite my insistence against it handed my number out to some dude. -_- she means well. I'm just not in the mood to meet or date after my barrage of recent experiential learning. lol. She almost stole my phone and signed me up for a dating app. Libras. Lol.
Is this guy an extrovert or introvert?


I just noticed you are an extrovert. I'm introverted & have a good Scorp friend who is extroverted. Sometimes she just comes off too aggressive and asks me things that I really can't answer right away. This pushes me further back.


She had a miscommunication issue with a guy recently and I told her I think she was doing too much. She was being crazy OCD and asking too much and ultimately the guy probably thought it was too much work.


Anyway, just a thought. This could not be the case at all, but as I learn more about personality types it makes me realize that depending on how you are you view certain communication differently.
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Posted by ElleDuMonde
The Atkins trail bars are like eating plastic.


The chocolate doesn't even melt. Straight Face
But do they keep you regular?
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It's official. I have to swear off water sign men. The Cancer just baited into into a fight and then said I was being dramatic and he "didn't want to deal with drama".


I'm about to cry, at work no less, from anger and hurt feelings.
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Posted by Andalusia
It's official. I have to swear off water sign men. The Cancer just baited into into a fight and then said I was being dramatic and he "didn't want to deal with drama".


I'm about to cry, at work no less, from anger and hurt feelings.
Oh no, I know what that's like Sad


Take a little walk is you can. I've done that and cried and came back. Take some breaths it will make you feel a little better at least. I know it's easier said than done
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Posted by ElleDuMonde
Posted by Ellycakes
Binge watching the new season of game of thrones.

The tv violence is not good for my current mood I think. Perhaps my cheering is overzealous...


dude.....when you are done with that.....start on Orphan Black!

....and then try Mr. Robot.
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I would recommend Mr. Robot as well!


A very well written show.

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Why are the filters on everyone's thread?
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Posted by PhoenixRising
Why are the filters on everyone's thread?
You have to re-save your settings on your profile page. When they reset the website, it messed everything up. I was locked out for 3 days and then had to re-save all my preferences when I was finally able to log back in.

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Posted by Andalusia
Posted by PhoenixRising
Why are the filters on everyone's thread?
You have to re-save your settings on your profile page. When they reset the website, it messed everything up. I was locked out for 3 days and then had to re-save all my preferences when I was finally able to log back in.

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Ah that's why I couldn't post a while ago.Laughing I thought several people blocked me. I was logged in and could read everything but couldn't post on any threads. I was like "Alright, go back to lurking mode. Haters...."

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Posted by ElleDuMonde
fuck you. Big Grin


Yay! I can see the word "f*ck" again Big Grin.


When I read this:

Posted by Ellycakes
Ain't no sparkle motion way a fixed moon would float along for two weeks not having made a move after finding out about a hidden girlfriend lol.
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I was like wut?! and heading straight over to the quote thread with that little gem. Then I quoted it and saw what she really wrote...Laughing.


I usually have to reread what Elly writes on a good day, but that made me take a triple take. The Wizard's always f*cking with us Sad.


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Scorp: *brush glitter off of lap, feet and chest*

Colleague: Why do you have glitter all over you?

Scorp: Better question, why don't you?

Colleague: I'm gonna ask my husband...*pulls out phone*


XD...Laughing.



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My day job said my notice was effectively as of today, even though I gave them a month and still had two weeks left.


I know I'll be better off in the long run, but it sucks leaving all those loose ends and not being able to leave on my terms Sad
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Posted by Ellycakes
Posted by Andalusia
My day job said my notice was effectively as of today, even though I gave them a month and still had two weeks left.


I know I'll be better off in the long run, but it sucks leaving all those loose ends and not being able to leave on my terms Sad
*hugs*


Just take this opportunity to move to my city and live down here and we can both make a fresh start. Big Grin


But seriously, you'll be ok and they'll be ok. It's just a few weeks in the span of a long life. smile

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A little old school Japanese bukkake porn to brighten your day



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So the attorneys at work insist I should have been a comedian.


I told them that would be great but I hate people and I hate crowds. At best I would be one of those comedians who just gets on stage and insults people, but I've been to shows like that and I would not want to be one of those assholes.




Then I realized I'm already one of those assholes.


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Happy Canada Day Exo!


The rest of you can kick rocks until Monday Big Grin.
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*watching Young and the Restless in the middle of no where*


For some reason it does feel different watching my fav soap opera on a fluffy hotel bed.
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Posted by Andalusia
My day job said my notice was effectively as of today, even though I gave them a month and still had two weeks left.


I know I'll be better off in the long run, but it sucks leaving all those loose ends and not being able to leave on my terms Sad


....Kitten you gave notice. By definition it was on your terms....


You can't control all aspect of the process though. If only...


I'll leave the hugging to the other Scorpies, but I'm sending supportive vibes your way.
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^^^I don't hug unless someone initiates it or I plan to grope you.
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So the attorneys at work insist I should have been a comedian.


I told them that would be great but I hate people and I hate crowds. At best I would be one of those comedians who just gets on stage and insults people, but I've been to shows like that and I would not want to be one of those assholes.




Then I realized I'm already one of those assholes.


Scorp moon realization moment strikes again.
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Yeah but I'm a funny asshole allegedly.


Like I fart confetti, glitter, and silly string or something.


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Posted by Andalusia
My day job said my notice was effectively as of today, even though I gave them a month and still had two weeks left.


I know I'll be better off in the long run, but it sucks leaving all those loose ends and not being able to leave on my terms Sad


....Kitten you gave notice. By definition it was on your terms....


You can't control all aspect of the process though. If only...


I'll leave the hugging to the other Scorpies, but I'm sending supportive vibes your way.
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I know. I somewhat knew it was coming. Yesterday was the end of the pay period and the last day of the quarter, so from an accounting standpoint, it made sense to let me go then.


But there was no preparation or foresight involved in the dividing up of my workload and accounts. They just gave them all to another guy that fills in when people go on vacation.


Just another reason I'm glad to be rid of that place. No concern for either their employees or their relationships with customers and businesses.
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Sending positive energy out to all of my favourite Stingers and the dear Virgal in our presence as well.


I would love to (((hug))) you all but as with PR, I suffer from the same predicament and I would hate to make the violation of groping. Tongue


Thank god for all the entertainment you lot provide with your daily life bytes, I enjoy lurking amongst your stories immensely.


Much love to you all!
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My new fav....emoji Thinking


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I saw the Cap i briefly dated the other day. It was at a block party and we didn't speak, but my heart swelled and I felt oddly calmed by his presence. And so incredibly happy for him and how well he seemed to be doing. No bitterness, no jealously, no angst, just - happiness and joy and serenity.


The Scorp and he are the two men I've loved.


First love and a true love, as silly as that sounds.
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Posted by ElleDuMonde
so.....I didn't realise how deep the animosity was with the taur and myself.


Taur Sun

Sag Moon

Taur Merc

Gem Venus

Pisces Mars


Who would have thought?



Hmph. No Scorp bits....surprising since every piss poor behaviour under the Sun seems to be attributed to Scorp energy.


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Errrr, I'm in a mood...


Why do people have to go and ruin things with talks about the future? The energy is good. Why couldn't you just enjoy the ride and see what happens next as life floats along got d*mmit?! It comes off pushy and forceful...or maybe it's just me. It is just me...


*Venus activated since Sunday...resisting the urge to run....*


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