Rosay joined February 15, 2018
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*Long story*
After reading advice on Cancer men I am currently needing some. I am a mother and decided to try the dating/hookup scene after 2 years. Around the holiday last year I uploaded an app and I was originally looking for a woman as I am bisexual. The amazing thing about this app is you can do a live chat where you can see the person and verify they're the real thing. You can also meet people from other countries which was neat. As I scrolled down the live videos I came across this really handsome guy that caught my attention. He lives in Italy and spoke a good amount of English. I thought what the hay and flirted a little. We ended up messaging and I made it known that I wasn’t looking for a relationship but if it were to come to it I wouldn't mind it. He let me know he was just bored and looking for entertainment. Any who we hit it off we played a little bit exchanging pics. I tried to get to know him at least a little bit and he was open but gave vague answers. I thought ok I won't trip he might not be trusting as he is a water sign like me. Then he started to just reach out to me when he wanted to see the goods then disappear. One time after a week without any message he messaged me and I told him I didn't like that he did that just to see my stuff and I took a few days off from the app just to think. When I got back on he apologized to me I said it was ok then he asked me how I was doing. We talked almost every day for almost 2 months on that app getting to know each other a bit. He still did the disappearing act on me for a few days and although it bothered me I know we all have lives and get busy so I understood. Still, there were times it got so bad that I just wanted to forget him and move on but he would come back and grab me again. I even talked to other people in my state but there was no feeling there like there was with him. I asked him if he he had talked to other women on the app and he said he did but that it wasn't the same. We eventually moved on to another app that allowed you to chat like you're texting. During that time there were days when he let me know he was going to bed and days where he just left me hanging. I always let him know if I was busy, what I was doing, what happened in my day and over the weekend and he never told me about his just that it was good. Or when I would go to bed so he knew I wasn't ignoring him he sometimes responded to my goodnight with a cute sleep tight that made my heart jump and days where he just didn't even when I waited. One time I felt a bit down knowing this would never be anything because of how far we are and I told him he should go out and meet a nice woman. He ignored it and sent me a sexy pic. Later that night he told me he went out and I asked if he met a nice woman and he said no and we started talking dirty to each other it made me feel a bit happy but selfish at the same time. Now this is where I feel like I messed up. I took a day off work to get some things done and I let him know this. So I got home he asked me if I was home then up and video called me out of nowhere while I was on another call. I freaked out a little because we've never talked before. He called again and I just watched it ring. I told him I was too shy to talk to him which I really get bad anxiety on the phone with people other than famiy. He said he was shy too and tried calling a third time and that whole time it rang I kept fighting with myself to get the guts to answer it. I apologized to him and let him know how bad I felt. He didn't act upset but I felt he was. After that he became a little closed off popping out every now and then. I did my best by sending him voice recordings responding to his questions short videos of myself being goofy just to reassure him that I am interested. One night he called again and again I fought myself to answer it. I didn't answer and I let him know I wasn't ready to video chat just yet. I did ask him the question again what was he looking for? He completely ignored the question and sent me a picture of him at work a few hours later. We talked a bit I let him know I was going to bed and that I would talk to him later everything seemed fine we said goodnight. Then after that day I sent him a message he didnt respond and he disappeared for a few days even during the weekend. I tried keeping myself occupied as I have the weekends alone when my kids are with their father. He ended up messaging me in the middle of the night while I was out with friends like he just didn't ignore me or disappear. I tried to avoid the conversation because I was drunk, I let him know this, and didn't want my stinger to come out and spill my feelings like a teenage girl. I did message him later that day and he didn't seem into it he just sent smiley faces. Again he's been doing the disappearing act only when he messages he just responds with emojis. Overtime I will admit I have begun to develop feelings for him those heart racing feelings everytime he messages me and those heart dropping feelings when he doesn't message me for days when I accept that it's done. I'm just so confused at this point I feel like telling him we shouldn't talk anymore
After reading advice on Cancer men I am currently needing some. I am a mother and decided to try the dating/hookup scene after 2 years. Around the holiday last year I uploaded an app and I was originally looking for a woman as I am bisexual. The amazing thing about this app is you can do a live chat where you can see the person and verify they're the real thing. You can also meet people from other countries which was neat. As I scrolled down the live videos I came across this really handsome guy that caught my attention. He lives in Italy and spoke a good amount of English. I thought what the hay and flirted a little. We ended up messaging and I made it known that I wasn’t looking for a relationship but if it were to come to it I wouldn't mind it. He let me know he was just bored and looking for entertainment. Any who we hit it off we played a little bit exchanging pics. I tried to get to know him at least a little bit and he was open but gave vague answers. I thought ok I won't trip he might not be trusting as he is a water sign like me. Then he started to just reach out to me when he wanted to see the goods then disappear. One time after a week without any message he messaged me and I told him I didn't like that he did that just to see my stuff and I took a few days off from the app just to think. When I got back on he apologized to me I said it was ok then he asked me how I was doing. We talked almost every day for almost 2 months on that app getting to know each other a bit. He still did the disappearing act on me for a few days and although it bothered me I know we all have lives and get busy so I understood. Still, there were times it got so bad that I just wanted to forget him and move on but he would come back and grab me again. I even talked to other people in my state but there was no feeling there like there was with him. I asked him if he he had talked to other women on the app and he said he did but that it wasn't the same. We eventually moved on to another app that allowed you to chat like you're texting. During that time there were days when he let me know he was going to bed and days where he just left me hanging. I always let him know if I was busy, what I was doing, what happened in my day and over the weekend and he never told me about his just that it was good. Or when I would go to bed so he knew I wasn't ignoring him he sometimes responded to my goodnight with a cute sleep tight that made my heart jump and days where he just didn't even when I waited. One time I felt a bit down knowing this would never be anything because of how far we are and I told him he should go out and meet a nice woman. He ignored it and sent me a sexy pic. Later that night he told me he went out and I asked if he met a nice woman and he said no and we started talking dirty to each other it made me feel a bit happy but selfish at the same time. Now this is where I feel like I messed up. I took a day off work to get some things done and I let him know this. So I got home he asked me if I was home then up and video called me out of nowhere while I was on another call. I freaked out a little because we've never talked before. He called again and I just watched it ring. I told him I was too shy to talk to him which I really get bad anxiety on the phone with people other than famiy. He said he was shy too and tried calling a third time and that whole time it rang I kept fighting with myself to get the guts to answer it. I apologized to him and let him know how bad I felt. He didn't act upset but I felt he was. After that he became a little closed off popping out every now and then. I did my best by sending him voice recordings responding to his questions short videos of myself being goofy just to reassure him that I am interested. One night he called again and again I fought myself to answer it. I didn't answer and I let him know I wasn't ready to video chat just yet. I did ask him the question again what was he looking for? He completely ignored the question and sent me a picture of him at work a few hours later. We talked a bit I let him know I was going to bed and that I would talk to him later everything seemed fine we said goodnight. Then after that day I sent him a message he didnt respond and he disappeared for a few days even during the weekend. I tried keeping myself occupied as I have the weekends alone when my kids are with their father. He ended up messaging me in the middle of the night while I was out with friends like he just didn't ignore me or disappear. I tried to avoid the conversation because I was drunk, I let him know this, and didn't want my stinger to come out and spill my feelings like a teenage girl. I did message him later that day and he didn't seem into it he just sent smiley faces. Again he's been doing the disappearing act only when he messages he just responds with emojis. Overtime I will admit I have begun to develop feelings for him those heart racing feelings everytime he messages me and those heart dropping feelings when he doesn't message me for days when I accept that it's done. I'm just so confused at this point I feel like telling him we shouldn't talk anymore
After reading advice on Cancer men I am currently needing some. I am a mother and decided to try the dating/hookup scene after 2 years. Around the holiday last year I uploaded an app and I was originally looking for a woman as I am bisexual. The amazing thing about this app is you can do a live chat where you can see the person and verify they're the real thing. You can also meet people from other countries which was neat. As I scrolled down the live videos I came across this really handsome guy that caught my attention. He lives in Italy and spoke a good amount of English. I thought what the hay and flirted a little. We ended up messaging and I made it known that I wasn’t looking for a relationship but if it were to come to it I wouldn't mind it. He let me know he was just bored and looking for entertainment. Any who we hit it off we played a little bit exchanging pics. I tried to get to know him at least a little bit and he was open but gave vague answers. I thought ok I won't trip he might not be trusting as he is a water sign like me. Then he started to just reach out to me when he wanted to see the goods then disappear. One time after a week without any message he messaged me and I told him I didn't like that he did that just to see my stuff and I took a few days off from the app just to think. When I got back on he apologized to me I said it was ok then he asked me how I was doing. We talked almost every day for almost 2 months on that app getting to know each other a bit. He still did the disappearing act on me for a few days and although it bothered me I know we all have lives and get busy so I understood. Still, there were times it got so bad that I just wanted to forget him and move on but he would come back and grab me again. I even talked to other people in my state but there was no feeling there like there was with him. I asked him if he he had talked to other women on the app and he said he did but that it wasn't the same. We eventually moved on to another app that allowed you to chat like you're texting. During that time there were days when he let me know he was going to bed and days where he just left me hanging. I always let him know if I was busy, what I was doing, what happened in my day and over the weekend and he never told me about his just that it was good. Or when I would go to bed so he knew I wasn't ignoring him he sometimes responded to my goodnight with a cute sleep tight that made my heart jump and days where he just didn't even when I waited. One time I felt a bit down knowing this would never be anything because of how far we are and I told him he should go out and meet a nice woman. He ignored it and sent me a sexy pic. Later that night he told me he went out and I asked if he met a nice woman and he said no and we started talking dirty to each other it made me feel a bit happy but selfish at the same time. Now this is where I feel like I messed up. I took a day off work to get some things done and I let him know this. So I got home he asked me if I was home then up and video called me out of nowhere while I was on another call. I freaked out a little because we've never talked before. He called again and I just watched it ring. I told him I was too shy to talk to him which I really get bad anxiety on the phone with people other than famiy. He said he was shy too and tried calling a third time and that whole time it rang I kept fighting with myself to get the guts to answer it. I apologized to him and let him know how bad I felt. He didn't act upset but I felt he was. After that he became a little closed off popping out every now and then. I did my best by sending him voice recordings responding to his questions short videos of myself being goofy just to reassure him that I am interested. One night he called again and again I fought myself to answer it. I didn't answer and I let him know I wasn't ready to video chat just yet. I did ask him the question again what was he looking for? He completely ignored the question and sent me a picture of him at work a few hours later. We talked a bit I let him know I was going to bed and that I would talk to him later everything seemed fine we said goodnight. Then after that day I sent him a message he didnt respond and he disappeared for a few days even during the weekend. I tried keeping myself occupied as I have the weekends alone when my kids are with their father. He ended up messaging me in the middle of the night while I was out with friends like he just didn't ignore me or disappear. I tried to avoid the conversation because I was drunk, I let him know this, and didn't want my stinger to come out and spill my feelings like a teenage girl. I did message him later that day and he didn't seem into it he just sent smiley faces. Again he's been doing the disappearing act only when he messages he just responds with emojis. Overtime I will admit I have begun to develop feelings for him those heart racing feelings everytime he messages me and those heart dropping feelings when he doesn't message me for days when I accept that it's done. I'm just so confused at this point I feel like telling him we shouldn't talk anymore.
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*Long story*
After reading advice on Cancer men I am currently needing some. I am a mother and decided to try the dating/hookup scene after 2 years. Around the holiday last year I uploaded an app and I was originally looking for a woman as I am bisexual.
@Rosay
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After reading advice on Cancer men I am currently needing some. I am a mother and decided to try the dating/hookup scene after 2 years. Around the holiday last year I uploaded an app and I was originally looking for a woman as I am bisexual. The amazing t
@Rosay
Joined: Feb 15, 2018 · Topics: 2 · Posts: 2