OK, so I think my Taurus has calmed down a bit. We talked yesterday as I was in a bit of a bad way and needed some advice about a work situation. I trust his advice above anyone else's. So, I bit the bullet and called him, I actually thought he would ignore or tell me off for calling, since he said never call or text.
Anyway, I explained the situation. We talked it through and he gave me some good advice I acted on. He even called back later to check how it went. Sweet.
So, during the call back I mentioned that I missed him and that I love him. He said he feels the same, but he 'can't'...I asked what he meant and he said, he misses and loves me, but can 'never' be with me again. I told him, I'd respect his decision, but I don't believe in 'never'. I love him and hope that in the future we can work something out, as I can't ever see myself with anyone else, I don't think that after loving him, my heart has the capacity to love another man.
He listened then said (in the most unconvincing voice ever!), that he does believe in 'never', and that he's sorry it has to be that way. So I pointed out that if he really believed in 'never', he said he would 'never' leave me, and he left, so 'never' doesn't mean anything to him. In response he said, "I haven't left you, I am still here. I will always be there for you, I love you. We can be best-friends, go out together and spend time together and you can call me anytime you need me, but as my love, I can't."
WTAF? Sorry, but the level of sexual chemistry and attraction between us, will not let that situation happen!!! If he and I spend time together, hang out and be BFFs, we will end up doing the naughty and he knows it! Not to mention we have a genuine strong love for one another, that's how I knew I could still turn to him and he would help. The same is true the other way. He knows he can come to me anytime and I'll have his back. Why set up for a head fuck?
I love him so much, and I know that he loves me just as much, if not more! HELP!!!! I can't reject his friendship offer, but if I am around him, I won't be able to control or cope with the feeling of wanting to kiss him or hold his hand, or cuddle up to him or just straight jump him and fuck his brains out!!! Will he be able to cope/resist as a Taurus? What should I do? What does it ALL mean?!!!