poltrojan joined April 24, 2013
42 years old male
Virgo Sun; Capricorn Moon; Sagittarius Rising Sign;
Virgo Sun; Capricorn Moon; Sagittarius Rising Sign;
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After reading this made me think about my actions;
Sun: Virgo
Moon: Capricorn
Rising Sign: Sagittarius
I was visiting this lady overseas with whom I had deep interest with; it was mostly long distance relationship. However she stirred my emotions more than any other woman. She felt like the one; because none other woman could break my cool exterior to the heart.
Her signs;
Sun: Cancer
Moon: Leo
Rising Sign: Aries
I don't know if you can call it cheating or not. but when I was with her, I felt more than good, for the first time happy. I could easily hold her hand, kiss her..... but I couldn't bring up the courage to make love to her in bed. It felt terrifying for me, I felt more at ease in a war zone than making an attempt to love her. So I attempted 3 times, 3 times failed to have sex with other woman, neverless they were attempts. During our dating 'ritual' she didn't know, however i decide to come clean recently and now its off. I don't blame her. I keep beating myself up, I destroy a potential relationship. she was more than attractive. she was amazing. I know she had mood swings, I had the patience for it.
However in my situation I did it; possibly out of fear. How can a person like me, truly love a woman when i am a womanizer, I slept with other women emotionless and didn't give a single f*** about it.
Sun: Virgo
Moon: Capricorn
Rising Sign: Sagittarius
I was visiting this lady overseas with whom I had deep interest with; it was mostly long distance relationship. However she stirred my emotions more than any other woman. She felt like the one; because none other woman could break my cool exterior to the heart.
Her signs;
Sun: Cancer
Moon: Leo
Rising Sign: Aries
I don't know if you can call it cheating or not. but when I was with her, I felt more than good, for the first time happy. I could easily hold her hand, kiss her..... but I couldn't bring up the courage to make love to her in bed. It felt terrifying for me, I felt more at ease in a war zone than making an attempt to love her. So I attempted 3 times, 3 times failed to have sex with other woman, neverless they were attempts. During our dating 'ritual' she didn't know, however i decide to come clean recently and now its off. I don't blame her. I keep beating myself up, I destroy a potential relationship. she was more than attractive. she was amazing. I know she had mood swings, I had the patience for it.
However in my situation I did it; possibly out of fear. How can a person like me, truly love a woman when i am a womanizer, I slept with other women emotionless and didn't give a single f*** about it.
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