Scorpio - emotions and their extremes

This topic was created in the Scorpio forum by Hadhafangs on Tuesday, January 20, 2015 and has 4 replies.
So to give you some details about me:
Scorpio Male
planet sign degree motion
Sun Scorpio 0??31'14 in house 8 direct
Moon Sagittarius 10??41'47 in house 9 direct
Mercury Scorpio 23??44'14 in house 9 direct
Venus Scorpio 16??21'37 in house 9 direct
Mars Leo 16??53'41 end of house 5 direct
Jupiter Virgo 4??32'51 in house 6 direct
Saturn Virgo 22??30'45 in house 7 direct
Uranus Scorpio 20??01'49 in house 9 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 18??31'10 in house 10 direct
Pluto Libra 19??35'25 in house 8 direct
True Node Virgo 6??56'22 in house 6 retrograde

Generally, we Scorpios know what we are, and what we aren't. We try to be masters of our emotions, and know the very heights and depths of them. During my 35 years on this planet, I thought I knew the highs and lows of my emotions, until recently.
As we are water, I thought the following description might be useful -(Scorpios excuse me - as we know this part) At any point in time there is a maelstrom of emotions swirling and swirling, fighting each other to get to the surface to breath before getting pulled back down in the monster whirlpool. This all changed.
I met this girl at work, we had spoken on the odd occasion. Stunning girl, but with work, you tend to be a bit more cautious. I'm outsourced IT support, so we see each other when work requires, and she is quite busy in her job. On the specific day, she asked me to check out some things as they had new people starting. We were standing fairly close to each other during the conversation, where at one point something caught my attention in her eyes, and I focused in on it. Everything around me blurred, the only thing I could see was her face and her eyes drawing me in more and more, but I still conscious enough to maintain conversation. The maelstrom calmed, like someone had put a plug in the drain. My mind felt clear, and peace from the war of emotions filled me like I was standing in an open field - free from everything. This was brand new - where did this come from. I don't know this girl, why is she making me feel like this. After the conversation was done, and she broke eye contact - the plug was pulled and the maelstrom was back at full intensity. I'm still dumbfounded by the intensity I felt during that moment.
I tried to get to know her outside of work, but she asked to keep it professional. I respected her wishes. 2 days after this unfortunate part of the story - she
I tried to get to know her outside of work, but she asked to keep it professional. I respected her wishes. 2 days after this unfortunate part of the story - she didn't arrive for work. a week went by without seeing her at work. I thought she may be sick. Last night I had a dream about her - she was lying in a hospital bed, where I had gone to visit her. I made nothing of it. This morning at work, I was standing outside when she arrived. Again - just seeing her everything faded away , the peace and clarity came and then I was hit by the reality of her return. She arrived with a bandaged arm and was walking very uncomfortably. Seeing her hurt - I could feel my heart beating through my entire body - in my chest, in my throat, and even all the way down my legs. Every beat vibrated my entire body. I had felt this before, but not with this intensity. She had been in an accident. I briefly wished her well and told her I was glad to see she was OK. I was having trouble speaking, my throat quickly became hoarse from this intense heartbeat that was now almost paralyzing my ability to speak. When I left her presence, everything started to go back to the normal routine of the emotional vortex I know and deal with on a normal daily basis.
I cannot explain away these intense emotions - I know what it's like to like someone or to be in love. The levels on intensity I feel when I'm near her, have me so confused I don't know how to deal with them, or what to make of them. I feel an intense pull towards her, and an overwhelming urge to make sense of it. Why our paths crossed.
AArrrrgh. My Scorpio head!!!!! *bangs head against wall*
Wow. I can't really relate, but....wow.
Posted by PhoenixRising
Wow. I can't really relate, but....wow.



Could you elaborate on the wow? smile

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