to the end of the world
This topic was created in the Writing ✍️ forum by CreepyPants on Thursday, April 18, 2013 and has 6 replies.
this is a long road... a long long road. it's telling me it will be tough in it's lines and contours disappearing in the horizon. lonely creatures and spirits all whisper to me along the way that they dont envy me. part of me wants to envy them in their hovels... safe from the pains of unfamiliar and unforgiving challenges. part of me is determined to find what i seek.
he called me today... i wish he hadn't. he tried twice and i wish i were a different person. sometimes. i hate my general availability. my heart is open. always. it's free and i leave it that way because i believe in it. so we talked. his point was vague. it was the same as it's always been. his method was just as underhanded as ever. attempts at my emotions.
but my emotions left days ago. sorry love... you used them all. and the seat you once claimed... i'm holding in storage. one day soon enough i'll bring it out, sand it down, reupholster, and... make it comfortable again for some other man to sit.
i'll take my time. all of me is determined to love this road. plant seeds of happiness. they've already started sprouting. what i nursed a year ago has already begun shooting. the love i gave years ago may soon begin fruiting. and i'm determined to make these lonely creatures and spirits laugh.
because with this seat comes a crown i hope to give to no prince charming. it wont go to a man bent over title and entitlement. it goes to the man on a converging road with a kindred spirit. one that saved me in a past life with no demand for recourse or no thought of repayment... just thoughts of being profoundly touched.
a spark that makes everything clear. we walk... alone if we choose. or together if we love. and through any lifetime this existence dares to challenge. i wish to make this road a beautiful one.
he called me today... i wish he hadn't. he tried twice and i wish i were a different person. sometimes. i hate my general availability. my heart is open. always. it's free and i leave it that way because i believe in it. so we talked. his point was vague. it was the same as it's always been. his method was just as underhanded as ever. attempts at my emotions.
but my emotions left days ago. sorry love... you used them all. and the seat you once claimed... i'm holding in storage. one day soon enough i'll bring it out, sand it down, reupholster, and... make it comfortable again for some other man to sit.
i'll take my time. all of me is determined to love this road. plant seeds of happiness. they've already started sprouting. what i nursed a year ago has already begun shooting. the love i gave years ago may soon begin fruiting. and i'm determined to make these lonely creatures and spirits laugh.
because with this seat comes a crown i hope to give to no prince charming. it wont go to a man bent over title and entitlement. it goes to the man on a converging road with a kindred spirit. one that saved me in a past life with no demand for recourse or no thought of repayment... just thoughts of being profoundly touched.
a spark that makes everything clear. we walk... alone if we choose. or together if we love. and through any lifetime this existence dares to challenge. i wish to make this road a beautiful one.
I felt sad, and uplifted at the same time- thank you 
Love this. I don't know what happened today but I've picked up some sad vibes again but this is great! May have to cut a bitch up but I'll definitely get back on track 
and such is the road right now
thanks wag and aquasnoz... glad you went with the flow of it... xoxo
thanks wag and aquasnoz... glad you went with the flow of it... xoxo
WE ALL KNOW THAT THE SUCK CAT WILL FIND THIS
WE ALSO KNOW THAT LIFE SUCKS AND THEN YOU DIE.
WE ALSO KNOW THAT LIFE SUCKS AND THEN YOU DIE.
james tate i adore you
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