Scorp Moon and control

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So I've been in a real bad mood the last few days. Well not really, bad but a bit broody, quite, and pretty lackadaisical. So this just happened like 15 mins ago.... I've been trying to get my mind from drifting into a negative panic as of late, by doing anything. So I'm walking to the house and some jackass frat boy (I assume) is in a car at a light continuely screaming "Texas Rangers Mother Fucker's" as I'm on foot I suddenly yell "shut...... tha..... fuck.... up". He hops out and comes at me. Long story short it didn't end well for him. But It's my fault I could and should have not been rude to the guy. I'm still wicked pissed but I feel slightly guilty, because I'm better than that but I let my emo get out of hand. I'm glad I stopped myself. I caught the train home and ... I'm just gonna chill in the apt for the rest of the night. I feel really bad for the guy tho, because I was in the wrong.
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i love my scorp moon now. it's making me have this laser focus. like everything's being redefined.

seems like since my dad died i haven't been my 'full' self. like i've always been super independent, then i turned into a clinger. like i forgot how to be strong, and haven't even been trying.

so this feels good. it's having interesting effects on my friendships, too. i'm not willing to carry other people anymore. you know what's weird? i feel like in the months after my dad died, my friends leaned on me more than ever. sucking at my time, my thoughts, my energy, everything. there was no privacy and i actively encouraged it because i didn't have to think for myself. it was like a brain holiday 😛

i don't know how much of this is down to the scorp moon, but i definitely feel transformed 🙂
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Posted by Lobo
The train can be fun if you want to sight see. And you meet all types of "colorful" people too. A good story is sure to be gained from riding the train for a week or two. I've never been nor would I think it's my scene... Disney World. Bla... to umber happy and crowded I asume for my taste.. But I heard it has romantic aspects tho....



My parents took me to disney world like allll the time when I was younger- its not like I had a choice. I've taken the buses here in L A but people ALWAYS ask me for money or annoying questions about my yoga mat etc so it can be annoying. Plus I dont want to be impolite, but some people do not smell good, and I don't want that stench on my items.
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The train can be fun if you want to sight see. And you meet all types of "colorful" people too. A good story is sure to be gained from riding the train for a week or two. I've never been nor would I think it's my scene... Disney World. Bla... to umber happy and crowded I asume for my taste.. But I heard it has romantic aspects tho....



My parents took me to disney world like allll the time when I was younger- its not like I had a choice. I've taken the buses here in L A but people ALWAYS ask me for money or annoying questions about my yoga mat etc so it can be annoying. Plus I dont want to be impolite, but some people do not smell good, and I don't want that stench on my items.
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LMAO....! That why I like you kid.. A lady till the end eh.
Yeah I've got a body order story that is just freakin unreal.
Like I can't even describe the smell... horrid....
It was so bad I had to laugh at the situation because I was like wow I'm really trapped here OMG!
The bus driver started cussing and stopped the bus! She turned off the a/c and had everyone crack the windows.
Then she stopped at a dollar store and bought frebreeze and sprayed the (I assume) homeless older gentlemen with a pee stain on his white shirt. God.. That was like the longest ride of my life, in fact I got off 3/4 stops before my actual stop. It was that bad. And I kept looking foward like nothing was wrong. Everybody on the bus covered their mouth and nose and kept looking back at the guy and cussing.
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Posted by Candeh15
I've been in kind of a rough patch too right now, but I don't know whether it's because I have the whole world throwing shit at me or my scorpio moon is going bonkers. I just feel really panicky and overwhelmed lately.

I even pushed off cuddle time with my taurus because I just want to curl in a ball in bed and sleep for a long time. Gah.

(end whining session)




ehhhhh cuddling = hives breakout
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I've been in kind of a rough patch too right now, but I don't know whether it's because I have the whole world throwing shit at me or my scorpio moon is going bonkers. I just feel really panicky and overwhelmed lately.

I even pushed off cuddle time with my taurus because I just want to curl in a ball in bed and sleep for a long time. Gah.

(end whining session)




ehhhhh cuddling = hives breakout
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But I looooooove cuddling. I'm one of those touchy-feely virgos. 😛
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LMAO....! That why I like you kid.. A lady till the end eh.
Yeah I've got a body order story that is just freakin unreal.
Like I can't even describe the smell... horrid....
It was so bad I had to laugh at the situation because I was like wow I'm really trapped here OMG!
The bus driver started cussing and stopped the bus! She turned off the a/c and had everyone crack the windows.
Then she stopped at a dollar store and bought frebreeze and sprayed the (I assume) homeless older gentlemen with a pee stain on his white shirt. God.. That was like the longest ride of my life, in fact I got off 3/4 stops before my actual stop. It was that bad. And I kept looking foward like nothing was wrong. Everybody on the bus covered their mouth and nose and kept looking back at the guy and cussing.



Well... I always am really nice to the homeless. I even try and remember there names you know? But this one women has schizophrenia and kept changing her name. Thats good that you were mature and didn't make a mouth gaping spectacle of yourself like the other hooligans. It's rude to stare. lol
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Posted by ellessque
*tight hugs to all the scorp moons*

you guys are going to have a rough couple days with the moon entering scorpio. i feel for ya.

*hands you hot chocolate and tissues*





And thank you for the hug elle🙂
I'll be taking that hot chocolate now, passes tissues... Wait I might need these.... too umm wipe the sweat off my face
I work out in the sun...... (trys to play it off)
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Posted by ellessque
*tight hugs to all the scorp moons*

you guys are going to have a rough couple days with the moon entering scorpio. i feel for ya.

*hands you hot chocolate and tissues*





And thank you for the hug elle🙂
I'll be taking that hot chocolate now, passes tissues... Wait I might need these.... too umm wipe the sweat off my face
I work out in the sun...... (trys to play it off)
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Why are you working out in the middle of the night?
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Posted by ellessque
*tight hugs to all the scorp moons*

you guys are going to have a rough couple days with the moon entering scorpio. i feel for ya.

*hands you hot chocolate and tissues*





And thank you for the hug elle🙂
I'll be taking that hot chocolate now, passes tissues... Wait I might need these.... too umm wipe the sweat off my face
I work out in the sun...... (trys to play it off)



Why are you working out in the middle of the night?
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ummm health, because I fight and to burn off anger.
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Ahhh Candeh your a fellow scorp moon. Get over here "Hugs you tight"
But seriously I've been feeling on edge, and not just about getting the girl. Hmm.. when I feel like this I push peeps away as to not be rude to them and give myself some me time..



Awww thanks 🙂

I don't get hugs that often, so that's nice!

And I know how you feel. I haven't necessarily been pushing people away on purpose, but I think my vibe as of late has been rather melancholy and tired, so not something that people want to be around lol.
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Posted by ellessque
*tight hugs to all the scorp moons*

you guys are going to have a rough couple days with the moon entering scorpio. i feel for ya.

*hands you hot chocolate and tissues*





And thank you for the hug elle🙂
I'll be taking that hot chocolate now, passes tissues... Wait I might need these.... too umm wipe the sweat off my face
I work out in the sun...... (trys to play it off)



Why are you working out in the middle of the night?





ummm health, because I fight and to burn off anger.
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Wow do you have an at home gym? Very cool