Most people will ignore "fake it till you make it" comment but it works. If you want to trick your brain, you should repeat it over and over until it becomes part of your unconscious.
It just like learning how to drive a car for the first time. At first, you are aware of everything and you have to focus hard and pay attention to light, signals, cars, people etc. Eventually overtime, your unconscious mind is able to process all this and it becomes second nature. You no longer focus on driving, you just do it.
Need for security - I need that money to make my dreams come true. Last time I looked at my bucket list, everything cost money. Also, the fact that I have tons of money in bank account allows me to sleep well at night and be ready for worst case scenario. Shit happens and I want to be there for my family and good friends.
Analyzing others - I don't want to be used by others, so I analyze them before I can trust them. I am tired of people wanting to squeeze crap out of me or benefit from me. I don't have a problem with helping others but I hate being used.
Laugh at myself - I do this all the time with coworkers, family and friends. The whole aging in reverse thing is true because I do notice I am becoming more chilled as I grow older.
Gemini's are fun but it gets too much sometimes. I just broke up with my Gemini girl few weeks ago and I might give another Gemini a try. I think the relationship between Cap and Gem will only work when the Gemini has matured.
Btw my best buddy is a Cancer. They are cool in my book.
So i was reading about myself and found this ---
Their love life is usually colorful. They are attracted to eccentric types. Settling down may not be in the cards for these fun-loving souls.
The part that i found weird is the part about settling down. What?
here is my chart info:
Sun Capricorn
Moon Capricorn
Mercury Capricorn
Venus Sagittarius
Mars Libra
Jupiter Sagittarius
Saturn Scorpio
Uranus Sagittarius
Neptune Sagittarius
Pluto Scorpio
Lilith Pisces
Asc node Gemini
I already closed the doors but this stuff is just beyond crazy. I found out she was playing 5 guys at the same time including me. Not sure how far she went with all of them. I am just shocked that i trusted this girl.
After she said she wants to work on it, she decided to go on date tonight. After few hour she changes her mind saying she is going to Vegas to run an errand.
This is beyond LOL now. I guess I am done for sure.
This girl is confusing. We met last night to finalize things because I don't like ending things over chat or phone. She is all over the place. She starting with wanting to be friends, she doesn't want to be with me and eventually she wants to be with me and work on our relationship.
I told her everything that I don't like about her and she said she will never do it again but I have no clue if I should believe her. I feel like the trust is gone completely and without trust it will never work out in long run.