Okay, So I must admit I am addicted to this man, I often wonder if its even healthy but I love him there is nothing that he can do that would make me stop. He is typical Gemini who is not emotional at all and does not show it. He has one time cried in my lap but that was a couple months ago, since then we have been fighting off and on and cannot seem to come to an understanding as to what we are. He sees other woman I thought I could handle it. I cannot..so I have tired to distance myself time and time again however I can't seem to let go, He told me the other day that he was tired and that it was good bye for now..i didn't get that message until today and responded okay bye, however since Thursday we have seen each other and have had sex. which really means nothing because well its just sex. I have not talked to him today and I do not plan on it. My heart literally breaks everyday for him, not just the relationship part but our friendship he is an amazing person we all have issues but they don't seem to bother me. The other day were were drinking and i went through his phone to see what he tells this one girl..totally out of character, he was not made but he told me he was disappointed and the girl that he is gonna be with has to trust him, both of those are really hard for us. says its just a learning experience and hopefully with the next guy won't do it. is this him giving up on me? is there anything that i can say or do to make him trust me or not walk out of my life.
