I did't write for a long time, but this had to come out:
I gave you something special, love, not physical, but that too. Untouched, pure, eternal.. And you? Smiled, and chrused it, like it was a worm. Stepped on it. Horrible thing from a beautiful soul I thought. But now... I'm allright. I feel relieved. I found my peace. Although the last look on your face says you haven't. Guilty you feel? Bad? Well I cannot help you with that... Not anymore. You will be better, people like you always do. And if I see you again, I'll say hello this time, maybe even smile. Having one more friend is always good. And I wonder, if the circumstances were different, if we were different, would there be any chance for us? But that is wrong thinking, I know, so let's just end this today.. It hurts, very much, too much, but destiny wanted something different for us. I hope my happiness is near.
For Robert