This cancer guy is my first boyfriend. We've been together for more than a year till he cut me off.
Actually in a year we broke up for few times and then back together. Everytime we break up its always him being wishy washy about our long distance relationship, about our differences,and sometimes he even said he wasn't sure if he loved me or not. When we back together, he's completely different, being super sweet guy, saying I love you all the time but when we break up, he always pushes me away.
This time we had a big fight and we broke up. I realized my mistake and I asked for apology.
At first he said that he still want to try again but later on he said he's tired and didn't want to continue cause I always gave him cold shoulder, ignoring, our distance (we had a long distance relationships) sucks too.
Usually when we broke up, whenever I send him a text he would always reply. Eventho he still pushed me away like asking me to move on, etc.
This time, when I sent him a text, he didn't reply at all.
I was just soooo confused cause right before we had a big fight, he still hugged me and said how much I meant to him (cause I was the only one that care about him this much - his ex left him for another guy) and how much he loved me, we had a lot of plan together such as visiting his family for thanksgiving, moving to the same city, etc.
What should I do? I really love him and think he's the one.