Posted by HareIn our school the boys restrooms don't have stall doors and there's a mirror in front of one of the stalls so the boys have to keep the back of their pants up and they only just have the front down and basically he had just screamed at me and i was in the lunchroom still and then he was like long gone and so i was on my way to class and i was walking by the boys bathroom and i heard him saying my name. and how i know its him is because you can see the back of him and plus i know the sound of his voice.
How do you know he would jerk off and say your name?
Did you follow him into the restroom?
Posted by AjnaPosted by justmex3Posted by AjnaTrue.Posted by justmex3Posted by AjnaThe people are this friends and him.Posted by justmex3People will laugh but who are *these* people?Posted by AjnaI never really see him anymore. But my friends told me him and his friends look at my Twitter page and make fun of me. They still won't leave me alone.Posted by justmex3Posted by AjnaPosted by justmex3Is he still in your life or you are
This guy I had liked in HS was really emotionally abusive and he would call me names behind my back. And then one time he screamed at me. And after he had screamed at me I caught him jacking off to me in the bathroom. He was saying my name over and over. Then I ran away. But he made me feel really lonely and we weren't even in a relationship. He was possessive in a sense because he kept all of the other guys from dating me because he told them lies about me. Why would he do that? Is it because he wants me all to himself?
affected by what he has done ?
I'm still affected by what he has done. We still see each other out places because we live in a small town he he just stares at me and smiles.
I would carry a pocket knife or something
else small for self defense.
I would also study him.
I would learn everything I know about him
to help me be more invisible to him.
Switch times you two normally meet or
avoid all together etc...
If you see him, have your cell on
quick dial to the authorities...
what he has said to you and to those
people are irrelevant. If they do not date
you because of what was said then let that
be a test of sorts that enables you to see the
quality of these people. Besides, the one that
is meant for you will show up no matter what.
These silly rumors cannot stop this connection.
Let everything you know about him and
what he does teach you more about him
to help you move around him.
The ones that deserve your energy and
attention are the ones that were there
for you from the beginning. People
that dont care about you...
that laugh about you...
theyre just background noise
People only do this when
they see only from them selves.
They dont know what its like to be
you, to live your life. THEY dont matter.
YOU do
When you start to feel a certain way...
Maybe think of your mother or father instantly..
Those are people that deserve your thoughts...
And maybe ask your friend not to tell you
what those people are doing anymore too.click to expand
Posted by SeraphlightI guess I still like him because I keep thinking he is going to change back into the person he was and become nice again. It's a super long story lol.
Just me ...i don't understand how you can like him?
This thread is nuts.
People are overreacting with the pocket knife idea....NO. ..scary...Just stay away from him and his friends and don't look at his twitter. I am sorry and everything. But stay away from him.
Posted by AjnaTrue.Posted by justmex3Posted by AjnaThe people are this friends and him.Posted by justmex3People will laugh but who are *these* people?Posted by AjnaI never really see him anymore. But my friends told me him and his friends look at my Twitter page and make fun of me. They still won't leave me alone.Posted by justmex3Posted by AjnaPosted by justmex3Is he still in your life or you are
This guy I had liked in HS was really emotionally abusive and he would call me names behind my back. And then one time he screamed at me. And after he had screamed at me I caught him jacking off to me in the bathroom. He was saying my name over and over. Then I ran away. But he made me feel really lonely and we weren't even in a relationship. He was possessive in a sense because he kept all of the other guys from dating me because he told them lies about me. Why would he do that? Is it because he wants me all to himself?
affected by what he has done ?
I'm still affected by what he has done. We still see each other out places because we live in a small town he he just stares at me and smiles.
I would carry a pocket knife or something
else small for self defense.
I would also study him.
I would learn everything I know about him
to help me be more invisible to him.
Switch times you two normally meet or
avoid all together etc...
If you see him, have your cell on
quick dial to the authorities...
what he has said to you and to those
people are irrelevant. If they do not date
you because of what was said then let that
be a test of sorts that enables you to see the
quality of these people. Besides, the one that
is meant for you will show up no matter what.
These silly rumors cannot stop this connection.
Let everything you know about him and
what he does teach you more about him
to help you move around him.
The ones that deserve your energy and
attention are the ones that were there
for you from the beginning. People
that dont care about you...
that laugh about you...
theyre just background noise
People only do this when
they see only from them selves.
They dont know what its like to be
you, to live your life. THEY dont matter.
YOU doclick to expand
Posted by AbbyNormalYeah.Posted by justmex3Well it's your choice. limit yourself to one small town guy who stares at you and berates you and masturbates to you, confusing you. or broaden your horizons and find that connection with someone healthier and more mature. it seems like you want to see what he's all about no matter what anyone says. curiosity is winning and it's hard not to let it at your age. just try not to limit yourself is all I'm saying i guess. you could try talking to him one on one but that could either clear the air or further convolute things depending on how he reacts/behaves.Posted by AbbyNormalPosted by justmex3this is fulfilling some sort of need for you. assess your life and feelings and see where it comes from. then you can move on. from what you have stated, it sounds unhealthy and unhealthy people have unhealthy relationships.Posted by the_sunflowerI really do still like him. Sometimes I actually feel like I love him because he wasn't always this terrible. He used to be nice to me and we were friends.
I think you might have remainder feelings maybe curiousity..Or you see him and it brings back memories
Forget that loser and talk to other guys, since you graduated already
He's really the only boy who has given me any attention. He makes me feel special when he looks at me. Sometimes he looks at me with this dreamy eyed look and he has this half-smile. It's like he gets into a trance. He would always trip over things trying to stare at me or he would bump into things.click to expand
Posted by AjnaThe people are this friends and him.Posted by justmex3People will laugh but who are *these* people?Posted by AjnaI never really see him anymore. But my friends told me him and his friends look at my Twitter page and make fun of me. They still won't leave me alone.Posted by justmex3Posted by AjnaPosted by justmex3Is he still in your life or you are
This guy I had liked in HS was really emotionally abusive and he would call me names behind my back. And then one time he screamed at me. And after he had screamed at me I caught him jacking off to me in the bathroom. He was saying my name over and over. Then I ran away. But he made me feel really lonely and we weren't even in a relationship. He was possessive in a sense because he kept all of the other guys from dating me because he told them lies about me. Why would he do that? Is it because he wants me all to himself?
affected by what he has done ?
I'm still affected by what he has done. We still see each other out places because we live in a small town he he just stares at me and smiles.
I would carry a pocket knife or something
else small for self defense.
I would also study him.
I would learn everything I know about him
to help me be more invisible to him.
Switch times you two normally meet or
avoid all together etc...
If you see him, have your cell on
quick dial to the authorities...
what he has said to you and to those
people are irrelevant. If they do not date
you because of what was said then let that
be a test of sorts that enables you to see the
quality of these people. Besides, the one that
is meant for you will show up no matter what.
These silly rumors cannot stop this connection.
Let everything you know about him and
what he does teach you more about him
to help you move around him.
The ones that deserve your energy and
attention are the ones that were there
for you from the beginning. People
that dont care about you...
that laugh about you...
theyre just background noiseclick to expand
Posted by AjnaI never really see him anymore. But my friends told me him and his friends look at my Twitter page and make fun of me. They still won't leave me alone.Posted by justmex3Posted by AjnaPosted by justmex3Is he still in your life or you are
This guy I had liked in HS was really emotionally abusive and he would call me names behind my back. And then one time he screamed at me. And after he had screamed at me I caught him jacking off to me in the bathroom. He was saying my name over and over. Then I ran away. But he made me feel really lonely and we weren't even in a relationship. He was possessive in a sense because he kept all of the other guys from dating me because he told them lies about me. Why would he do that? Is it because he wants me all to himself?
affected by what he has done ?
I'm still affected by what he has done. We still see each other out places because we live in a small town he he just stares at me and smiles.
I would carry a pocket knife or something
else small for self defense.
I would also study him.
I would learn everything I know about him
to help me be more invisible to him.
Switch times you two normally meet or
avoid all together etc...
If you see him, have your cell on
quick dial to the authorities...
what he has said to you and to those
people are irrelevant. If they do not date
you because of what was said then let that
be a test of sorts that enables you to see the
quality of these people. Besides, the one that
is meant for you will show up no matter what.
These silly rumors cannot stop this connection.
Let everything you know about him and
what he does teach you more about him
to help you move around him.click to expand
Posted by AbbyNormalPosted by justmex3this is fulfilling some sort of need for you. assess your life and feelings and see where it comes from. then you can move on. from what you have stated, it sounds unhealthy and unhealthy people have unhealthy relationships.Posted by the_sunflowerI really do still like him. Sometimes I actually feel like I love him because he wasn't always this terrible. He used to be nice to me and we were friends.
I think you might have remainder feelings maybe curiousity..Or you see him and it brings back memories
Forget that loser and talk to other guys, since you graduated alreadyclick to expand
Posted by the_sunflowerI really do still like him. Sometimes I actually feel like I love him because he wasn't always this terrible. He used to be nice to me and we were friends.
I think you might have remainder feelings maybe curiousity..Or you see him and it brings back memories
Forget that loser and talk to other guys, since you graduated already
Posted by SeraphlightThank you. That is a very sweet thing to say. It is rough for me. He makes me feel really lonely. Whenever I see him out places he will just stare at me. There's this music festival in our town every year and this year he went and he saw me and he gave me this huge toothy grin and then I walked away but then I saw him go to the restrooms and it's like wow you're doing it again? Every time he sees me out whether it be a football game at our old hs or if its like at an event he will stare at me and then smile and then go to the bathroom after watching me.Posted by justmex3I understand.
@Ajna I'm still affected by what he has done. We live in a small town so sometimes I see him out places.
You are very strong to be going through that. And just look here you are as sweet as you are. He can't take that from you. You're lovely.
It's got to be very tough.click to expand