Satin tears run down the depths of my soul
Isolation is my security as pain flows through my veins
Losing all control over my heart and my mind
Never finding the right fit into you
Crushed and lifeless, I still manage to try
Attempting to pry you away from my eternal dreams
Wanting to be free from your touch, your scent and your kiss
Damned if I do, Dead if I don't
Scared to tell you the truth, pride sucks!!!!!
You could never understand
Your able to hide and compartmentalize
But what's between these thighs is tied to my heart
When you start loving me from the heart down
Then maybe I can revisits the happiest thoughts
I could stop being ANGRY, CONFUSED AND HURT
I could pull it althogether and say goodbye
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH, ITS KILLING ME INSIDE