Open letter to the one who lied

This topic was created in the Writing ✍️ forum by Cappadonna on Friday, September 21, 2018 and has 20 replies.
I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

Posted by Black-Mamba

nice.


♥️
Lux caviar dreams???

High poetry!!! Lmao
Posted by Cappadonna

I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!


👏
Posted by Cappadonna

I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

lovely lol

who was this inspired from ;p

any zodiac sign(s)?
Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

lovely lol

who was this inspired from ;p

any zodiac sign(s)?
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The only one I’ll always wonder about... the 🦂
Love this! Awesome hon!😍
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Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

lovely lol

who was this inspired from ;p

any zodiac sign(s)?
The only one I’ll always wonder about... the 🦂
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aww well you have the Taurus, maybe? i hope. They are super super LOYAL, if you get a good one of course. but generally speaking you will have a man by your side for life.


with scorpio....he'll make you SUFFER gurrrllll...


it's true about what all the astrology sites say, linda goodman...all of them.

Sometimes i just dont realize it cause i'm dense and dumb like that and i forget easily like a fish ..forget things and it's fresh the next day lol

but if they have you, it feels like they DESPISE you...and love you alot at the same time. It's very confusing.
Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

lovely lol

who was this inspired from ;p

any zodiac sign(s)?
The only one I’ll always wonder about... the 🦂
aww well you have the Taurus, maybe? i hope. They are super super LOYAL, if you get a good one of course. but generally speaking you will have a man by your side for life.


with scorpio....he'll make you SUFFER gurrrllll...


it's true about what all the astrology sites say, linda goodman...all of them.

Sometimes i just dont realize it cause i'm dense and dumb like that and i forget easily like a fish ..forget things and it's fresh the next day lol

but if they have you, it feels like they DESPISE you...and love you alot at the same time. It's very confusing.
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Truly! I read that too somewhere. That they take something shiny and new and run it into the ground basically. I’ll tolerate a lot in a relationship. And I was willing to look past a lot of the drama. But unfaithfulness, and verbal or physical abuse are non-negotiable.

The Taurus will be a nice distraction but I don’t know if I’m ready to open up all the way again.
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Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

lovely lol

who was this inspired from ;p

any zodiac sign(s)?
The only one I’ll always wonder about... the 🦂
aww well you have the Taurus, maybe? i hope. They are super super LOYAL, if you get a good one of course. but generally speaking you will have a man by your side for life.


with scorpio....he'll make you SUFFER gurrrllll...


it's true about what all the astrology sites say, linda goodman...all of them.

Sometimes i just dont realize it cause i'm dense and dumb like that and i forget easily like a fish ..forget things and it's fresh the next day lol

but if they have you, it feels like they DESPISE you...and love you alot at the same time. It's very confusing.
Truly! I read that too somewhere. That they take something shiny and new and run it into the ground basically. I’ll tolerate a lot in a relationship. And I was willing to look past a lot of the drama. But unfaithfulness, and verbal or physical abuse are non-negotiable.

The Taurus will be a nice distraction but I don’t know if I’m ready to open up all the way again.
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you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Posted by lisabethur8



you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.
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Posted by lisabethur8



you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.
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maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

what happened to the forum? it can't edit? lol


did dxp update?

anyway its hard to grasp cause its hard for me to explain too. :/ but it's NOT physical.

the sex part is just to get close. an expression of love.


i dont like to be with anyone unless i have a connection with them. I dont care about money or power or family background or anything like that. i just have this feeling
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you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.


maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

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I completely understand! Only the universe knows what it was. And your right he wasn’t mine. He was for everybody apparently 😂😂

It does feel unlike any other relationship or person I’ve ever encountered. The blogs are so right when they say you FEEL the pulling back of a Scorpio because their energy is so enigmatic, so intense.

If the discard of a narcissist makes you feel like this; a Scorpio narcissist 1000 times over!!
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Posted by lisabethur8

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Posted by lisabethur8



you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.


maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

I completely understand! Only the universe knows what it was. And your right he wasn’t mine. He was for everybody apparently 😂😂

It does feel unlike any other relationship or person I’ve ever encountered. The blogs are so right when they say you FEEL the pulling back of a Scorpio because their energy is so enigmatic, so intense.

If the discard of a narcissist makes you feel like this; a Scorpio narcissist 1000 times over!!
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but the man you are talking about is giving his energy away...

when they do that...they lose alot of their power Sad

so much energy wasted on so many people...it's really superficial and all physical.

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8



you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.


maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

I completely understand! Only the universe knows what it was. And your right he wasn’t mine. He was for everybody apparently 😂😂

It does feel unlike any other relationship or person I’ve ever encountered. The blogs are so right when they say you FEEL the pulling back of a Scorpio because their energy is so enigmatic, so intense.

If the discard of a narcissist makes you feel like this; a Scorpio narcissist 1000 times over!!


but the man you are talking about is giving his energy away...

when they do that...they lose alot of their power Sad

so much energy wasted on so many people...it's really superficial and all physical.

click to expand
Alas why it’s important to be in tune with your spiritual self. I felt the negativity seething from his pores on an occasion or two when we’d argue. It was not nice! And this one time it was all over the telephone! I would absorb it and end up with a terrible headache after. It’s strange how I still care after knowing how horrible he was towards me.
Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8

Posted by Cappadonna

Posted by lisabethur8



you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.


maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

I completely understand! Only the universe knows what it was. And your right he wasn’t mine. He was for everybody apparently 😂😂

It does feel unlike any other relationship or person I’ve ever encountered. The blogs are so right when they say you FEEL the pulling back of a Scorpio because their energy is so enigmatic, so intense.

If the discard of a narcissist makes you feel like this; a Scorpio narcissist 1000 times over!!


but the man you are talking about is giving his energy away...

when they do that...they lose alot of their power Sad

so much energy wasted on so many people...it's really superficial and all physical.

Alas why it’s important to be in tune with your spiritual self. I felt the negativity seething from his pores on an occasion or two when we’d argue. It was not nice! And this one time it was all over the telephone! I would absorb it and end up with a terrible headache after. It’s strange how I still care after knowing how horrible he was towards me.
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i wonder if it's your Libra moon that is not wanting to be "alone"


i know that is a Redundant thing in astrology that libra placements dont like being alone...

but it's just a pattern i see all the time even if the relationship is super toxic. they'll stay because they are afraid to go out and find healthier relationships..like they aren't good enough.

gurrrl you are good enough.

i get that ...not wanting to be alone I hate that feeling too. I have pisces/12th and i really really HATE to be alone too,

but i'd rather be with people that love me than suffer sooo much.

i went through that suffering and i hate it.

there is this co-dependency that keeps us hanging on to those who dont show us and respect us with the love we give back kind of thing.
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I did not ask you to come into my life

“Here’s to us...”

Your goddamn lies!

You’re one day nectar

Your one day rye

Your one day high

The next day cry

Why did I let you into my zone?

I was totally fine with being alone

I was totally fine in my own happy home

My mind was at ease, but

You made me believe

In lux caviar dreams

And now I believe

Nothing...

No there’s nothing

I haven’t seen!

lovely lol

who was this inspired from ;p

any zodiac sign(s)?
The only one I’ll always wonder about... the 🦂
aww well you have the Taurus, maybe? i hope. They are super super LOYAL, if you get a good one of course. but generally speaking you will have a man by your side for life.


with scorpio....he'll make you SUFFER gurrrllll...


it's true about what all the astrology sites say, linda goodman...all of them.

Sometimes i just dont realize it cause i'm dense and dumb like that and i forget easily like a fish ..forget things and it's fresh the next day lol

but if they have you, it feels like they DESPISE you...and love you alot at the same time. It's very confusing.
...why, Chica? Just why?
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xd LOL ;p



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you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.


maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

I completely understand! Only the universe knows what it was. And your right he wasn’t mine. He was for everybody apparently 😂😂

It does feel unlike any other relationship or person I’ve ever encountered. The blogs are so right when they say you FEEL the pulling back of a Scorpio because their energy is so enigmatic, so intense.

If the discard of a narcissist makes you feel like this; a Scorpio narcissist 1000 times over!!


but the man you are talking about is giving his energy away...

when they do that...they lose alot of their power Sad

so much energy wasted on so many people...it's really superficial and all physical.

Alas why it’s important to be in tune with your spiritual self. I felt the negativity seething from his pores on an occasion or two when we’d argue. It was not nice! And this one time it was all over the telephone! I would absorb it and end up with a terrible headache after. It’s strange how I still care after knowing how horrible he was towards me.


i wonder if it's your Libra moon that is not wanting to be "alone"


i know that is a Redundant thing in astrology that libra placements dont like being alone...

but it's just a pattern i see all the time even if the relationship is super toxic. they'll stay because they are afraid to go out and find healthier relationships..like they aren't good enough.

gurrrl you are good enough.

i get that ...not wanting to be alone I hate that feeling too. I have pisces/12th and i really really HATE to be alone too,

but i'd rather be with people that love me than suffer sooo much.

i went through that suffering and i hate it.

there is this co-dependency that keeps us hanging on to those who dont show us and respect us with the love we give back kind of thing.
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Thanks sweets I know I’m better than that which is why I left him. My Cap sun is stronger than my Libra moon though when it comes to decisive action so I will eventually leave. The older I get, the sooner I’m out too.

And oddly I don’t mind being alone which is why I spent four years by myself after my divorce and didn’t date for another two after my last relationship. At this point it’s going to take a lot to reel in this 🧜🏾‍♀️!
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you got a Hedonistic sex addict one. ;p


no woman would want that...unless she is just wanting sex with no attachment.

the feels would be too much for someone who will fall in love...

and then youre totally fucked.

you'd enter into a psychiatrist office paying alot of money for all the PAIN you were warned against.
Yah, your talking about the Scorpio right? To be honest any person, any sign is capable of this. But there was just that je-ne-sais-quoi about him. A uniqueness that I loved.

I believe it was a karmic relationship. One from a past life. I’d have so many deja-vu moments and dreams about us during this period! They say KRs are meant to teach you something. Well it taught me to give time it’s time. We all want to believe in the perpetual “fairytale romance”. But in this day and age... I believe that’s just a thing for the storybooks.


maybe...


but it IS weird that alot of scorpio men (that i know of) will never be with a woman who doesn't give him that karmic connection.

past lives or whatever...

you dont ever get OVER them either...


it is that powerful.

(its the kind you live and die for. )



and i dont think honestly your scorpio (if you want to call it Yours) was ever yours. he was hedonistic and sex addict and had connection with every woman.. thats not really connection...thats just sex and physical.

Karmic relationship is otherworldly. not of this world... spiritual.

if you dont understand. its really too hard to grasp.

I completely understand! Only the universe knows what it was. And your right he wasn’t mine. He was for everybody apparently 😂😂

It does feel unlike any other relationship or person I’ve ever encountered. The blogs are so right when they say you FEEL the pulling back of a Scorpio because their energy is so enigmatic, so intense.

If the discard of a narcissist makes you feel like this; a Scorpio narcissist 1000 times over!!


but the man you are talking about is giving his energy away...

when they do that...they lose alot of their power Sad

so much energy wasted on so many people...it's really superficial and all physical.

Alas why it’s important to be in tune with your spiritual self. I felt the negativity seething from his pores on an occasion or two when we’d argue. It was not nice! And this one time it was all over the telephone! I would absorb it and end up with a terrible headache after. It’s strange how I still care after knowing how horrible he was towards me.


i wonder if it's your Libra moon that is not wanting to be "alone"


i know that is a Redundant thing in astrology that libra placements dont like being alone...

but it's just a pattern i see all the time even if the relationship is super toxic. they'll stay because they are afraid to go out and find healthier relationships..like they aren't good enough.

gurrrl you are good enough.

i get that ...not wanting to be alone I hate that feeling too. I have pisces/12th and i really really HATE to be alone too,

but i'd rather be with people that love me than suffer sooo much.

i went through that suffering and i hate it.

there is this co-dependency that keeps us hanging on to those who dont show us and respect us with the love we give back kind of thing.
Thanks sweets I know I’m better than that which is why I left him. My Cap sun is stronger than my Libra moon though when it comes to decisive action so I will eventually leave. The older I get, the sooner I’m out too.

And oddly I don’t mind being alone which is why I spent four years by myself after my divorce and didn’t date for another two after my last relationship. At this point it’s going to take a lot to reel in this 🧜🏾‍♀️!
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u might say it's stronger but when it comes to love...it's not :/


i mean my cappy mother in law has been single for DECADES and i find her too extreme wanting to be alone that long... it would be nice if she found someone nice for companionship even 2 decades ago...

but yeah once u make a decision.... i hope you stick to it =D