The Wasp, The Boy, The Man ☽

There was a time when a huge wasp came into

my house. This might have been last year?

It was down stairs and for some reason

I dropped into fear. I don't normally drop

into fear as quickly with insects. I think

maybe the ones that fly, being that they

are much faster and the fact that they

can follow you pretty much anywhere,

is what brings terror to my mind at times.



I have experienced before what another animal is

feeling or wanting but being that I was not in my

heart but in fear, I had dropped down into my root

intelligence, my survival.



🔥



The wasp was in the kitchen and I first

started to capture the wasp with cups

and glass but I was afraid.



So I stopped.



I barely came close and would figure things

out based on my fear and positioning only*.



So I then began to throw paper balls from

a distance but I would make Shaq proud.





So I miss again and again...



again... again....Over and Over.

Airball and Airball to the sky.





The wasp then goes behind my clock hanging

on the kitchen wall to hide from my madness.



How do you think the wasp felt in this moment?



You might have a better idea compared to me

at this time for I was opporating from fear, and

fear blocks from really knowing from another.



I was just way too scared to know. I was too afraid.



I was seperate.



So I walk up stairs

and lay down to rest.



I fall asleep into the next morning.



🔥



As I lay there the next morning before sunrise,



I think of this wasp.



I think of this wasp:



🔥 keeping me from eating breakfast.



I think of this wasp:



🔥keeping me from feeding my dog.



I think of this wasp:



🔥 keeping me from enjoying my home.



I become LIVID.





🔥🔥🔥





I RUN down stairs and see that the wasp

was now on one of my cabinets just still.



It was just there.



Not moving.



I immediately pick up one of my snow boots and head over and cover the wasp.



To my suprise though, the wasp simply marched into

the opening as if to convey that she was just tired..



she just wanted to be free from all this...





So I cover the opening of my boot



and I free the wasp outside.



🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥



I come back into the kitchen and look down

and see my attempts to capture the wasp

scattered all over the kitchen floor.



Balled up paper every where...

glass and vases here and there...



And I think to myself,

Why did it take this long?

And why is my kitchen a mess?





I remember that it didn't take until I was angry

that made me look over my fears. I remember

that I DID NOT CARE if it stung me because



🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

⭐ I WAS NOT GOING TO LET

THIS WASP CONTROL

MY HOUSE!!!⭐

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

That was my answer.

That was my passion.

That was my drive to finally free the wasp.





So I finally ask you.



When was there a time when you immediately flip the switch and changed course for the better? When was there a moment where you said enough is enough and was instantly passionate to manifest your desire faster than you expected?



I feel we all need this fire but sometimes

fire is forgotten or ignored. It doesn't mean

we must stay angered or stay excited .

But we do have to have a strong* reason.

The bigger the dream, the bigger the reason.



Especially in this world that may seem like

we are walking through constant disappointment

And delays. This fire, this drive is going to get us through all of that and bypass fear.

(Yes fear is important guys but in this day in age

it isn't beneficial in my opinion in most situations.)





🔥🔥

We must find the soul in that thing we wish

to have first before we can give that thing life right?



Otherwise... Frankenstein will never rise.



🔥⚡🔥

Wow. I can't believe I red that whole thing from beginning to the end. I must be bored. I can't remember the last time I immediately flipped the switch and change course. And as far as insects goes, cockroaches frightens the hell out of me. Especially those flying ones. If you never see me run, believe me that'll be the day.

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Wow. I can't believe I red that whole thing from beginning to the end. I must be bored. I can't remember the last time I immediately flipped the switch and change course. And as far as insects goes, cockroaches frightens the hell out of me. Especially those flying ones. If you never see me run, believe me that'll be the day.

Thank you and

Bless you @Jumpin_Jupiter!!! 🙏



I know I know lol..

I don't like to write long long post 😖



Just was pulled to because the meaning is

so important I feel for us to reach our dreams.

Ohhh the roaches are so smart! And FAST!

Beautifully said, Aju!

Fear is a driving force for change. Unfortunately, what often stops us from flipping the switch is not the fear, but a lack of motivation and energy. Then all we could do is open the window and let the wasp find it's way out by itself, hopefully before the temperature in the room drops to freezing levels...

Posted by GeminiJim
It was a wasp not an escaped lion 😂

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣



Man I was stung 2 years ago just walking outside.

They put fear in my bones this day loll



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Posted by Undine
Beautifully said, Aju!


Fear is a driving force for change. Unfortunately, what often stops us from flipping the switch is not the fear, but a lack of motivation and energy. Then all we could do is open the window and let the wasp find it's way out by itself, hopefully before the temperature in the room drops to freezing levels...

Thank you and bless you! @Undine! 🙂🙏

Yes, fear is the driving force but in the opposite

direction of that very thing we want.



It slows dreams down...



Cause needless detours....



Yes, the FIRE. is what helps us.

That is what we need in everything we desire >>

EDIT: and a lot of us forget that and just simply

wish and dream.. keeping behind doors...

to rest away from our hands

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Posted by poppyflower
My Taurus Mercury usually say things with a touch of humility and rounded tact. I use words like probably to account for possibility of error but more often than not, I’m sure of what I’m doing.


One person saw that as weakness. She never trusted that I could do well in my job.


So one time I had enough. Straight up told her yes I can do it and in my mind I was like “F off, no matter what, I will not ask her for help”.

Thank you and bless you @poppyflower 🙏🙂

Wow so she looked at that as weakness.

So do you use that more so when taking

credit, to show humility, or you express right?

Or do you express the word "probably" when

you are planning to achieve something such

as task? That might scare her for sure if true?

Do you feel that she helped you

at all for no longer saying "probably" when you

say you will do a task if this is what you meant?



Do you still say this?



I hope I'm not rude in any way ! 🙏



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Posted by xxAjuxx

mesmerising ty for this topic @xxajuxx

the gif makes my brain tingle

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Thank you and bless you @x- 🙏☺🙂

Aren't these so beautiful! 🙂

There is a secret reason

as to which is selected 🙂



Wait I hope it doesn't hurt your brain?!

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Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Wow. I can't believe I red that whole thing from beginning to the end. I must be bored. I can't remember the last time I immediately flipped the switch and change course. And as far as insects goes, cockroaches frightens the hell out of me. Especially those flying ones. If you never see me run, believe me that'll be the day.

Thank you and

Bless you @Jumpin_Jupiter!!! 🙏



I know I know lol..


I don't like to write long long post 😖



Just was pulled to because the meaning is

so important I feel for us to reach our dreams.


Ohhh the roaches are so smart! And FAST!

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I don't know why I'm scared of cockroaches. I eat em. Covered in chocolate that is.

For me, the switch is broken. What I need right now is to lie in a sarcophagus to regenerate and heal. I was listening to a pisces musician to try to heal. Somehow they know how everyone feels. Thanks for this m #scorpioplanetproblems.

So to answer, I can't remember when I saw through the fog. But ok, enough of that..

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Wow. I can't believe I red that whole thing from beginning to the end. I must be bored. I can't remember the last time I immediately flipped the switch and change course. And as far as insects goes, cockroaches frightens the hell out of me. Especially those flying ones. If you never see me run, believe me that'll be the day.

Thank you and

Bless you @Jumpin_Jupiter!!! 🙏


I know I know lol..

I don't like to write long long post 😖


Just was pulled to because the meaning is

so important I feel for us to reach our dreams.

Ohhh the roaches are so smart! And FAST!






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I don't know why I'm scared of cockroaches. I eat em. Covered in chocolate that is.

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Ew ew no noooooo. 🤢

You are Beetlejuice?!

What do they taste like?





Ewe noo lol don't sayyy

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Posted by RollergirlOrc
For me, the switch is broken. What I need right now is to lie in a sarcophagus to regenerate and heal. I was listening to a pisces musician to try to heal. Somehow they know how everyone feels. Thanks for this m #scorpioplanetproblems.

So to answer, I can't remember when I saw through the fog. But ok, enough of that..

Thank you and bless you @RollergirlOrc

🙏☺🙂

I understand.

There is not a reason running through

you now that isn't driving you or has never

drawn you to create something you like ?

From a spark or trigger in you?

....

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by RollergirlOrc
For me, the switch is broken. What I need right now is to lie in a sarcophagus to regenerate and heal. I was listening to a pisces musician to try to heal. Somehow they know how everyone feels. Thanks for this m #scorpioplanetproblems.

So to answer, I can't remember when I saw through the fog. But ok, enough of that..

Thank you and bless you @RollergirlOrc


🙏☺🙂


I understand.


There is not a reason running through

you now that isn't driving you or has never


drawn you to create something you like ?


From a spark or trigger in you?


....

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I am fire so part of me is just consuming and consuming. But the other part is nervous energy. I feel the need to dispense energy in order to create. BUT I would also like to shed all judgment if I create something, which is so hard. I draw but then I judge and that stops all creation.

Much love to you ❤️❤️

Posted by RollergirlOrc

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by RollergirlOrc
For me, the switch is broken. What I need right now is to lie in a sarcophagus to regenerate and heal. I was listening to a pisces musician to try to heal. Somehow they know how everyone feels. Thanks for this m #scorpioplanetproblems.

So to answer, I can't remember when I saw through the fog. But ok, enough of that..

Thank you and bless you @RollergirlOrc

🙏☺🙂

I understand.

There is not a reason running through

you now that isn't driving you or has never

drawn you to create something you like ?

From a spark or trigger in you?

....


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I am fire so part of me is just consuming and consuming. But the other part is nervous energy. I feel the need to dispense energy in order to create. BUT I would also like to shed all judgment if I create something, which is so hard. I draw but then I judge and that stops all creation.


Much love to you ❤️❤️

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Oh wow.

I definitely understand that.

I really really do.

I am this way too at times

when it comes to drawing.

I'm a bit sensitive to sharing at times.



Before when you created more,

Did you still judge?



Much love to you as well ! 🙏✨

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Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Wow. I can't believe I red that whole thing from beginning to the end. I must be bored. I can't remember the last time I immediately flipped the switch and change course. And as far as insects goes, cockroaches frightens the hell out of me. Especially those flying ones. If you never see me run, believe me that'll be the day.

Thank you and

Bless you @Jumpin_Jupiter!!! 🙏

I know I know lol..

I don't like to write long long post 😖

Just was pulled to because the meaning is

so important I feel for us to reach our dreams.

Ohhh the roaches are so smart! And FAST!





click to expand

I don't know why I'm scared of cockroaches. I eat em. Covered in chocolate that is.

Ew ew no noooooo. 🤢


You are Beetlejuice?!


What do they taste like?






Ewe noo lol don't sayyy


...

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😆no I'm not Beetlejuice. Lol chocolate covered cockroaches taste good. Kinda more like sweet cereal. Can't find them no more these days.

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Wow. I can't believe I red that whole thing from beginning to the end. I must be bored. I can't remember the last time I immediately flipped the switch and change course. And as far as insects goes, cockroaches frightens the hell out of me. Especially those flying ones. If you never see me run, believe me that'll be the day.

Thank you and

Bless you @Jumpin_Jupiter!!! 🙏

I know I know lol..

I don't like to write long long post 😖

Just was pulled to because the meaning is

so important I feel for us to reach our dreams.

Ohhh the roaches are so smart! And FAST!




click to expand

I don't know why I'm scared of cockroaches. I eat em. Covered in chocolate that is.

Ew ew no noooooo. 🤢

You are Beetlejuice?!

What do they taste like?




Ewe noo lol don't sayyy

...





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😆no I'm not Beetlejuice. Lol chocolate covered cockroaches taste good. Kinda more like sweet cereal. Can't find them no more these days.

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Youuu eweww

🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈



O[ooooo my gosh nope nope nope







...





🤗

Posted by x-

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by x-

Posted by xxAjuxx

mesmerising ty for this topic @xxajuxx this makes my brain tingle

Thank you and bless you @x- 🙏☺🙂

Aren't these so beautiful! 🙂

There is a secret reason

as to which is selected 🙂



Wait I hope it doesn't hurt your brain?!

...





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yes

may i ask y please if u wish to share

i feel asmr & a little hurt but i not post to say it hurt ty bless you aju

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It is....

Some what based on

the direction

of the comments





Theres more too 🙂



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Posted by Saturn_Returns
Scrolling through your OP has given me vertigo...

nooo



😔

Posted by poppyflower

Posted by xxAjuxx

Posted by poppyflower
My Taurus Mercury usually say things with a touch of humility and rounded tact. I use words like probably to account for possibility of error but more often than not, I’m sure of what I’m doing.

One person saw that as weakness. She never trusted that I could do well in my job.

So one time I had enough. Straight up told her yes I can do it and in my mind I was like “F off, no matter what, I will not ask her for help”.

Thank you and bless you @poppyflower 🙏🙂


Wow so she looked at that as weakness.


So do you use that more so when taking

credit, to show humility, or you express right?


Or do you express the word "probably" when

you are planning to achieve something such

as task? That might scare her for sure if true?


Do you feel that she helped you

at all for no longer saying "probably" when you

say you will do a task if this is what you meant?



Do you still say this?



I hope I'm not rude in any way ! 🙏



...







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I use it in general except stopped it with her who got fired shortly after that. I’ve been told that in absence of such modulation, I either sound really confident or condescending. I got a Virgo here pissed off a long time ago for that reason alone lol. I wasn’t trying to scare to her. I just didn’t care how I sound at that point. She looked like she was caught off guard.

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Ohhhh😅😅😅



That's something that she ended up

getting fired though. What in the world.

Scroll scroll scroll scroll.

Srsly JJ, if roaches are a problemo, use a product called indoxacarb! Then coat em in chocolate when you find the eureka in the walls of your house. 😁