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okay, here's my situation.
There is a girl in my class,
we met outside of class one day, she was sitting with her friend.
she initiated the conversation,
and we talked and us three connected really well,
I'm a Taurus, she's a Scorpio, and her friend is a Capricorn.
idk if you've heard of the dynamic of Taurus-Scorpio-Capricorn,
but that axis creates very very intense energies, it was the same energy that fueled WWII.
Anyway,
so in this story we have,
Scorpio (damsel in distress/femme fatale witch)
Taurus (knight in shiny armor/spiritual wizard)
Capricorn (corporate queen/wanton vampire)
when I saw the Scorpio girl, it was love at first sight.
when we parted after the first meeting,
in that very moment, as I looked into her eyes,
it was like a connection of the soul.
and by her smile, it was like I felt peace in a lifetime of war.
when the sun set that day, she cast a spell on me.
And then days in class went by,
The capricorn girl was sort of like a player type,
she had a boyfriend and still flirted with me.
But I didn't respond to it, and then she felt resentment because I didn't respond to her signals.
As they walk by me in class twice a week,
the Scorpio would look at me lovingly, while the capricorn girl always gives me evil looks.
So every time they come in, I would always look at the Scorpio girl and never the other,
and the capricorn was angry, that my attention was fixed on her friend.
we had very little time to talk in person,
I have work schedule right after class,
so I have to drive before the traffic hits.
so we have very little time to talk in person, except online.
then as I grew weary of the Capricorn girl's resentment,
I was talking to the Scorpio girl online, and I told her that her friend is manipulative and judgmental.
and then they ended up blocking me.
and then the Cold War began,
after that I apologized to the Scorpio girl about it,
and we were okay again.
I also noticed that she was often really sad,
she is happy when she wears black, ice when she wears white,
and she is really nervous and tense when she wears gray,
a very sad vibe and energy.
Then one day in class,
I decided to say hi to her friend as she walked by,
just to relieve the tension of the Cold War,
I didn't want to make a woman feel ignored all the time.
Right at that moment,
the scorpio girl walked in, wearing gray,
she looked at me with an evil smile,
like the underworld gett
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ing ready to strike.
then after class, I was talking to the capricorn girl,
I apologized to her for judging her and being cold.
in the mean time, the scorpio girl saw that, and she thought I was now moving to her friend,
then she gave me a nasty look of hate, and then..
went and talked to the lady professor that I've been stalking her,
I've been bothering her, and she said no but I wouldn't stop,
that I'm dangerous and want to hurt her.
she used all her femme fatale ways to get in the head of the teacher,
and the teacher was furious, she came to me and started yelling.
Then she walked with the girls and wrote a report about me,
and turned it to the dean's office.
so I came to the teacher and told her my side of the story.
she understood it very well, but the damage has been done,
I'm awaiting a hearing from the student council.
When I came home that day, I was really hurt,
and I told myself that should hate her.
But I don't.
I still don't hate her.
it's very strange.
You know those times that you felt infatuated and thought it was love at first sight,
but it was false and you were disappointed?
well, I still feel exactly the same way as I did with her when we first met,
she stung me with the scorpio poison, added with the gray lizard venom,
it hurt like hell, and I'm in a lot of trouble now.
But strangely, I still love her, the love at first sight never went away,
I still feel it, exactly the same, I love her unconditionally.
It's not lust, it's pure love.
So what am I to do in this situation?
What do scorpios do when after they hurt someone,
and that person is still there for them?
and how can I repair this?
should I just walk away and leave it to Fate, that which brought us together,
is this Fate testing me to see if I would run?
Please, tell me.
My education might be at risk, lol.
And I feel like, for years I've been searching the universe,
and saw it in the stars in her eyes.
I understand the scorpio revenge, because I have it too.
the taurus vengeance is a different form.
but Same dark energy.
I can ease her pain, I know how her soul feels,
because mine is quite similar, but opposite to it,
I suffer from nihilism rather than what the scorpio feels.
we've never kissed, We haven't even talked that much.
I can just let her go, but I can never love someone else to this degree.
I finally know now what it means to love unconditionally.
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Apr 05, 2010Comments: 0 · Posts: 312 · Topics: 34
damn, this is like a romance novel,
this conflict is impossible to resolve.
The feeling was not of this Earth,
and for 2 months I tried to convince myself that "this is NOT the one."
because I never really believed in love.
but from the first look, to now, I know she's the one.
there's both external and internal conflict.
and now with this situation, like all hope is lost.
I know there's nothing I can do, just gotta leave it to Fate.
I want to hear more from Scorps themselves,
what do you guys feel about this?
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yeah, I know I did fk it up.
we're dealing some volatile emotional energy,
but here's what it really is from your list.
1. no, when I felt it, I backed away, I know I can't afford to fall at this moment in my life.
I don't know whether I can trust a scorp, especially when she says one thing and means another,
yet continued to give me signals.
2. her friend was manipulative and conniving, I was nice to her at first,
but then she started resenting me when I resisted her charms.
3. I did make a judgment about her friend because I was tired of the evil look and manipulation.
and the scorpio girl even after she blocks me,
continued to make eye contacts, smiling, winking, etc.
I'm into her, but this is not honest communication, it's like there's two of her in one person.
4. you're right about this one,
I had wanted to talk to her friend to resolve the conflict,
because there was too much tension.
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Aug 04, 2010Comments: 1 · Posts: 3043 · Topics: 38
I'm a Scorpio female with a Taurus and it is fantastic... I think she is not the right Scorpio for you/she is not at your maturity level.
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Any Scorpio woman who will stoop to that level (reporting you as a stalker) doesn't deserve your time. You did not deserve that kind of treatment.
If I was in that situation with a Taurus and saw him talking to my best friend... I would just talk ask him what was going on.
She will just end up treating you worse and become more manipulative now, if you let her.
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So just because the Capricorn girl made evil looks from your rejection she's manipulative and conniving.
I could see you wanting to relieve the tension from the Cap so you speak and say hi, but right when the Scorpio looked at you that should have been you que to leave it alone. For the scorpio to see you again talking to the Cap looked as if you were trying to make her jealous, which the Scorps initial reaction probably pushed you to push for even more out of her. You got it all right lol.
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the connection is still there,
if we see each others again, it'll come right back for us,
but she already blew up the situation, so there's no hope left.
and we've been moved to different classes,
so the only thing left is Fate.
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but damn,
this was an experience of Fatal Attraction.
it was both star crossed (opposite sign) and love and first sight.
our sun sign are opposite, and our moon sign are the same, (capricorn)
both our mars and venus are opposite,
so does our rising sign and lilith.
what the hell..