oh yeah and

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i'm pretty sure i'm in love with my piscean best friend. she's the only one i know who understands me, or makes the effort to at the very least reach out and explore what's hidden underneath this scorpion's face; i think about her daily, we've shared so many amazing experiences together and we know eachother so well,

but i think what really makes me love her is because she's so sensitive and moody and easily turned by her emotions, something that i know just as well...but i just hide it a lot better. she's such a beautiful creature and we share this intimate, deep, beautiful bond that none of our other friends even begin to understand, they're just like "ah, it's scorpio_wreck and (her name) being weird as shit again..."

we have our own song, our own phrases, our own memories...every time i see her this big, honest grin comes across my face. it's the only time i can count on not having to fake it.

we've had weirdly sexual and romantic moments, one night in my car she was ranting drunk about me moving to san francisco and just started yelling about how could i move, she's going to miss me so much etc, and then she just kissed me...(oh my god, exactly as i was writing this she texted me and said "i really miss you, i wish you were here with me..." that's UNREAL)

i just don't know what to do...i love that girl so much, but she lives so far now and i don't want to ruin what we have. we have shared the most intimate moments, to me moments that are far more intimate than sex...i really feel like she knows me and understands me, and i understand her.
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Its Springtime, and the sap is rising......but gosh scorpwreck, you sure do sound like one p-whipped muthahfuckah!!! Haha!

If your taking on that bartending job, better get used to not having many close gf's for the time being. You'll have so many girls telephone nuumbers tossed at you, you wont know what to do. I know one guy who would sort them out at the end of his shift and trade them amongst the other workers at their bar. Sort of like collect them all and trade with your friends....like baseball cards or something.
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okay, to everyone who says i fall in and out of love a lot, i can attest to the fact that i tend to go through short burst of intense mood swings and attractions...BUT those are with girls i've just met...i've known this pisces girl (as my best friend) for over 2 years now, and during those two years we've become so remarkably close.

she ended up calling me last night and started crying over the phone saying that she missed me so much, she wished that i was there, and how she hasn't spent a dime of the money she's made in a month because she's saving it on a road trip to visit me. we talked for a long time and it was really good to hear her voice, every time we talk i just realize how much more i love her and care about her. i do date around and she knows that, but we both feel like we share something so special no girl could ever take it away from me, or no guy could ever take it away from her.

when i moved away i did it for myself and my own sanity, i needed to grow up and get out of los angeles...she said that after i moved away, it started a domino effect of all of our friends getting their shit together...but i still feel like a scared little kid when i think about losing her because of the distance.

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i would love to settle down with my fish, sea siren - there are a couple of issues though, the first being the distance and the second being a slight difference in age...she's 17 and i'm 21. you'd think that it's kind of weird but it doesn't really feel like it at all - we're both pretty mature for our respective ages, and she's dated guys who are older than i am.

i know she feels things just as strongly as i feel for her. now it's just a matter of making this work.