Message Posts by prettymarie
this would be my second post here. The first post i wrote was when i was involved with a separated guy. God knows, the difficulties that i went through just to get over him. And i could say that i had succeed. But then, for the second time, here i am again stuck in the same situation and it's even more complicated now. Having a relationship with a married man with 3 children. I know i've been a fool. This guy had deceived me. He made me believe that he was single and would even make plans for our future. I was really clueless of the situation.It was only after 5 months that i learned the whole truth. I was badly hurt. i thought then we could make a perfect couple since we really got along well. But,all of this are just fantasies now. (sigh) How cruel life sometimes is. All i want is to be happy,to love and to be loved. But look what i'm getting from all this relationships that i am into; heartaches, sleepless nights, dissappointments, and frustations. However, i'm keeping my fingers crossed that someday, somehow I'll find the one for me. I will never get tired of looking for that "one" coz i believe in an old adage saying that"you have to kiss a million frogs before you gonna find your prince". But yes, i have to be careful this time, not to rush things, to use my mind, my heart and my instinct before committing myself to someone. I've already learned my lesson the hard way. But what bothered me most now is on how can i get this guy out of my life. I know it's very wrong to still stay in this relationship after knowing the truth, after what he had done but i'm having a hard time putting an end into this relationship. I know that this guy has real feelings for me. I could feel that. And i do feel the same way towards him. Whatever happens only time will tell.
this would be my second post here. The first post i wrote was when i was involved with a separated guy. God knows, the difficulties that i went through just to get over him. And i could say that i had succeed. But then, for the second time, here i am again stuck in the same situation and it's even more complicated now. Having a relationship with a married man with 3 children. I know i've been a fool. This guy had deceived me. He made me believe that he was single and would even make plans of our future. I was really clueless of the situation.It was only after 5 months that i learned the whole truth. I was badly hurt. i thought then we could make a perfect couple since we really got along well. But,all of this are just fantasies now. (sigh) How cruel life sometimes is. All i want is to be happy,to love and to be loved. But look what i'm getting from all this relationships that i am into; heartaches, sleepless nights, dissappointments, and frustations. However, i'm keeping my fingers crossed that someday, somehow I'll find the one for me. I will never get tired of looking for that "one" coz i believe in an old adage saying that"you have to kiss a million frogs before you gonna find your prince". But yes, i have to be careful this time, not to rush things, to use my mind, my heart and my instinct before committing myself to someone. I've already learned my lesson the hard way. But what bothered me most now is on how can i get this guy out of my life. I know it's very wrong to still stay in this relationship after knowing the truth, after what he had done but i'm having a hard time putting an end into this relationship. I know that this guy has real feelings for me. I could feel that. And i do feel the same way towards him. Whatever happens only time will tell.
he's 34 and seperated for more or less 4 years now..they dont have a child..i really never thought that i would fall for an older guy much more to a married man..it just happens..coz we're boardmates before..for almost a year..but i live in another boarding house for almost 3 months now..but the relationship still continues..i thought then my love for him will just fade away by the time i will leave..but i was wrong!..now..we dont see each other everyday like before but i still have the same feelings for him..
so what happened last night..he texted me and were communicating for like two hours through text..he seemed to be thoughtful again..i told him am already missing him...but he replied that he was going home today and well be back on monday.so it means he can/t see me on weekends...just told him that he should keep in touch with me while hes there..and just said he will..so does it mean that he still cares?...
so what happened last night..he texted me and were communicating for like two hours through text..he seemed to be thoughtful again..i told him am already missing him...but he replied that he was going home today and well be back on monday.so it means he can/t see me on weekends...just told him that he should keep in touch with me while hes there..and just said he will..so does it mean that he still cares?...
I've been with my virgo man for a year now..at the beggining of the relationship..( ist 2 months)..i could feel that he do really loves me..i could see all the effort on his part to win me over..but then i have observed that he tends to lie low when he feels that am already into him..i dont now know if he still have real feelings for me..he go to my place friday night..and we see each other saturdays and sundays..when i text him he replies to my messages and return my calls promptly..an when i do need him..he still there for me..but whats bothering me is the fact that i can see the changes on how hes treating me now compared before..just yesterday i got angry on him coz after we parted last wednesday..(he slept in my place)..i waited for him to just even text me..to ask me if am doing ok..but i just get disappointed..so i initiate the text and told him how dare him to not even remember to text me..and his excuse was he thought i have decided to drift myself away from him since i told him last thursday that i cried since i've realized that what we're doing is wrong..that's one of my problem on him..he just conclude things without even asking me first whats on me..and disappear and comes back whenever he wants..before; i was not bothered by his disappearing acts and just wait for him to come back..am thinking that when this guy still come back then that means that he really loves me and still wants to be with me..but its different now..i dont want to be treated that way anymore..he has to make up his mind and stop playing games with me..am asking you guys to help me realize what's really going on in him..and what to do with this situation..i love him and i dont have plans to break up with him..