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Dec 27, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 429 · Topics: 62
Just a little interested in outside opinions if u dont mind... see theres me and my virgo love interest. (im a girl, hes a guy) past 4 years have kinda sorta been some casual unofficial thing... basically games all too recently realised by myself. im wondering if hes like gone gone or if theres room for recovery. recently i kinda blew up( neglect overload was wat i was feeling) at him and thats wen all these details started coming to the light. about me and all my games, honestly, playfulness and giddyness are so woven into my personality i didnt realise how ridiculous i looked. i reallie thought he knew me better than that. i think the fact that im such a socialite with that reallie made it look like i was trying to play with his head ( nevr was i ) (it was a huge crush gone awry)turns out he was just tired of me. he told me so,he said ive ben doing this for too long...n i always talk out the side of my neck oh and the kicker: "thats why i nevr just got n2 u, too many games." that statement alone was wat motivated the whole reflection thing on my part cause i reallie didnt have a clue. i kinda feel like id be kicking a dead horse if i try n still ask him how he feels about things, i think its too much of an open wound right now or maybe i should just leave him alone, i dont reallie want to but if thats watd be best i have no arguments..
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Jan 18, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 13612 · Topics: 756
?im wondering if hes like gone gone or if theres room for recovery?
See? we are not a bunch of fortune tellers.. you live with him? you know him?then you will know what you wanted to know..
no one else would know what is going on but yourself..
Instinct, GUT feelings, are all you?ll need to follow.
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Dec 27, 2005Comments: 0 · Posts: 429 · Topics: 62
Gut feelings..... i agree, kinda puts a STOP sign on ne questions i had for the board. for the record, to interpret wat i sed earlier we both have had feelings for the past 4 years. Ben around each other n everything not reallie dating though but i woodnt possibly classify us as Friends but then agen wat else is there for us to be.. ive kinda been misleading to him on my intentions but not on purpose, only because i didnt think he was serious so now the whole thing kinda turned around to bite me n the a $ $ n he believes IVE been the one Not serious alll this time. our last words were kinda conclusion-Ish thats y i wasnt sure whether or not i shood just let him be. he told me wat hes ben tellin me but i didnt get it until shortly before writing the other post n especially now since Q sez the same things he says about not understanding wat i say. its amazing how i can make myself utterly clear sumtimes and sooo not clear others it must be sum kind of subconscious defense mechanism or sumthin i dunno i guess ill just feel everything out By the way, i wasnt looking for Cleo predictions just nput, perspectives outside of my own seeing as though ive jackd everything up n the past