Opinions Wanted

First off, I just want to say I'm new to these forums, But like all Scorpios I like to talk about myself.
I'm not a huge astrology nut but after reading about my sign in a friends book while staying at her house I have concluded that there is some truth behind it.

So check it, I went and looked at my birth chart and would like to know what people think of a Scorpio that has these signs. I'll Label all the ones I think are Important...

Sun - Scorpio
Moon - Aries
Rising - Leo

Mercury - Scorpio
Venus - Capricorn
Mars - Scorpio
Jupiter - Cancer
Saturn - Capricorn
Uranus - Capricorn
Neptune - Capricorn
Pluto - Scorpio

Don't know what the rest of the chart is four but those are my planets discuss... 🙂

Someone enlighten me on this ...

I was actually hoping for personal opinions, I already found a good site that gave me all that. I dont know what a cusp is so I wanna know what that is. Am I a Water/Fire I noticed I have a lot of capricorn in my signs so Does that make me more like a Scorp/Cap, or does my ascendant and moon make me more of a Scorpio/Leo,Aries. Stuff like that please elaborate

Sun - Scorpio
Moon - Aries
Rising - Leo

Mercury - Scorpio
Venus - Capricorn
Mars - Scorpio
Jupiter - Cancer
Saturn - Capricorn
Uranus - Capricorn
Neptune - Capricorn
Pluto - Scorpio


Well King w a Sting- I think would explain your Rising...
I am also a Scorpio w an Aries moon

A Jupiter in Cancer, whoa, mama! how old are you? pretty old?

You have a Stellium in Capricorn
Probably a Stellium in Scorpio

Mmmm, positive- astrologically speaking, you are dogged determined
Negatively (your down fall)= insecurity galore! Those signs are king of it, esp Leo and Cap. Cancer is the epitome.

Nevermind about the Cancer Jupiter, I was thinking Pluto (silly me)

Yup like I said im not a fanatic, but there is defiantly something to it thats why I wanna see if someone can clue me in to all this jargin

thanks for the response pink

can you elaborate in simpler terms lol, Im not very knowledgeable in this department so things have to be very clear for me

what I mean by that whats a stellium

The Scorpio Sun/Aries Moon combination produces a realist with only marginal interest in generalizations and/or abstractions. Here, the focus is definite and highly personal. Ambition is vividly marked in the nature of these individuals and there is little feeling for right, wrong, justice, philosophy...or any other intangibles...unless they touch such natives, or people in whom these natives are interested. Scorpio Sun/Aries Moon subjects are extremely independent and highly impulsive. They are well aware of being strong on a personal level and harbor minimal compassion or concern for others who lack such strength. In short, an understanding nature is not their special gift since they are rather shrewd and hard-headed in demeanor. Still, these individuals do possess an effervescent personality and are never ones to run away from a fight. Indeed, when roused, they are capable of voluble and forceful resentments. Mentally quick, clever and highly protective, the Scopio Sun/Aries Moon person has an accurate and critical mind that can handle hard work and lengthy scientific analysis. In terms of relationships, this is an ardent and passionate soul...but one who is not always an easy partner to live with. Though demanding and exacting of others, these natives are not necessarily willing to be imposed upon in return. There is something of a rash and forceful temperament here. Scorpio Sun/Aries Moon individuals are admired by those around them for their solid and definite opinions...opinions they never hesitate to put into practice. These are born fighters who attack problems directly with little (if any) concern for tact and diplomacy. Nonetheless, they are the people to call upon when a difficult job needs doing since they usually let nothing standing in the way of reaching their goals.

ALRIGHT! HIGH-5, THAT'S US! The moon tends to your emotions (moon- the hidden you!), your sun is the REAL you (SOUL)

LEO is your rising sign, it's the projection, generally ppl see Leo's as lover's of the spotlight! They are out-going, warm, and entertaining- Do you come across as that way? Do you love attn? Esp when ppl FIRST meet you?

So the Stellium means that you have a v strong Cap/ Scorpio- definitely Cap influence on your personality. Im not expert on stellium's, but that's what I've learned. Maybe someone else could elaborate even further.

So if I would imagine you to be a certain way- BUT describe yourself & I'll tell you if I was anywhere close

Oh so stellium means: 4 or more planets in one sign (as far as Im concerned, but it may be a step more technical than that)

What Chinese year were you born?

You know it all depends on the houses...
Your cap in venus is in the 6th house (Virgo!)
That all means sth, vs someone who has cap venus in the 9th house....

You may want to consider sites like: cafeastrology or astro.com
and there are a plethora more... I know Im v general, but hopefully it'll help you scratch the surface

Ask me to be even more specific, and if you can be more specific about what I probably know- Im just being a "brain-dead"... if not maybe I can hone in, on exacting what you want to know...

I know where you are coming from when you say simpler terms, help me grasp how simple

Oh in addition so you were born when exactly again?
Are you willing to give the full b-day?
Or just the month and the day?

If you are a Libra/Scorp
or
A Scorp/Sag, which I think you are refering to....
honestly some ppl believe in it, some ppl dont (that include reknowned astrologers)

Personally experience, we're (or at least I am going to need more feedback)

Sorry was having trouble logging in.

I was born Nov. 10th 1989 at 10 minutes to 10pm

Well I defiantly think leo shows in me, Im playfull, Can be immature at times, Love to look at myself, Im not a spotlight hog infront of random people, but around my friends I am 😄 I try and tone it down all the time I usually catch myself trying to talk over them. Also I talk about myself way too much..I mean I don't know what else to talk about lol.

Plus I've always gotten good along with other Leo's, and no matter how old they are they are always youthful like me.

About the Aries part, Yeah I get annoyed easily when I'm stressed up and I flare up, but it dies just as easily as it came. Thats not to confuse me with the Aries that blow hot air, because I will sting 😄.

And about the Scorpio part, pretty much sums me up. I'm tall dark and [erm..so im told) Handomse, not trying to sound cocky, GIrls think im mysterious and I have some weird aura about me. Something they havent been able to explain in full. Im also the Jealous type, possesive, and all that garbage. But Im also A very passionate lover the one thing a women never bitches at me about, and I can be a real gentleman. Not to mention all the clever, witty, confident stuff...

And as far as Capricorn goes..yeah I'm very cautious in love. I won't even ask a girl out untill I've gotten to know her well enough, but of course I do go balls to the wall sometimes and gun-ho for certain girls I've never met before. Oddly the ones I have done that too have all been Capricorn females, I' beginning to think there is something about them that just makes me dive in. Of course I also have very good manners at times and have a structure of morals I live by.

So does that pretty much sum up what you had in mind?

Yeah it did. W/ all the Capricorn though, you probably relate to them, but that aside it seems as though Scorpio guys have a naturally affinity w the Cap chicks, and on top of that none of your other planets (Leo/ Aries/ Cancer), are going to object to a Cap lady (they all likey)...

You were born in the year of the Snake, I dont know much about it, but what I do know is that it makes you uber-sedutive, possessive/ jealous, and intellectual!

You would do well w a Cap w a Leo moon? Born in the yr of the Ox or Rooster...

But what I was thinking was that you were a bit more boisterous... but if you factor in the Snake, you are probably a lil bit more wise (reflective)- charismatic thing...

I would like to hear other ppl's perspectives

You were also born in the week of depth: Scorpio/Pisces (and so was I)

The Second Decan of Scorpio is also known as the Pisces Decante and the "Week of Depth." The influence of Neptune (this Decan's secondary ruling Planet) may prompt these talented natives to seek an escape courtesy of some form of addiction...drugs or gambling, for example. The heart here is very tender and needs careful handling. This is an individual who will search for a soul mate until one is found. However, he or she will need to be very careful in the choice of friends and companions, or suffer the consequences. Medicine and healing arts are perfect for those governed by this Decanate. In addition, it is crucial that they receive unconditional love and have a loyal, loving mate who will reinforce self-esteem. Although driven, those ruled by this Decante possess a moderating streak of charity and self-sacrifice. They seek job satisfaction above prestige. Arousing and mysterious, empathetic and faith-inspiring, these persons make for exceptional sweethearts and life-partners, which may be due in part to their love of (and indulgance in) sexual fantasies. The motto of the Second Decan of Scorpio is "Transmutation."

yeah I hang out with older people once in awhile and they often tell me that Im wise beyond my years and thats what they like about me. And I do alot of reflecting and yes my seductiveness must be great cause I do attract the ladies.

What you mean by boisterious? like loud, cause I have a deep voice and when Im mad people have told me that my voice sounds like thunder (well not really but they say its enough to intimate just about anybody) that actually reminds me of a funny story, where I live its kind of poor part of town so there is alot of gang bullshit going around and one day 4 of these punks jumped me and when I got on my feet and started yelling at them they took off running!~ HAHA it was the funniest thing I ever done saw.

The one thing I don't like about cappy's though is they are so high maintenance, I love how they love taking care of themselves, cause I do too. Just the whole money and power thing is a turn off for me, Great if I have it but I don't want a girl to like me cause I have it.

Maybe not the same kind...

anyways tell me about yourself, Whats birthdate? and are you a male scorpio or female. Im a male obviously lol

Great chart..I am envious...

😉

You have fire in all the right places..Moon, Mars and rising...yeah baby..

You have a lot of Scorpio in your chart too..and that is good because it's not soppy and watery as people make it out to be..it's aggressive and go getting...Not sure where the cancer is in your chart but well you can't be perfect..ignore that part of you..lol..I don't like cancer..Put it this way, by having fire where you do in your chart, you aren't going to be one of those wet blanket type scorpio men...which is great.

Overall you are a passionate, in your face kind of individual..not in an arrogant way but self belief and all that.

Basically self love is high on the agenda for you....and I don't see anything wrong with that...LOL..

Similar to my chart with all that cappy if i remember correctly.....i just checked my chart again, and its sorta the same - i was born a day after you, not the same year though. Anyway, where is your midheaven?

MY mid heaven is also Aries

I can say though I defiantly feel like all those things, Forceful and aggressive, yes reserved and composed at the same time. You might think its a good chart but sometimes I don't think so, I can either be really aggressive (sometimes overly ..so im told) or too reserved (which hurts my play sometimes)

Maybe fire is a good combination with scorpio though? who knows I really don't know any other scorpios where I live. There are alot of Taurus where I live ..or at least I know alot of them, well that and other earth signs.

What is your chart missmorals?

Sun - Scorpio
Moon - Gemini/Cancer cusp
Mercury - Scorpio
Venus - Sagittarius
Mars - Scorpio
Jupiter - Taurus
Saturn - Leo
Uranus - Scorpio
Neptune - Sagittarius
Pluto - Libra
Midheaven - Leo

Most of my planets are in House 1 which means I am extremely blunt and direct..Tact doesn't come into the equation at times..shoot straight..lol..best way to be in my opinion. I haven't got the time or the inclination for la di daa rubbish and pretentious dickheads...excuse my french.

Don't hate your chart...embrace it. You have a lot of cappy in your chart too which can make you a cautious and steadfast individual..but i have a lot of respect for some cappies so it's all good..they are mostly honest and lovely individuals.

Oh and rising is Scorpio too...

I must admit the Capricorn gives me class, I know how to treat a lady, but at the same time thanks to me being a Scorpio, and I'm not a push-over. Infact I have never been dominated by a women the only time I ever let her get her way is because I want to let her get her way LOL.

Not to mention I hate liars and bullshitter's and I have a keen mind for that kind of stuff.

Also I'd just like to add, not directing this add you missmorals, That I do live with a scorpio woman and they are defiantley more of a social butterfly than us Scorpio males. Also living with her has shown me how us Scorpios are a little off. Its gravy though cause I always tell them weird people have more fun.

King of sting...lol..loving the username..and yes I have always maintained that Scorpio women are ruled by Mars and the scorpio men are pluto ruled..scorpio women ARE definitely more social..I love to go out and have a blast..often in fact...First ones on the dancefloor and last to leave..Yeeep thats the scorpio..a few drinks and it's all good..

VGM..sure..we can go for a few bevvies...London is fabUlous..darrrrling..sweet? (think Ab Fab if you know what that is)

About myself?

Im a female and this is my chart (I love the mercury in the 3rd house the best! Well I love all my placements. I was born in the year of the rat.

Sun Scorpio 13.08
Moon Aries 6.13
Mercury Scorpio 28.21
Venus Sagittarius 19.36
Mars Capricorn 22.18
Jupiter Capricorn 9.36
Saturn Scorpio 18.22
Uranus Sagittarius 12.00
Neptune Sagittarius 29.31
Pluto Scorpio 2.31
Lilith Aries 6.43
Asc node Taurus 27.28

And I have a Virgo rising

Overall Im really happy, except for when things get stagnant, then Im liable to do sth out of the ordinary. I can entertain myself v well though. I love watching shows like cops, the view, Judge Cristine, Joe Brown, and so on, I like to play the role of the cop, judge, or one of the women, so I can learn sth (logic/ fairness).
I love the Aries moon, it makes me highly aggressive, competitive, I like playing sports, when I was younger up until the time I was 23 I'd punch ppl in the face easily (quick-temper). Im 24 now, so... I was a party girl (and I still am)and I drank a lot! Anything that can be created into a intense moment, I pushed for it. I was always outta control. I just got tired of going to jail, and having a record wasnt making my life easy, it was really complicating my ambitions. Im also v friendly, and high-spirited. I love adventures, yet Im v controlling and sneaky. Sometimes I wont discuss things w ppl, I will just attack them and take them on a trip. Maybe it has to do w the whole Scorpio women are off. Im also v analytical, I want information AND LOTS OF IT!! Im always scheming. You're right about Scorpio women being more social than Scorpio men. I've know TONS of Scorpio men in my time. I love experience, involvement, asking questions, travel, my friends, health spas, ppl, and just being a nut. I like doing what I want to do, if you dont want to come a long, then fine stay there.

I dont know: analytical, intense ups and downs, adventurous... pretty much sums me up.

To virgogotme - yeah my policy on trust is very strict that's why I act the way I do. Not many people I trust sometimes not even my closet friends, but then I have to tell myself to chill out. I rather be known as respectable than a low life crumb of the earth.

To cappygolightly - Well Im easy to get along with my friends and anyone who I perceive would make a good friend, other than that I'm not someone out there trying to make friends with everyone. I've been extremely popular at one point in my life and it wasn't cracked up to be all that some people think it is. I do make a great leader, more than likely cause im not willing to be a subordinate lol. I think the Aries causes me to have flare ups like Solar ones though, cause I get real mad quick sometimes but then it passes as fast as it came then everything is cool. Don't think that it weakens me though cause when I strike I'm come at you like a tornado, they ought to call me the Hurricane because I bring speed and destruction 🙂.

To missmorals - Thanks for the compliment btw, I rather like it too. My best friend is a Taurus and hes was like yeah "Taurus is da Sh*T, you mess with the bull you get the horns". So I was like yeah well "Well I'm Scorpio, The King with a Sting". Yup I come up with witty little remarks all the time out of nowhere, but when I try its a bit harder. And about those scorpion women, never really ever got close to one, I did manage to fool around with one though but I dipped afterwards lol. Oddly enough that's what happens when two Scorpions mate, after they dance the male fertilizes the eggs then bounces before the female kills him and feeds her to his babies. They seem to be attracted to me though I guess cause they perceive me not to be a weakling, even though I never feel the need to flaunt my strength. But yeah props to Scorpio women for having fire, cause I like girls with fire.

..Won't touch though, ever heard the saying "play with fire and you will get burned?" 😛

And to Pink - Yes I too am A crazy mo fo Scorpio. I don't even wanna scare anybody with the extent of my anger, but when I was 10yr old this kid was trying to act like me (pretty much be me as I perceived it) so I confronted him and smashed his head into the pointed part of the door seal and cracked his head open. They had to send him to the hospital for something like 10 stitches. That was When I was a boy. Now that I am older I have quite a few arrest for how old I am, But Im trying to change and g

Yeah I don't think it's a good idea that two scorpios get together..it never ends nicely!..lol..And plus to be honest, I wouldn't like to date another scorpio..too similar and also worlds apart..I like variety..lol..of the Fire variety..I like Aries & Leo men but not Sagi..I find the latter really dull and bland.

As for Taurus..lol..ahem..Scorpios shadow..I do love the Taurus men thoug..Yummy..until they start doing the whole "we are better than you" thing...then all it requires is just one look at them to say "loser" and they usually shut up.

As for anger and trouble..no prison or anything..God no..that's beneath me, but I was terrible teenager..Thank God I grew out of it. The stinger is always still poised but it rarely gets used because I simply don't give a shit about anyone anymore..it's quite liberating..lol..

I completely agree with you about friends though..a lot of people really need company to survive..I am so glad Scorpios don't and are always looking for the REAL friend and theres not many of them around..Popularity is over-rated..

I think the Scorpio women are attracted to you because of the confidence, your self-assured nature, and I am sure you are easy on the eye too. You can't have leo in your chart and not be sexy come on!..Godamn those lions..rarrr...Love them..

........" Yeah I don't think it's a good idea that two scorpios get together..it never ends nicely!"....

Very true indeed 🙂 !

My Scorp girlfriend broke up with me two full years ago..and I have been single and seething for the past two years 😢 !
Sounds crap..but its me..cant help it!

Anyways, so since we have this chart topic going on, please do comment on my chart if you guys will (and yeah, born in the year of The Dog) :

Sun : Scorpio 25.35
Moon : Sagittarius 24.52
Mercury: Scorpio 24.43
Venus: Scorpio 29.08
Mars: Capricorn 13.03
Jupiter: Scorpio 21.55
Saturn : Libra 28.47
Uranus: Sagittarius 4.20
Neptune: Sagittarius 25.39
Lilith: Capricorn 16.43
Asc Node: Cancer 4.42
Pluto: Libra 27.59
Ascendant: Aquarius
MidHeaven: Scorpio

Thats me...Any comments are welcome!

Awww Rancid..poor baby..there there enough of the seething now..that would definitly be your Venus in Scorpio....But your moon in Sagittarius shouldn't really care and put it down to experience (seeing as moon governs the emotions), like my venus in Sag does..My venus in saggy rocks man..it really doesn't latch onto anything..Everything is an experience..but at times it does stop if it NEEDs an experience if you get me..lol..It takes a whole load of Scorpio self control to keep that at bay!

You got a pretty cool chart too...Mars in Capricorn..well mars is the whole go getting planet, sucks being in Capricorn..lol..sorry about that hun..That would make you good at your job I guess..the stickwithitness...steadfast..It's in a stable position..

Mercury in Scorpio - makes you quite blunt and harsh with your words..it's all out there..all or nothing..you get to the heart of matters..always seeking for what lies beneath..

Is India playing tomorrow? I think they are..good luck..

Oooh I just went to a picnic in some park near my house where some Kite festival was taking place..my Aqua friend invited me but i didn't realise it was going to be a big group..and the Gemini guy was there..from the bike club..he's very affectionate and just wanted to spend time together..there was defo chemistry there...Oooops....Gah..Bloody geminis! Actually it was quite romantic lying there on the grass chatting away..any excuse for him to hold my hands or arms or hug or touch my leg...jeez!..doesn't make it easy for me..

does = doesn't...slip of the finger..gah!..I hate mistakes..

Thank You MM for your comments. Yes I am working on it..and a lot less of seething now. I am surprised at myself I have taken so long to work on it..to let go... 🙂 !

Well wat you said does make sense to me about my chart.

-----" but at times it does stop if it NEEDs an experience if you get me "----- that was funny though!!

Yep Indias playing now..And seems Englands playing better 🙂

Great about the Kite thingy..So the gemini was flirting with you 🙂! Lucky him 😉
As for me..we went out biking 20 miles to see some wolves at a Wolf Park..Man was it awesome!! Enjoyed it thoroughly!!

Wolf Park? Jeez where are you living exactly..lol..Sounds great!..I'd love to go hunting one day actually proper british style ..horse back with that killer horseriding outfit!!!

::looks around for animal activists::

Ooooh now that totally sounds like a very scorpionic thing to do....howling with the wolves..lol..I can just picture it now..UOOOOoooooo

Trust you to go to Indiana to study...keeping it real and all that!..hehe..

I like biking as well actually..did a lot of it in France..very refreshing and tiring..lol..but great!..aHhhh I love the great outdoors..

Yeah King w a Sting you've mentioned some war stories... so I'll conversate w you, the last time I went to jail for beating someone up was when I was 23; I beat up my own mother. We have a long history of anger towards ea other. I remember when I was a lil girl, I guess bc I loved her so much I would sorta blame myself or bite my tongue- or she had some way of making me feel guilty... I dont know. But as I got older I started thinking wait a minute I was a lil girl, there should be no excuse for the way she treated and humiliated me. To make this short, it was like Ike and Tina. She was Ike (though Ike's a Scorpio, my mom's a Taurus). Anyways, for 23 years of taking abuse... I just let her have it. We'd had fall outs in the past, but this is the most recent. Usually she was the one beating me severely, when I was 6 to 13... giving me bloody noses, beating me w a 2 by 4, and it's all really sick right? She'd make it an all day event or send me to school like that, and I wouldnt tell anyone. Well that night, we got into an arguement in the car, and when we got out I jump through her si of the passenger door, punched her in the face, she fell back on the concrete on her drive way and I was yelling and cursing her out, beating her head on the cement, she has a blad spot from me pulling out a chunk of her hair... she had a black eye and all. She was screaming for me to get off of her, but I told her NO! I was so enraged w hate for her, and it seethed in me for 23 years. I told ppl about it all my life, but it wasnt taken seriously. I think that's mainly part of the reason why I was so quick to take no shit from no one! I dont know why I took so much shit from her. My cousin got mad at me when I was 11, so I punched him in the face and gave him a black eye. I used to frequent underground punk shows all the time and ppl would start fights w me, and I would beat them up and get thrown out of clubs all the time. When I was 15 I bashed this girl in the face w a Pepsi can. Every lil

I still have a horrible temper. After that I still did stuff and snapped, at friends, at ppl I didnt know out in public. Just recently I got mad at my brother, and he thought his mom or dad was coming to get him, and when he saw me coming (bc he knew that I was mad at him), he said: Oh crap! Oh crap! Oh crap! But I wasnt mad anymore, I just let it go. It's just too much emotion and impatience, and Im going to fuck myself over you know. I just get so irritable at times, I dont know.

My anger comes primarily from being a victim of child abuse. I think I do have a naturally short temper, but it wouldnt be so easy to provoke by such trivial things, if the abuse wasnt a factor. I would start fights w a really good friend and a friend of his, just for excitement. When I did I was running my mouth off so much, his friend pulled out a knife on me. I just didnt care, and felt that he was bluffing... and it was over sth so simply, we were dancing and I was seducing him, then I laughed in his face, and said sth sarcastic (bc I was leading him on, just to reject him- just totally do a bitch switch), and it worked he got sooo mad! and I kept on talking so much shit. Then my friend came in b/t us, then I started talking shit to the both of them, so my friend turned on me too.

I dont know why I do stuff like that. But what I do know is that I dont want my past to have that sort of power over me, you know? I always tell myself, one day Im going to be the one beat up. So I saw a Pyschologist for a while, and it helped tremendously, and I will resume. bc I get so angry at my dad lately, and having to solve his problems. he's like a big manipulative overly defensive baby (he's a Cancer). but my siblings need me, and he cant do a lot of things (bc he's too emotionally over-whelmed). but Im not going to be around forever (baby sit), I have a career. but i dont feel that way about my aunts, uncles, friends... I mean I trust other ppl more than my own parents!

Usually though, Im really easy-going and rational. I graduated from U of H, and I've had an awesome career, I have a great network (associates), landed the best business mentor, friends, family, siblings, relationship w men... but there's a v dark corner in my soul that rears it's ugly head occasionally that I need to get rid of. It's my enemy.

You know everyone has their past, some are better than others, and the ones who didnt have it great, well it sooner or later manifest in the future. Like some girls/boys: end up repeating the cycle and being abusers themselves, or women become fast, or pick the wrong men, or they turn to drugs, or are just morally depraved (more often a combination). What happen to me was INTENSE ANGER! But I'd tried to harness it, thanks to the law, and my personal want for a better life. But sometimes, I would slip, and would just have to Thank "whoever" for another chance.

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lol, thanks you guys, maybe you all should start an all-brit forum

well at least a forum, that really does have a limit of 50 words, and that doesnt touch your nerves. I simply replied, yeah I had a lot to say on that touchy subject. and i was wrong, v wrong, but it all did happen.

i'll refrain from saying anything too intense on here, and keep it light and short.

You can say what you like Pink...We aren't stopping you..express away...better out than in I say!

Never mind the dutch..what do they know 😛

But yeah beating up your mother is kinda really bad..but at least you acknowledge your mistakes..perhaps move on and maybe ask for forgiveness? Hell I didn't like my father growing up but I respected him tons and would never dream of doing anything that bad..irrespective of however much hatred I had for him growing up..I put it down to raging hormones..dealt with by playing LOTS of sport..Hate is all consuming at that age..Let it sliiiiiide...

Peace

I acknowledge that it was wrong. I dont think that anyone should put their hands on anyone else, though I've done it in the past. That wasnt me having an emotional break down finding someone to confide in and it's nothing that I brush under the rug. Like I said it's what happen. Anyone who knows me- knows what happened, even prospective employers knew, bc I told them. I understand that it could of meant real time.

Well Im here now, and if I ever do sth like that again, then I dont deserve to be apart of society. I've taken it in and see it for what it is, and what I am... and that's that, I have to change

I know that wont sit well for some of you, it'll translate to not enough remorse, but I do feel remorse. I wish I had never done it.

It may seem unjust that Im walking around free and all, w my potential, but I am. And bc I am Ive taken steps to weed out that potential.


Im sorry Ms Morals it messed me up having a mom tell me she was going to kill me, I didnt trust her or have that respect for her, deep down. I just kept on going back to her when she kept on calling me saying she needed my help. So I mean I did respect her, but at the expense of surpressing my feelings. I tried to reach out to her, called child protective srvc's... brought up counseling w her... I played sports, listened to music, minimized my problems... but the DAM broke, and I do regret it. I wish I would of found a constructive way, I didnt see it coming nor did I plan it- it was so spur of the moment.

And you know what it happens all the time to ppl, and they end up killing someone, it just gets to be too late. Anybody who is so dependent (a child), on their mother- it's a trap and when your constantly being torn apart in a various ways it does sth major to you.

There's respect, but it's hard.

Cmon Guys!!

I feel almost all people on this forum are here just for the fun of it..to socialize virtually and such...but sometimes someone may feel like venting out stuff..to have a feeling of getting some kinda 'virtual support' by just off-loading some of their private stuff..after all such forums do serve the purpose of allowing people to anonymously speak out.

Do not be rude to people..just ignore them instead of being mean..

not supporting anything here..but we do not know what each of us has been through to be where we are now.

Peace.

Totally Rancid, but ppl *rolls eyes* there's no explaining to them when they dont want to understand it. Some ppl are just black and white, so you just lv them in their lil world.

11/10/89 ..... your kin is 91



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