So after all this time that has gone by I see my virguy "friend". At first I said my hellos to everyone including him but was very breif. Him and I didn't really talk or really acknowledge each other until we made eye contact then we both simultanously looked away then we looked back at eachother and he gave me a nice smile and I smiled back.
He seemed really happy to be talking to me again. He filled me in on all the details of what hes been doing and his trip to europe. He also seemed to know everything going on with me.
He also said that he's not looking to get seriouse with anyone right now. Which is fine but why can't he accept me as a freind. I hate how he avoids me because he thinks I'm trying to get more from him. We have the same circle of friends and everyone treats me like one of the guys except for him. He always purposely cuts things short for fear of leading me on. I wish he would just be himself around me and not have to worry about leading me on. Yes I did want more at one time but now I realize that hes a great guy but just not for me.
I was happy that we were on speaking terms again. At night I sent him a text saying "It was so nice to see you again buddy. Never ever be mad at me again! Goodnight." Then he responded back with a good night.
I miss the old days when we were just buddies and nothing else. How do I get that back. Do I wait till he comes around or do I make an effort to let him know how I feel?