Message Posts by hotmumma
cancers... ive met so many cancer males in the last two years, and saggis....
You know i think when cancers starts creating drama we are slowly falling for you, we just don't know it yet, if that makes sense i duno.. the testing starts, and then its like we need to lose you to realize how much we do care for you, and how much you care for us, and when we come back we have missed you and feel we love you, but then we need the other person to show how much you love us when we come back and if we feel like you don't show us when we are showing you, then the drama starts all over again... hmmm thats what i feel anywho
what do i change.. im thinking so much is my fault what have i done wrong
shitte well i think the best thing just happened right now after just a night ago he was telling me he missed me and saying sorry for what he did he now just text me to delete his number.. lol god im lost as right now my thoughts are fucked no guy ever made my mind go crazy like this only this stupid idiot... i feel like i have been used and fucked with
This guy sounds like a dick head. move the fuck on find someone else. He will waste your time and not worth the heart ache he will give you seriously.
My first boyfriend was a saggi, He was the sweetest guy ever and I was young and dumb and treated him not so good and we both hurt each other alot was like war sometimes... But we remained friends for a longgggg time after... I think sag and cancer are better as friends... I have couple sagi friends and we get along great but dating them don't think it would work..
We are not exclusive, we don't even talk everyday.. He has been ignoring my msgs lately and I'm questioning how much he really wants to be with me. And him going on this site is making me so insecure :/
Boundaries... I'm not very good at sticking with my boundary... We recently had a talk about us and I told him I want someone that doesn't ignore me when I want to talk to them and told him if he can't do that we are not compatible and we should stop seeing each other, and I thought we sorted it out, he came over and all was good, but when he left what does he do... continues to ignore my msgs :/ Duno what to do. Whenever I mention something that has to do with how I'm feeling he told me he doesn't like it and wont respond to me calling it "weird" lol.
Boundaries... I'm not very good at sticking with my boundary... We recently had a talk about us and I told him I want someone that doesn't ignore me when I want to talk to them and told him if he can't do that we are not compatible and we should stop seeing each other, and I thought we sorted it out, he came over and all was good, but when he left what does he do... continues to ignore my msgs :/ Duno what to do. Whenever I mention something that has to do with how I'm feeling he told me he doesn't like it and wont respond to me calling it "weird" lol.
If a man I'm seeing still goes on a dating site, where we met, do I have the right to be annoyed ? :/ I've known him for a year and I have mentioned that why go on there when you have me lol and he says only cause he is bored... but grrr he still goes on there and I don't want him to and he knows it annoys me... I don't want to say anything again cause don't want to tell him what to do but stilllllll I want to trust him and how could I while he still goes on the site...
well he called me back and is like sorry nah i wouldn't do that or whatever... then the ass hole did it again he goes ill call you when i get home and he never did... lol what a dick. i aint answering his calls ever again.
loloolool i didn't even notice i wrote it so many times lol
okayy tru i'm just going to leave it see what happens
okayy tru i'm just going to leave it see what happens
Real Talk truuu yer i didn't know how to write the msg, should have wrote something like that truuu.. asking why is this habit i got from my ex scorpio :/ lol
anywho would it be bad if i contact him or should i just leave it and wait.. Im feeling like telling him like why i sent that msg and like how ive been like head fukd and hurt in the past and im scared to fall for him if we kept talking... should I or just leave it? i dunooo i hate this dating thing :/
anywho would it be bad if i contact him or should i just leave it and wait.. Im feeling like telling him like why i sent that msg and like how ive been like head fukd and hurt in the past and im scared to fall for him if we kept talking... should I or just leave it? i dunooo i hate this dating thing :/
lol just because im a cancer doesn't mean i have gone all emotional over him... i have not given any sign of my emotions or anything to him except for this msg that i sent and its only been a month, i don't fall that quickly... I had a feeling he wanted a reaction out of me actually i know this and he got it by me sending that msg which is probably not the reaction he was after but oh well i guess this will test himmmm whether he was serious about all the crap he said... anyways he hasn't wrote back yet so just see what happens...
I never said i was going to take him back. I sent him a email back sayin thanks for apology your forgiven.. and that's it.. Only thing i want from him now is my money and hopefully he is sorry enough to give it back.
Okii so I have been talking to a Virgo for about a month now and he seems really nice and sweet and has sucked me in with his sweet talk lol........ but i think he is starting to play games or testing me some how. Was just wondering what you guys think of this and could give any advice.
Over the past few days he will call me yea and we talk for a little then says he will call me back in 5 and he doesn't? He has done this like 4 times now, and i feel like he was wanting me to give a reaction to it, but i didn't until today when i was getting really annoyed by it. I sent him a MSG "why don't you call back when you say, and like if you going to play games or fuck with my head pls don't bother to call me cause i cbf with it all"..... Have i made a mistake by writing that MSG as he never replied. Its weird tho cause when we talk his all nice and sweet and it like he wants me to be in love with him even only after 1 month and he keeps trying to make me jealous telling me their are girls at work who have a crush on him... But i havnt let him know it like gets to me or whatever........ But ye did i stuff it by msg?? and does it sound like he was playing with me??
Over the past few days he will call me yea and we talk for a little then says he will call me back in 5 and he doesn't? He has done this like 4 times now, and i feel like he was wanting me to give a reaction to it, but i didn't until today when i was getting really annoyed by it. I sent him a MSG "why don't you call back when you say, and like if you going to play games or fuck with my head pls don't bother to call me cause i cbf with it all"..... Have i made a mistake by writing that MSG as he never replied. Its weird tho cause when we talk his all nice and sweet and it like he wants me to be in love with him even only after 1 month and he keeps trying to make me jealous telling me their are girls at work who have a crush on him... But i havnt let him know it like gets to me or whatever........ But ye did i stuff it by msg?? and does it sound like he was playing with me??
Thanks everyone for the advice... I have not heard from him in awhile, but i can just feel him plotting some kind of revenge against my child and I :/ i know its always with him wanting to get me some how.... I think if i hear from him again i will record the conversation as i know most likely it will be an abusive call.... He is a feb Aqua btw and he can be all talk, but i dont think he going to let this go so easy.. When we were together he showed signs that he has issues psychologically; extreme paranoia, he is very manipulative and those are some reasons why i dont want to be with him ..... Meh im so worried its going to happen out of the blue his stupid revenge i know its going to be a day so unexpectedly and im single with not many friends and family living near me and im so worried what im going to do when it happens...
Posted by CancerianGoddess
LMAO Hotmumma *huggs*
naw thank you sweetie i seriously need a hug right now lol big hugggs
lol moit it was a thing he said to me as in a weird way of saying mate.....
ye maybe i should have waited longer but usually he replies to me straight away thats why i knew he aint gon reply... so ye
he still hasnt replied so now i dont know if i should delete him or what... i so thought he would reply to me :/
ye maybe i should have waited longer but usually he replies to me straight away thats why i knew he aint gon reply... so ye
he still hasnt replied so now i dont know if i should delete him or what... i so thought he would reply to me :/
meh the bumhole could of just wrote back and said that.. mayn i dont care, just dont lead me on dnt fuck me around. oh welllllllllllllllllll life goes on right
i miss my scorpio x. i swear our love was so true and deep.. he had no idea how much i loved him and how much i miss him, and what i would give to have him here with me.. i guess i should have told him more when i was with him. told him i loved him so much.
when we broke up fuck the worst pain of my life. never in my life want to feel such hurt again.
he has someone else now :/ meh i still think his my soul mate. what we had is hard to find. it was something special. could never tell him how i feel,, gosh i just misssssssssss him so much. the only person in the world that understood me.
i misssssssssss youuuuuuu
when we broke up fuck the worst pain of my life. never in my life want to feel such hurt again.
he has someone else now :/ meh i still think his my soul mate. what we had is hard to find. it was something special. could never tell him how i feel,, gosh i just misssssssssss him so much. the only person in the world that understood me.
i misssssssssss youuuuuuu
what are aquarians like when they want to get deep revenge on someone :/ my daughter father is in another country and he says he wants to kill me and my daughter, calls my child a whore the fucking mother fucker. who the fuck does he think he is. he was never there for us never tried never did shit. and he wants me to be with him just because we have a child together. like fuck off man. get the point i dont want to be with a dog who hurt my heart n soul so many times that i cant even trust anyone anymore. argh i hate him so much. but im scared he will come here and hurt me n my child. arrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhh seriously FML
do cancer and sagi get along oright? met this sagi dude online been chattin for a lil while, met him twice. everything was all good and then huh? it went all weird lol we were on msn one day chatting and im like just want to say goodnight sweet dreams, than bammmmmmm the dirt is gone lol since that day his been weird not talking as much and i dont get it? today i sent a msg sayin if uya like me or not lets be friends or what ever let me know.... waited an hour no reply and then im like ey dw i feel like a dick head and tc moit. sooooooooo will he ever write back or his just another shit head.
seriously no one fucking understands me. i fucking hate it. why dont people understanddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd what im feeling or going through ever. they just tell me to suck it up and get over it... i fucking cant i have feelings that need to be dealt with for fuck sake
imma cancer and when i like someone i start getting all freaked out and ruin it lol i tell them straight away n get worried they dont feel the same way, then send some gay fkn msg and the dude usually dont write back and blaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. my life story. *sigh one day ill find my prince and one day ill control my stupid emotions and one day i wont care and one day it WILL happen. fuck it
I don't want them to get angry at me. This person has a temper, and has threatened me with suicide when he knew i was seeing that donkey cancer... I don't want myself/child or him to get hurt so I just want to let it go. Maybe he will get over it.. I think he is... slowly..
If my story sounds all over the place well that's how my mind is. cant think clear. But yea
Also fb is not the only thing making me feel this way. Other stuff as well. Fb just seems to tick it off n get me all down somehow.
If my story sounds all over the place well that's how my mind is. cant think clear. But yea
Also fb is not the only thing making me feel this way. Other stuff as well. Fb just seems to tick it off n get me all down somehow.
wat u mean it sounds bogus?
Posted by Pandemonium
Dude, just dont absorb the negative things. This is coming from someone who battled with depression since I was a kid. Be strong, you have someone who needs you and she means the world to you and vice versa... Everything else you can just dust off your shoulders and keep walking girl.
I'm trying so much to be positive, everyday I tell myself today will be better than the last, just smile and be happy. But every time I feel good about my life, something always happens and makes me feel shit again. All I have is my daughter She makes me so happy and brings a smile to my face but I feel like I have no one else, like no good friends and my closet family member is at least 2 hrs away by transport. I'm feeling so alone. And seems like stupid fb is the only way I can contact/talk to people I know.
I have so much shit on my mind and and who ever i try to talk to don't understand or don't really give a fuck what im sayin.
Posted by Pandemonium
Dude, just dont absorb the negative things. This is coming from someone who battled with depression since I was a kid. Be strong, you have someone who needs you and she means the world to you and vice versa... Everything else you can just dust off your shoulders and keep walking girl.
I'm trying so much to be positive, everyday I tell myself today will be better than the last, just smile and be happy. But every time I feel good about my life, something always happens and makes me feel shit again. All I have is my daughter She makes me so happy and brings a smile to my face but I feel like I have no one else, like no good friends and my closet family member is at least 2 hrs away by transport. I'm feeling so alone. And seems like stupid fb is the only way I can contact/talk to people I know.
I have so much shit on my mind and and who ever i try to talk to don't understand or don't really give a fuck what im sayin.
Posted by WynterBourne
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yer I know I sound paranoid lol.
Posted by amethyst2002
The only one causing drama is your own head. Seriously. Maybe if you weren't so concerned with what others think it wouldn't be an issue.
Knowing it's you thinking like this, you should go the deletion route. You're going to drive yourself crazy assuming that everything is about you on there. I have random ass people try to add me once in awhile and I just ignore and block them.
Yer I know I think I do worry to much of what others think. Its so stupid but I do....
Ok I think Im going to delete it for good.. And its not random ppl, its people I know stalking my fb. I know this one dude is cause he was like literally stalking me. Everywhere I went he was there. One time I saw him hiding behind trees looking into my house! He has stopped doing that and now uses fb to do it by using a fake account.
ummm Duh I have already done that. but some how they still find me on there. Through their friends or some how I dunno. And its not only the stalker that done my head in, Its my so called "friends" and their status updates and sometimes I feel like they're about me. Like they talk that much shit on there, and it dose my head in.. And a guy I was dating, (I did a topic bout him Donkey cancer) yea we had a friend in common on fb and I think yesterday he was on his friends fb and wrote a staus about me. And that fuked with my head soooooo much.
I have deactivated it numerous times and find my self back on it..... I recently deleted all my photos and blocked my wall posts, changed my name even lol. I know I have a fb stalker n it does my head in. One time I changed my pic and like literally 2 seconds later I received a msg from this person sayin nice pic.. n they aren't even my friend on fb... fkn scary shiit
Does Facebook do your head in or is it just me? Seriously people I know are doing my head in on Facebook and I dunno if its just me thinking to much in to it or what? But my mind is soo messed up atm from it? Want to think clear again. I think im depressed hard. Im having suicidal thoughts and its scaring me. Feel like everyone around me is dogging me, feel like I have no one who cares. Except I have my daughter. She is keeping alive atm. I think I need to talk to a counsellor or some shiite.
Posted by thomas1214
and lastly and honestly... who cares....
LOL thomas u r funnyyy
Posted by Pandybear
Well do you know any of his close friends? Family? Maybe people he rooms with?
nope,, he lives about an 1hr from me. I have met a couple of his friends but ye I don't know them that well enough to ask them about him.
Posted by elihope69
how much money was it? u need to try to pay your uncle back. and forget about this loser. lessend learned never let anyone borrow money. ever. give it away but never lend it. youll always b dissapointed.
yup it was 180 he owes me... n ye my poor uncle is very upset I havn't been able to pay it back yet :/
Posted by thomas1214Posted by hotmumma
LOL......
I dunnooo... I miss himmmmmm tho....
oooh my god just seriously shut up. omg i was used and blah blah blah .. but .. buuut i miiiiisssss hiiiiimmmmm.. no wonder you get used and dont tell me this isnt the first time.click to expand
lol I like this...
but nah seriously I have never had this happen before.. I don't let it happen, I'm not the kind of person who will let people take me for granted, I would tell em to get fucked! but for some stupid reason I wanted to help this guy and be there for him.... but ye I'm over it.. karma is gon get him anyhow.....
geminicancer- I wanted his cuddles lol. Every time I saw him I had an urge to jump on him and cuddle him.. He was like a big cuddly teddy bear. lol
LOL......
I dunnooo... I miss himmmmmm tho....
I dunnooo... I miss himmmmmm tho....