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Dec 27, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 429 · Topics: 62
I cant believe he's really just going to let us fade into the past.. Me.. im doing it because i have no choice.. he hasnt given me one.. for almost 5 years ive known him and yet he waits until after we both know how we feel about each other to play games.. i mean.. if its just that he didnt want to be with me.. why couldnt he just say it?!? instead he plays these games.. Houdini and shit.. except with no smoke effects.. neway.. as i said.. im past it.. not over it.. and Yess.. there is a difference.. i just cant believe that hes going to let us fade into the past.. last time i talked to him he was being all short with me.. so i asked him just what did he want from me.. he didnt even answer me.. so i figure that was my answer.. Nothing.. so.. from that point to now.. bout a few weeks.. i just pretty much let all the hope of us reconciling dissapate into my wildest of imagination.. i love too hard for this madness. maybe its the sagg restlessness but i wood just rather he have been honest... so strange because id never have thought he wouldnt be honest me.. especially not about htis.. but i guess.. some things just arent meant to be.. this time once upon a time ago.. i was singing a COMPLETELY different tune.. lol.. ive begun to ramble...