A lil question bout a lil piscean girl...

yeah... 'nuther virgo boy fallen for a piscean girl, meh but before i ask i wanna enlighten you a bit 'bout how it all started and such... but all before that just wanna say yo to you all, am new here, been lurkin here for almost an year tho, and love the boards for real, especially 4theloveofsea 🙂 who was like the first person i saw talking about a working virgo/pisces relationship... oookay, but back to my sometimes happy, sometimes sad, yet always odd story... It all started like a year back, was sick one day, hanging round on the chatrooms, to kill some time and such, and all of sudden i wrote back to one of the messages meant for all if someone wants to chat a bit etc... i never answered these, but for a reason unknown i did this time.. she did not have a photo nor a profile or so that time, but hell i can tell you i sooo loved to chat with her, she was like a cure to my sad days, always knew how to cheer me up, mostly by not knowing it herself, but she always mannaged to make a smile upon my face, somehow... and ever since i knew her, i was like a less selfpytiyng bag, i always want to find like something good in every shit i make, and the hell i mess up a lot of things, and there were times i just gave up and hoped things will go back to normal by time.. but she tought me to beath deep in, just think a bit 'bout how i will just selfpity myself again for not trying and that sometimes i just gotta stand up and try and see how things will go.. she tought me a lot of such primitive yet somehow hard stuff, especially hard for my shyness, but i am overcoming it more and more by now... erm, well back to the story, then about after 2 months of chatting i asked her to meet up, and she was like scared a bit, cause she is younger, i still was a bit of a stranger to her, so she refused it, logically.. well i accepted it, i had no other choice anyways... still not knowing where she lives and stuff, then over like 4 months of chatting, one evening we were childishly arguing who likes whom better and stuff, and i told her that she cant like me more than i like her, cause she would have to reeealy love to like me better, that was the first time she told me she loves me, was 4/4/2006 16:16 🙂 from that day on i was waking up with a smile upon my face, my first and last thoughts of each days were about her, and i realy wanted to meet her in person, cause i just had to know, if i can, like.. realy love her, so we decided that we will meet this summer...

...having an chocolate ice cream and stuff.. and few days we were about to meet, she told me she has a boyfriend, for a week... cause.. cause.. it was a chance she couldnt have missed... that relationship held for like 2 weeks... and ever since that for like 3 months she was like totaly moody all the time.. sometimes telling me to meet up, but then again postponing it every single time... every single of my friends whom i talked to bout this told me to just beat it.. bud i just couldnt.. just cause i like loved her too much and still needed to know if she realy can be the one.. my princess ( i called her princess the very first day i got to know her on the chatrooms, cause she goes to a dance school, does not smoke, drink and so on 🙂 )... the time she told me she has a boyfriend was also the very first time i like realy cryed.. used to be quite cold last years... well, and a few days ago 8/8 we were about to meet, but i now knew where to go and everything, still it was like a completely unknown place to me, never was there and stuff... and the morning 8/8 she asked me if i couldnt come some another day... cause its all rainy and stuff ( she always had childish reasons of postponing me.. i realy felt like i am the less important thing for her for a long time, always the day before we were about to meet.. so i told her this time to wait and think about it and if she realy wants to, she can let me know tomorrow (the day before), but somehow she mannaged to change her mind at the very day we were about to meet (for the first time)), well.. but i told her that not today.. i am going there.. i might stand there alone in the rain, i might even get sick, but i dont care, cause i am going to see her, and if she ever liked me at all, she will come and rescue me... and when i arrived.. exactly when she wanted me to come, she wasnt there, as excepted to be honest... 🙂 then i called her, somewhat scouted the place so she can like realy trust me i realy am there, and well she asked me where i am and that she will come to me in a while... so she did, and the first thing she told me was that she never knew such stubborn being like me, and it like also realy was the first time to me to act following my feelings not the logic, was a bit odd to me, but i am glad i made that decision and would do it over and over again if i would have to... well then we talked bout everything possible, had some good time in a way too rushy village, and in like an hour she had to go again...

cause she was needed home, and my last bus home was going to go soon also.. so we hugged and said goodbye, not talking bout what i came for originally for a second, and today, the day after i was talking to her on icq again, writing in rhymes all the time ( cause she said she was boring ), cause i wanted to cheer her up and she just smiled.. and then after a while i asked her what she was feeling about, and she told me that bout going to have a bath and then going to sleep... again she like fucked me away.. for the 13565810time and still i realy cant stop liking her... and it bites me, kills me aaa but i just cant stop it, sooo... i know it was a long a boring story, but the thing i want to know is...

how the hell can i know if she realy likes or even loves me or just plays with me, cause she fucked me down in a way too coldblooded way many times and i realy am hopeless bout her, she is one of the people i cant predict a bit no matter how hard i try, she always surprises me, i love the way she things, hell i can tell that i love it... its like getting to know her a bit more by every day knowing i wont ever know her completely 🙂

am asking here cause there was a lot about virgo/pisces here, still i am confused a lot from her, can someone tell me how to know if a piscean girl likes you or just wants to play with ya or what... cause i realy am like confused and suffer a lot cause of her

thanks for everyone even for reading this loong and boring story tho 🙂 any reply welcome, and and idea appreciated, and if i did something wrong or what let me know, cause this is my first post on these boards overall 🙂