I suppose occasionally this occurs with me, but lately I have been increasingly desensitized regarding emotions. kind of like I'm going through the motions. I'm not sad or depressed. I'm just here. I have fun and have been going out. I went out with a guy the past couple days and to me it was just "an event that was occurring". it is important to me. so is he. however I don't know what it is I'm supposed to feel. I haven't even felt the need to communicate with him today. I kind of don't even want to. I'm sure it's just a phase, but has anyone else had days like this? some days where you just want to be alone maybe. want to escape....? I'm still trying to even understand what this is. maybe it's my lack of sleep (LOL) and I'm just overthinking it. it's very strange though. I always have random periods like this, but this one has lasted me quite a bit of time. it's very strange and confusing. the end of July to mid August I was an emotional trainwreck and very sensitive. now I'm the polar opposite. not sure what happened there.
