lionlollipop joined September 24, 2013
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I know its hard to hold on to a chance so small that its almost impossible, but its harder for me to give up on a person who means the whole world to me.
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Thanks for all the comments, and yes, love does make people crazy.
She's the one I think of everyday, I miss her so much, I know its hard to hold on to something that is probably not going to happen, or a miracle, but, for me, its harder to give up on the person who means the whole world to me. Its depressing, I'm still wondering why I love her so much and doesn't feel sad or angry when she told me of her new lover. I guess some things in life just cannot be explained, including the existence of true love.
I'm a Taurus, my lover is a Leo. We had been together for about two years. And we love each other for a very long time, and we've spent so much time together, all the wonderful times, and we treasure each other... In these two years, we've met complicated problems and had broken up two times, but because we both miss each other so much when we broke up, so we get together again every time we broke up, its like a miracle when we get back to each other and our relationship get better as we knew we need each other. We try to solve all the problems which come in our way and we remain together and things was good. But lately, my lover get busy and join some activities or part time work of creating a big event. We've lose contact when she's busy preparing for her work far away from her home, and I've miss her so much. But we still contact each other once in a week during her busy times. And lately, she told me she has fell in love with someone else, and said she love him and want to live with him, she wants my opinion about it, saying she still love me, and I'm heartbroken... It has been so long time, living everyday with her on my mind, and I just can't spend one day without her, and now she's leaving me for someone else, and she wants my wishes for her, saying I mean a lot to her and she loves me. I know she's the one who I want to be with this whole life, the one I have love today, tomorrow, and always until forever, and forever... What should I do..? I'm lost, and do not know what to do to ease the pain inside me, its killing me and tearing me apart, its like living without a soul, soul that lost his heart, and everyday pass, and I still yearn for her love, the days, the memories are killing me. I miss her badly, I love her so much, but...I can't do anything, I only wish for her happiness, and waits for her to return to me, or should I believe in miracles again? She means so much to me, and even though now she think of me as her best friend, I still want to be with her, I want to be beside her, to live with her, and to love her more than anyone else, until forever. She's my forever love. No matter whatever happen in the future, I'll be her guardian angel, still watch over her, care about her for the rest of my lifetime. I know whats my problem, though its hurting me, I just can't stop loving her. And it goes on forever. For me, love means forever. And I'll always love her. 
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I'm a Taurus, my lover is a Leo. We had been together for about two years. And we love each other for a very long time,
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