*venting* I feel.. left out :(

So its probably really stupid, but I know ya'll know that my head and heart don't connect. So regardless if its entirely illogical its how I feel and so that is what it is. Saw the taurus friday. Then he had to work saturday, I was off, sat home alone hoping I could see him after, he went out with his coworkers. Sunday, he studied for tests all day. Today, he went to a concert.. I'm home alone. Now granted he had these tickets for 3 months.. but I feel left out. Shouldn't I be more important? Guess it would help if I didn't just move here and my one friend in the area has opposite schedule of mine.. but damn it. My feelers are hurt...

Not stupid, Human emotion, its natural. Keep this in mind girly and chin up! "The only people you need in your life, are the ones who need you in theirs" Maybe he's just not worth your time and its just too soon to know it.

What's wrong with him having a life? o.o

I know happy kitsune, which is why I said its entirely illogical. Just the way I was feeling.

Love ya soul sister. 🙂

But what made u say that this time? Lol

Gawd ... you whine so much.


yeah, that's probably the reason why you feel alone .. now you could do your usual thing and think 'hate' towards me for telling you the truth .. or, you could be an adult, and actually listen to benefit yourself.


the reason why he doesnt' want to spend time with you is because you whine ALL THE TIME

Posted by everevolvingepithet
zomg! lion's paw !

arf arf🙂

Lol yeah that lil kitty better watch out :3

Posted by ellessque
meh, we only whine on HERE.

you know this. you have offspring that is a scorpio. i bet you NEVER hear him whine. i can't REMEMBER the last time I whined to a family member or friend. complete stone face. no expression. they don't know if i'm happy to see them or if i want to kick their ass.

You know this is not true Elle. Scorpios whine so much and tell other people not to whine. Psh, stone face my ass 😛

P-Demon, go fuck yourself. I'm sure you'd enjoy it, since you are the only one who would do such a thing.

I put in the post TITLE that it was venting. Yes, I do use dxpnet to vent. And my best friends. I doubt he even knows I was hurt. And I'm pretty much over it. So he'll never know. We whine all the time? We just have feelings. Don't usually TALK about them, at least not to whomever it is they are about.

If that bitch replies to one of my posts again I'm blocking. *rolls eyes*

I'm not really feeling CLINGY per se, just that I kind of feel.. like I should have been invited? And I wasn't? So it makes me feel unsure of where I stand? I'm doing that scorpio conspiracy thing and wondering if he's married with kids at home. Or if he's ashamed of being with me. Since he's never let me come over, and never taken me out with anyone else he knows. Its probably nothing, but we (scorpios) can't help but be suspicious. I've gotten to the 'sit back and wait for him to screw it up' stage. Or the 'testing' stage. Depending on how you want to phrase it. So I'm being very observant.. so far, he hasn't. But this gets put in my memory bank to see if it is a recurring theme.

KOL, that sounds fun. NSA. Buy us plane tickets. lol.

His chart:
Rising Sign is in 10 Degrees Leo
Sun is in 11 Degrees Taurus.
Moon is in 15 Degrees Capricorn.
Mercury is in 25 Degrees Taurus.
Venus is in 22 Degrees Gemini.
Mars is in 19 Degrees Taurus.
Jupiter is in 09 Degrees Sagittarius.
Saturn is in 00 Degrees Scorpio.
Uranus is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius
Neptune is in 28 Degrees Sagittarius.
Pluto is in 27 Degrees Libra
N. Node is in 25 Degrees Gemini.

Mine:
Rising Sign is in 00 Degrees Taurus
Sun is in 28 Degrees Scorpio.
Moon is in 03 Degrees Gemini.
Mercury is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius.
Venus is in 12 Degrees Libra.
Mars is in 01 Degrees Libra.
Jupiter is in 16 Degrees Sagittarius.
Saturn is in 09 Degrees Scorpio.
Uranus is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius.
Neptune is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius.
Pluto is in 00 Degrees Scorpio.
N. Node is in 15 Degrees Gemini

I posted that mostly for Elle's sake.. but if anyone else would like to take a stab at it (except P-demon, I hope she dies) feel free.

Reading through that.. it doesnt make sense. Isn't pluto supposed to take years to change? We're born in the same year..

The other thing that goes along with this.. is I think about him *constantly*. Stupid having to be black and white about things. 9.9 Only times I'm not is when Im busy or with/talking to other people. So when I spend the whole weekend NOT busy and NOT with anyone else, it just builds and builds. Which is why I said it would be easier if I had friends here. I'd have less time to think about him.

Posted by ellessque
LOL

we whine to sags because they don't mind listening....then they grab us by the hand and tell us "Get the hell over it, we've got somewhere to goooooooooooooooo"...and it's forgotten about.

I guess so. I don't mind listening, but after a while it gets old and I get headaches x.x

LoL Happy.. you didn't have to read this. 😛

I do like the Sag approach too, it isn't easy, its a bit abrasive (even when they're being nice), but it does get me out of it pretty fast for the most part. Course man when I fight with sag's its baaddd..

~~~

fml. He's leaving town for the weekend most likely. *bummed*

on my mind constantly and when she's not around me, I feel unwanted

Yes.

Posted by Skykomish
LoL Happy.. you didn't have to read this. 😛

I do like the Sag approach too, it isn't easy, its a bit abrasive (even when they're being nice), but it does get me out of it pretty fast for the most part. Course man when I fight with sag's its baaddd..

~~~

fml. He's leaving town for the weekend most likely. *bummed*

I didn't mean you whine too much. Just the scorpios in my immediate life.

I'm feeling like a clingy douche, and I don't want to be

This too. Bleh I hate clinginess.

Its okay, I wasn't offended lol.

No way Elle .. the whinyness of the Scorpio is totally transparant ... you're not hiding anything. Every person knows you guys whine all the time.

Hell, look at ScorpioDreamer ... look at Skykomish ... it's like a pity fest.


The reason why this Taurus boy doesn't want to play with you all the time is because you cry about aweful life is ... boohoo, that's why.


That is why Pisces boy didn't want to play with you either.



Your choice .... you can get angry and stomp your feet like a little girl, or, you can hear the message and do something to help yourself.

Posted by happykitsune

Posted by ellessque
meh, we only whine on HERE.

you know this. you have offspring that is a scorpio. i bet you NEVER hear him whine. i can't REMEMBER the last time I whined to a family member or friend. complete stone face. no expression. they don't know if i'm happy to see them or if i want to kick their ass.

You know this is not true Elle. Scorpios whine so much and tell other people not to whine. Psh, stone face my ass 😛

click to expand

See, like that ^^^^^^ we all see it.

Posted by Skykomish
I'm feeling like a clingy douche, and I don't want to be

This too. Bleh I hate clinginess.

You feel that way because you are clingy douche.

So, why don't you at least attempt to help yourself, rather than come into dxp to whimper about it?

Thats it, /block. I'm so tired of watching you attack everyone.

BTW, the Taurus DOES want to spend time with me, he's just busy. And *I* told the Pisces no. He's clingy and insecure, and controlling. He was majorly disappointed. So, you are an idiot, as I expected and knew all along.

Posted by Skykomish
Thats it, /block. I'm so tired of watching you attack everyone.

BTW, the Taurus DOES want to spend time with me, he's just busy. And *I* told the Pisces no. He's clingy and insecure, and controlling. He was majorly disappointed. So, you are an idiot, as I expected and knew all along.

Am this suppose to be a punishment ... like a threat?

Did you stomp your feet? Slam the door?

I'm sure he is busy, yes of course ... the OP is in code, it actually says you are delighted because he DOES want to spend time with you, and you weren't crying about it all.

Bling ... you are an exception

Posted by Skykomish

Then he had to work saturday, I was off, sat home alone hoping I could see him after, he went out with his coworkers. Sunday, he studied for tests all day. Today, he went to a concert.. I'm home alone. Now granted he had these tickets for 3 months.. but I feel left out. Shouldn't I be more important? Guess it would help if I didn't just move here and my one friend in the area has opposite schedule of mine.. but damn it. My feelers are hurt...

This is for you, since you apparantly forgot from the first page ..... you were throw a tantrum like a little kid because Taurus wanted to spend a little time with some friends.

And to answer your question: No, you aren't more important than going to a concert. How do I know that? Because he goes to a concert without you.

And so long as you continue to cry about it .. you'll sit home alone next weekend too.

If you plan on having an adult relationship, then I suggest you stop seeking pity .. nobody makes you sit at home to cry about being alone, except for you

Posted by P-Angel
No way Elle .. the whinyness of the Scorpio is totally transparant ... you're not hiding anything. Every person knows you guys whine all the time.

Hell, look at ScorpioDreamer ... look at Skykomish ... it's like a pity fest.


The reason why this Taurus boy doesn't want to play with you all the time is because you cry about aweful life is ... boohoo, that's why.


That is why Pisces boy didn't want to play with you either.



Your choice .... you can get angry and stomp your feet like a little girl, or, you can hear the message and do something to help yourself.

Are you kidding me P-brain? STFU! You want to talk about somebody whining— How about the fact that you whined to the dxp gods and had the thread ("P-angel sucks") that "Virgo69" created about you on the misc board deleted because you couldn't handle the heat! Can dish it but can't take it, I see. Leave this girl alone and stop trying to bully everybody you dumb bitch!

Posted by happykitsune
What's wrong with him having a life? o.o

Apparantly it's not permitted.

I shouldn't have said that out loud.

Carry on ........

Lol, thanks 69.. I sent him a text how his day was when he was at the concert &he told me he was there, I said 'i wasnt invited..' So, then yesterday he sent me a text saying 'was thinking about u, hope u had a good day' and I wasnt hurt anymore, so I just replied in a pleasant, conversational manner, and he told me he might be going home for the weekend but he cant wait to see me again, and he misses me. So I think he got the hint. ^.^

Happened to read this before I logged in.. aww look, how cute, P-Demon's mad because I'm ignoring her.