DXP Saturday Night... all losers welcome

Here I am 8:23 Saturday night... nothing to do, well there is but I'm stuck in my chair, its got some sort of grip on me which won't let me get up... if only the tv would turn on I'd beat it but the remote is beyond my reach... dxp at my reach 🙂

Hey I'm thinking I could turn this into my blog ah ha ha ha ha

I'm feeling very angry... oh there it's gone... coming coming coming back...? no dammit it's gone... feel nothing... so neutral it's scary... almost eerie

I'd like to comment on something very weird that crossed my mind a couple of days ago. I was listening to a psychic talk about something like 'astro walk'...? blah something like that but it means that you're soul leaves your body and wanders...

She said that some people might actually mistake you for a ghost if you wander far enough. There was a lady that recalled getting up and floating to her mothers room and saying 'Everything will be fine, everything will be fine' she herself didn't know why she said that and although it had felt too real she waved it off as a dream.

I believe I've had about two dreams where I was a ghost but I only recall one a loooong time ago:

I was standing on a street I don't know (as a ghost) and was desperately trying to warn everyone to leave! to save themselves! to run! but no one could hear me or see me! except for one person who stopped and kept looking around to see if anyone else could see me, but they didn't and she didn't believe herself. I kept trying to warn her and trying to make her warn others but it was too late... a huge wave rose and flooded everything! Including the lady who could see me, it took her away and that was it. Imagine if I had somehow foreseen the tsunami... wow that would be weird.... oooh I'm krazy

I did have a dream where I predicted everything that would happen the next day though... EXACTLY how the events would take place... every single detail was accurate, so much so that I knew exactly what would happen next... I was so amazed the whole day that I couldn't believe it but then things would happen that I knew would happen and I'd be WOWED all over again... I even knew saw my classmates clothes! of course I was a kid and no one believed me. I'd go to bed hoping it'd happen again for a long time after but no such luck yet 😢

Roses are red
violets are blue
I am sweet
and you are poo

I'm sure that I am reincarnated but I can't remember why I thought I was a japanese soldier... fighter...? why tc why? One day I walked infront of the mirror and I scared myself and not because I'm ugly but I was shocked that I was a woman... so I'm crazy... it's so good I can tell you guys... complete strangers *sigh*

Has any of you ever felt possessed because I have and I lose touch with reality... I'm wondering if I need help...

To Do List:

-Go Sky diving
-Go bungee jumping (other than at a fair)
-Become part of a motorcycle gang
-Learn to do stunts
-Fly a plane (myself)
-Make out with girl
-Date a male stripper
-Become a trucker
-Drive monster truck and run over cars
-Blow up icecream truck
-Drive professional race car...crash it
-Dig up a corpse

So much to do so little time.... la la la -get off computer 'never!' -never say never 'never never never na na na na na' -you're dumb 'who ARE you' -you 'no...?' -yes

a bee flies through the air, air has flies and bee, bee kills flies, bee can't fly, fly never was

I think it's called astral projection...

--Bingo!

Looks like you had a fun night in...rambling to yourself !!!

--I really did 🙂

--Sag you on for tonite?

Didn't think it was that noticeable 😛

Reading dictionary night... ugh I can't believe you forgot! :O

"I'm shocked, a bull with nothing to do on a Saturday night. That's unheard of!"

--Actually I was mad, it would have been a mess if I'd gone out cuz I woulda drank myself stupid and flirted and lap danced and maybe even made out with some random guy... anger makes me impulsive and irrational therefore leave me alone in my bubble.

sorry, i'm late. you were calling all losers though, thought i'd reply 🙂 saturday night i went to my parents and discussed some serious matters. sounds exiting, ey!?

A book you might enjoy, TC:

"The Nature of Personal Reality"

Jane Roberts

A book with that title sounds like a shitload of some authors Personal Reality... not interested in opinions... I'll stick to curious george thank you 🙂 ha ha ha

So you read it? You like?

The "author" doesn't claim to have written it. The book is not 'personal' in that sense.