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Aug 19, 2006Comments: 0 · Posts: 800 · Topics: 31
God, NO. If anything, I have yet to "fall in love"
Although I've begun to think I must be incapable of it.
It's a feat to even, just, spark my interest. Real interest.
I think I've felt every other emotion but love.
Lust, infatuation, jealousy, obsession, affection, yes, but not love.
And just as the emotions seem to overwhelm me in a short fury,
they're just.. gone..
My feelings and emotions are incredibly inconsistent.
I love my partner one day but not the next. So I'm just
happy to have a good partner.. but maybe that's why mine eyes
constantly flicker.. -_o I crave new stimulus.
You may accuse me of having emotional affairs from time to
time but that's as far as that goes. I generally flee from
such situations. I run back to my security blanket!
I'd never say that aloud, it sounds god awful..
I'm thinking.. I wish I could fall in love but maybe the whole
problem is that I don't let myself. I do not knowwwww lol
But today I'm awfully excited to see my beau so I'm going to
enforce a bear-hug attack lmao
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Jan 28, 2010Comments: 0 · Posts: 6890 · Topics: 172
Venus in Aries so I fall into extreme like/lust fairly easy. It could be misconstrued as love but uhm "love?" Whadat?
By the time I am "in love" or recognize the emo, it'd probably be a year or so into the deal. I will have love for my partner but I think the actual commitment of heart and mind take a while with taurus. I think its due to our need for security. In order to know the feelings are real, that they are not fleeting, I need time. I mean seriously, how do you REALLY know without experience? I dunno how much I love ya until I'm faced with the prospect of quittin ya.
Out of love? Takes forevah! All in or all out. I need to know that the horse is dead not dying. As long as it appears to be breathing, I'll feed it. So pulling the trigger isn't my strong suit but once I bus' a cap, it's a kill shot.