" i do that....escape. i isolate myself. it seems nessacary but sometimes also people can help....the socializing. ive been isolating myself since september my mom died and then i ended a three and a half year relationship. i started pushing people away....wanting to be alone in my own world. i can entertain myself quite well by myself sometimes. if im home alone at lest two tv's are on ,the internets always on and i have a cat and a dog and i workout. i bounce around doing what ever catches my interest be it looking up somthing i thought about or walking by the tv and something funny's on ill watch it for a while. i can be quite happy in my own world. it is a phase though ......u get to where u get bored with yourself and then u are ready again to participate with everyone else. im at that point now.
it is a tough cusp....for all the great qualities we have there is alot of inner turmoil....one side against the other."
Sorry for hijacking your conversation there Wolf and cj7 - but there's a striking similarity between you cj7 and Ben Mills.....he was one of the finalists in the English X factor version - had a great grovelly voice...anyway check out his photo and see for yourself:-)