SAGiTTARiUS SKiRT .. TAURUS MALE

This topic was created in the Taurus forum by hopelessdreamr on Monday, April 14, 2008 and has 6 replies.
WELL .. TO MAKE A lONG STORY SHORT .. iT BEGAN WiTH ME THiNKiNG HE WAS Mi OTHER HALF .... THiNGS WERE ABSOlUTElY FABUlOUS FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS .. WE GOT N2 A CONVERSATiON ABOUT PEOPLE i WAS WiTH .. TURNS OUT SOMEONE i HAD 'PHYSiCAL' RElATiONS WiTH iS SOMEONE HES QUOTE UNQUOTE FRiENDS WiTH NOW .. THEY WENT TO MiDDLE SCHOOL TOGETHER .. N HiGH SCHOOL .. N PLAY BASKETBALL ERRY NOW N THEN WHEN THE FEllAS GET TOGETHER .. WHEN i TOLD HiM THE TRUTH HE SPAZZED .. HE SAiD iT ATE HiM UP TO THiNK ABOUT iT AND iTS NO WAY HE COULD BE N A RElATiONSHiP WiTH ME BECAUSE HE WOOD JUS RANDOMLY THiNK ABOUT iT N GET MAD AND DO SOMETHiN AND/OR REACT N A WAY THAT WOOD HURT THE RELATIONSHIP .. I CRIED A RIVER .. THIS WAS N FEBRUARY .. WEVE BEN N SOMEWHAT OF A SUSPENDED ANIMATION SINCE .. EVEN THO HES MADE IT CLEAR HE CANT HANDLE A RELATIONSHIP KNOWING THAT BUT HE STILL WANTED TO CHILL .. N HANG .. N SPEND NIGHTS .. N DATES .. N NOT BE WITH NEONE ELSE BUT EACH OTHER SEXUALLY .. iM LiKE DAMN!! WHUT iS THIS?!? NEWAY .. I FINALLY HAD ENOUGH AND ABOUT 2 WEEKS AGO I TEXED HIM A SERIES OF TEX MESSAGES STATING MY CASE SAYING I KNEW HE TALKED TO OTHER PEOPLE AND HE CANT POSSIBLY LOVE ME BECAUSE IF HE DID HED OVERLOOK SOMETHIN THAT WAS YEARS AGO N IF HE DID HE WOODNT BE SO INSECURE ABOUT SHH BECAUSE HES THE ONLY ONE I WANA BE WITH N THE LIKE ... SO HE TRIED TO CALL ME THAT NITE BUT IT WAS LIKE 3 IN THE MORNING N I WAS ASLEEP .. HE CALLED A FEW TIMES THE NEX DAY BUT I WAS STILL UPSET SO I DIDNT ANSWER .. HE SENT ME A TEX MESSAGE LIKE THE NEX DAY SAYING HE REALLY DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT BUT 'I GUESS' .. THAT HURT THE MOST .. ITS LIKE THATS ALL U CAN MUSTER UP IS FCKIN I GUESS?!? WTF?!? NEWAY .. I HAVENT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT HIM N IN SPITE OF ALL THE NEGATIVE SHH SOMETHIN N ME STILL WANTS HIM N IM BEGINNING TO THINK ITS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME .. LIKE SOME KIND OF SELF I DONT KNOW. . I MEAN THE GOOD BETWEEN US WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD BUT THIS BAD STUFF .. ITS LIKE ITS REAAAAAAAAL BAD .. HE HASNT CALLED ME THOUGH .. N I FEEL LIKE IF HE WAS N LOVE WITH ME .. HE WOODVE CALLED BY NOW .. N I KNOW HE HASNT BEEN ALL EMOTIONALLY TORN UP LIKE IVE BEEN .. JUS BECAUSE WE HAVE MUTUAL FRIENDS N HES STILL BEEN GOIN OUT HANGIN WITH THE FELLAS AND THE LIKE .. SO THATS BASICALLY Y I REFUSE TO CALL BECAUSE IVE ALREADY BEEN SO HURT BY THIS .. BUT I MEAN WITH 2 WEEKS OF BEING APART .. UD THINK IDVE GOTTEN OVER IT BY NOW .. I STILL WANT US .. WHAT IS THIS ...?! AM I BEIN RIDICULOUS?
OKAY .. iLL ATTEMPT TO SIMPLIFY IT .. SORRY ABOUT THAT .. IT SEEMED A LITTLE RANT-ISH smile BUT BASICALLY .. WE HAD A FABULOUS THING GOING FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS WE WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL TOGETHER SO IT WASNT LIKE WE WERE TOTAL STRANGERS 4 MONTHS PRIOR.. HE WANTED US TO BE EXCLUSIVE .. ENTERING A RELATIONSHIP .. N SO DID I .. ONE DAY WE ENDED UP N A CONVERSATION ABOUT PAST EXPERIENCES AND COME TO FIND OUT SOMEONE I WAS WITH PHYSICALLY .. IN THE PAST MIND YOU .. IS SOMEONE HE WENT TO MIDDLE SCHOOL WITH .. SO HES KNOWN THEM LONGER THAN HES KNOWN ME .. N BASICALLY STILL FRIENDS WITH THEM .. NOW HE SAYS THAT KNOWING THAT THIS MAN KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE WITH ME SEXUALLY .. KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE TO SEE ME LIKE THAT .. JUS KNOWING THIS EATS HIM UP N HE CANT TAKE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME .. HE SAID HE WOULD JUST RANDOMNLY THINK ABOUT IT ONE DAY N GET MAD N DO SOMETHING TO HARM THE RELATIONSHIP .. IT REALLY HURT ME THAT HE BASICALLY GAVE UP ON US OVER SOMETHING SO OLD AND IRRELEVANT .. ALL HE SAYS IS HES JEALOUS AND HE JUST CANT TAKE IT .. WEVE STILL BEEN WITH EACH OTHER SINCE BUT IT ALWAYS ENDS UP IN SOME KIND OF CONVERSATION ABOUT US NOT BEING ON THE SAME PAGE .. HE TELLS ME I JUST NEED TO GET OVER IT .. HE CANT HELP THE WAY HE FEELS .. HE REALLY WANTS TO BE WITH ME BUT THE WAY HE FEELS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED .. HE CANT CHANGE .. N HES HAD BAD EXPERIENCES BEFORE AND HE ALREADY KNOWS HOW IT WILL TURN OUT .. I TRIED .. I MEAN I WAS HONEST WITH HIM .. BUT EVENTUALLY ABOUT 2 WEEKS AGO IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT I GOT A LITTLE PERTURBED THINKING ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION SO I SENT HIM A SERIES OF TEX MESSAGES BASICALLY STATING MY CASE A FINAL TIME .. HE TRIED TO CALL THAT NIGHT LATER ON BUT I WAS FAST ASLEEP .. EVEN THAT NEXT DAY A FEW TIMES BUT I WAS STILL IRRITATED SO I DIDNT ANSWER HIM BUT NOTHING SINCE .. I FEEL LIKE IF HE HAD ANY REAL FEELINGS FOR ME HE COULDNT STAY AWAY FROM ME THIS LONG AND HE SURELY WOULDVE CALLED AGAIN BY NOW .. WEVE NEVER SPENT THIS MUCH TIME APART LET ALONE NOT N COMMUNICATION AT ALL .. SO THATS Y I REFUSE TO CALL .. N Y I FEEL LIKE IM JUST BEING RIDICULOUS EVEN PONDERING THE IDEA OF MAKING THINGS RIGHT WITH HIM AT THIS POINT.. HOPE THAT WAS CLEAR smile
It would be considerably easier if it was not in caps.
iM WiTH U MERC .. SERIOUSLY .. iT WAS JUS SO iNSULtiNG THAT HE WAS THAT WEAK MiNDED N i DiDNT SEE iT BEFORE i DiD .. BUT .. NO CRYiNG OVER SPiLLED MiLK SO YOUR MERCURY'S IN ARIES HUH...? THATS WHERE THAT FIRE SIGN LIKE BLUNTNESS COMES FROM .. N U ACT LIKE YOUR MARS IN SCORPIO ... SOS MiNE .. i KNOW iM RiGHT! BUT THAT CUMMiNG LiNEs REALLiE WHAT did iT !! Winking lOl.
"ok HD, reread your essay, and rewrite it so its understandable to people"
R U ALWAYS THiS COMMANDiNG ????!!!
..... jus how i like it WiNK* lOl. lemme stop

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