Ariesgurrl joined February 15, 2019
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Hey all,
I’ve been with this Cancer dude for over four years and it’s been up and down. He’s hard to read and my intuition always feels like he’s hiding stuff. It’s stuff that we’ve worked on and come along way but it always has a way of popping back up. He moved in 3 months ago and his laptop has been sitting on my floor since. I had the sudden impulse to open it up and found a sex video of him and his ex where it’s just a very clear shot of her on top and nude. It was downloaded twice onto his computer since we’ve been together. I also found a nude of her put on the inbween the vids. 1st things 1st. I get it, you get what I hack. I see my boyfriends ex and she naked and on top of him and looks perfect. I feel awful and want to pop my eyeballs out. I deserve what I feel because I snooped. Here’s the kicker. He has only said over the past 4 years that he has absolutely no desire for her anymore and told me he didn’t even have access to that stuff all this time. Lie. I guess my question is why? It’s like obvious that Cancers are super nostalgic but he refuses to acknowledge it to me even after all these years. It hurts. I feel betrayed and I don’t get how someone can act so over someone and still be looking at this stuff. After my relationships, I don’t revisit or save anything like that. I don’t care at all anymore. No animosity or anything. I just don’t care.
I’ve been with this Cancer dude for over four years and it’s been up and down. He’s hard to read and my intuition always feels like he’s hiding stuff. It’s stuff that we’ve worked on and come along way but it always has a way of popping back up. He moved in 3 months ago and his laptop has been sitting on my floor since. I had the sudden impulse to open it up and found a sex video of him and his ex where it’s just a very clear shot of her on top and nude. It was downloaded twice onto his computer since we’ve been together. I also found a nude of her put on the inbween the vids. 1st things 1st. I get it, you get what I hack. I see my boyfriends ex and she naked and on top of him and looks perfect. I feel awful and want to pop my eyeballs out. I deserve what I feel because I snooped. Here’s the kicker. He has only said over the past 4 years that he has absolutely no desire for her anymore and told me he didn’t even have access to that stuff all this time. Lie. I guess my question is why? It’s like obvious that Cancers are super nostalgic but he refuses to acknowledge it to me even after all these years. It hurts. I feel betrayed and I don’t get how someone can act so over someone and still be looking at this stuff. After my relationships, I don’t revisit or save anything like that. I don’t care at all anymore. No animosity or anything. I just don’t care.
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Hey all,
I’ve been with this Cancer dude for over four years and it’s been up and down. He’s hard to read and my intuition always feels like he’s hiding stuff. It’s stuff that we’ve worked on and come along way but it always has a way of popping back up
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