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Jan 18, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 16126 · Topics: 1726
Hello All,
Well the saga continues. Have spent the last several months uncovering so many things with my scorpio soulmate. wow. We are still long distance geographically but, in each others hearts always. I am going to DO SOMETHING as was suggested by others in a previous post. (10/26/01).
I will go spend a week with him in his home town. I've never been and he has made the trek to my doorstep many times in the past. He's been asking me to come visit his home, and It's time I took a chance, let myself be vulnerable... show him that I can open my heart.
Oh, the anticipation! Oh, the nerves. I have never been so lacking in self assurance where romance is concerned. Face to Face and heart to heart is surely gonna be awesome. I haven't seen him for over 2 years. I am so nervous and scared that I'll be just STUPID the whole time. lol. This man knows more about me than any man has ever known. Over the past 11 years it's been the most intimate relationship. I am going with high hopes, and trying like hell not to have too many expectations! We've never been physicaly intimate and well.... we've talked about it and I'm trying not to get to hung up on that happening but damn it all I want this guy. lol I have two weeks to get myself together and have some kind of perspective that allows me to be what god has intended for me to be. Whatever that is!!! I know that I will always love him like no other and it doesn't matter about much else. You wouldn't believe the whole story! Of course, we are not married to other people or anything like that. Just undeniably connected. Wish me luck and offer any advise that seems relevant.
Thanks,
love struck for 10 years and counting!
S
Well, I am so glad you are not married to other people. That would really suck.
The one who I thought was my "soulmate" did marry someone else, so did I. We each married fellow Scorpios to boot.
Only I have filed them divorce papers, and my "soulmate" Scorpio hasn't.
Sooooooooo....F him!!!!!!!!I am more than sure that someone more worthy will replace him and he knows it too.