Virgo Bulletin.

Well @#!% , Being a virgo really @#!% ing sucks major balls.
At age 22 i've finally figured out what has made my life so damn confusing,
and i'm going to "blame this one on the stars."

I came to the realisation that I generally 'like' other people more than I 'like' myself. And by like I mean in the virgo sence, being that I tend to either change myself to be more like other people, "so they know I know where they're coming from" as I've always seen it. Rather than 'liking' myself, being doing the same thing only subconciously. I have always felt like I was being myself, and yet not like everyone else, and so no matter how hard I tried to be 'like' other people, I believe I may have looked like I was thinking too much, and or trying to hide something. Another problem being that I what I have been trying to hide, is the idea of acting like the people who I had got to know, yet were not in the favor of the majority. I have always tried to find the heirarchy of group, and appeal to the small and reserved by acting small and reserved, or the big and tough by atleast giving them a look that my acting small and reserved is not my only nature, but the one I choose as being the most productive. My new realisation comes in the ahaha new idea that I dont have to like everyone, nor do I have to pretend to. If at first I don't like them, which hasn't happend in the past, as those particular brand of people I would avoid, by not telling them that I don't yet like them, I am missing the chance to see their bad side, and then revel in the good set off by contrast. I am the type who keeps his cool when the boss is around, constantly not worried, and yet basing my actions on not doing anything that would upset him. THUS liking him more than myself. If I liked myself more than him, I feel, that he would see this, I wouldnt have to be internally selfconcious, and I might actually begin to develop my own character seperate from the virgo references and comparisons I make regularly. (IE - MOST OF THE DAY)
I almost feel like jumping into the street and being clipped under a bus after figuring this out at age 22. Mind you there have been times when I have liked myself more than other people, but there have also been long periods where i'd just rather fit right in than rock the boat.
If I stick to this new idea of liking myself more than you, people of this crazy planet, I hope you will take it easy on me, and preferable not even notice the change. Thank you and wish me luck.
- Edison83

Edison83, you're going to grow more warts than you already have. Stop worrying so much, mate. Stop, stop, stop fretting and worrying. You'll drive yourself mad. Of course you like yourself - if you didn't, you wouldn't be worried about it. You'd just say f-it, and become cold and insensitive, like so many other V's who wouldn't stop W-O-R-R-Y-I-N-G

Hmmmm...no worries E83 - appears to me that you are a spiritual being having a "human" experience. We ALL have gone through what you are now experiencing - Welcome to LIFE 😉 This is just an "opportunity" for you to find out more about who you are...let it (you) happen, let it(you) unfold naturally in your own unique time. It is all okay.....

Warts? talk those silly things off! 😉 It works!

My best wishes for luck to you even though you already have it....it is located in your back pocket 🙂

If you're 22, all you need is a beer. Have one on me..

22 and beers..??

lol?. In this damn country is 23? wait for the next year?lol

Open a can for me too.... next year..🙂