Message Posts by vourez
I made this poem last night, wondering if I should send it. But I guess its better not to.
Do you think I made the right decision? He keeps coming back wanting to be friends, but I really can't take it anymore..
Enjoy, and let me know what you think!
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I found that.. Hurting you hurting me too.
It was too harsh, I was too honest and too raw.
You picture yourself as someone so hopeless,
So needing my help.
But are you though?
I can't trust you. After all the betrayals and stab in the back, I can't trust you anymore.
And it pains me to say this.
I love you with all my heart, holding every bit of hope I can
To the prospect that we too deserve our happy ending.
But it's slipping away.. You slipped it away.
Again and again, leaving me nothing and forcing me to face the truth.
This delusion that you are not manipulative has to go.
I have to start listening to my own heart,
And them who has my best interest.
You are no healthy for me, and I can see it now.
I hurt you tonight with my honesty. I was treating you so harshly, losing my respect for you every single second.
I can feel my unconditional love wearing thin.
And it scares and pain me.
I know what my words capable of.. And giving up to spew it all to hurt you scarred me.
I know you will never be the same. At least now you really going to change.
Not that I ever want to change your beautiful essence.
You want to change because now is painful to you,
And I have to do this to force you to change.
So you can transform and actually love yourself. Be happy, even if it's not with me.
Knowing you are in the middle of a fight, calms me down.
You can do this, you have to get through this.
You will come as a winner when you see the light.
You can look at me as the villain, you better look at me as the villain.
We will only hurt each other if we stay together,
And it's the only way we can live happy, on our own.
I am sorry for all the cruel words I spewed on you. I love you, I hope you can see it the way I do.
Please be happy. Please love yourself the way I do.
Do you think I made the right decision? He keeps coming back wanting to be friends, but I really can't take it anymore..
Enjoy, and let me know what you think!
.
.
I found that.. Hurting you hurting me too.
It was too harsh, I was too honest and too raw.
You picture yourself as someone so hopeless,
So needing my help.
But are you though?
I can't trust you. After all the betrayals and stab in the back, I can't trust you anymore.
And it pains me to say this.
I love you with all my heart, holding every bit of hope I can
To the prospect that we too deserve our happy ending.
But it's slipping away.. You slipped it away.
Again and again, leaving me nothing and forcing me to face the truth.
This delusion that you are not manipulative has to go.
I have to start listening to my own heart,
And them who has my best interest.
You are no healthy for me, and I can see it now.
I hurt you tonight with my honesty. I was treating you so harshly, losing my respect for you every single second.
I can feel my unconditional love wearing thin.
And it scares and pain me.
I know what my words capable of.. And giving up to spew it all to hurt you scarred me.
I know you will never be the same. At least now you really going to change.
Not that I ever want to change your beautiful essence.
You want to change because now is painful to you,
And I have to do this to force you to change.
So you can transform and actually love yourself. Be happy, even if it's not with me.
Knowing you are in the middle of a fight, calms me down.
You can do this, you have to get through this.
You will come as a winner when you see the light.
You can look at me as the villain, you better look at me as the villain.
We will only hurt each other if we stay together,
And it's the only way we can live happy, on our own.
I am sorry for all the cruel words I spewed on you. I love you, I hope you can see it the way I do.
Please be happy. Please love yourself the way I do.